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bookmarks:
えりい book covers
monthly media log (november 2024)
bookshelf
05. (updates)
  • 1. konmari room - to declutter and let go of old energy
  • 2. set up budget - to feel in control of my spending and to be safe for the future should i need it
  • 3. make 2021 notion layout - it brings me joy in a simple sense, looking at nice things, to feel in control and like i have a plan
  • 4. identify 2021 goals - to set targets to achieve, its what everyone else does, to be able to measure myself.
  • 5. start learning japanese - to be able to better appreciate jpn media, to be able to say im bilingual, to be able to get into new media without relying on translators, to be able to sing along to jpn songs,
  • 6. finish letter project - to ease the guilt i feel on the project, to learn i can do it, to establish pen pals.
  • 7. attempt nano
  • 8. update listo - to feed the need to be perceived and understood, to emulate the listos i admire
  • 9. embroider mhyk mask - to have a mask of my best boy, to start learning sewing
  • 10. make rutile polyclay charm - to feel connected to rutile, to carry around a piece of him with me
  • 11. make affirmations
  • 12. write up ocs - to allow them to potentially be written; to allow them to not be forgotten
  • 13. create routines/rituals/habits - to feel in control; to take care of myself
  • 14. start exercising - to feel in control; to call back to a past version of myself that i envy in the present
  • 15. start yt/blog - to document life; to make and create for myself; to have fun; to record and leave a piece of me behind
  • 16. soc med detox - to allow myself to find out who i am; to unlearn the negative habits ive developed as a result of growing up on social media
  • 17. digi clean up - to feel in control; to simplify the distractions and things in my life
  • 18. finish unpacking
  • 19. catch up on schoolwork - to get on track and feel in control; to maintain my 4.0
  • 20. homemade purse project? - to create; to make something im proud of; to make something more functional
  • 21. change life. - to feel in control; to be a better version of myself; to release the negativity plaguing me; to be
nov 24 2020 ∞
sep 3 2021 +