I have a rather serious mental illness that causes me to make impulsive decisions and be insensitive. I've lost many friends because I tend to get angry very quickly and say something I regret. Please try to be understanding with me, and gently let me know if I am being rude.

The main Diagnosis I have is Psychotic Bipolar and Severe Arachnophobia

Other diagnoses are general and social anxiety disorders, panic disorder, mild Dermatillomania, all of which are caused because of my bipolar

If you don't want to read through all this, look up Psychotic BPAD and schizoaffective disorder. (I have lots of symptoms of Schizoaffective and am going to discuss it with my psychiatrist soon, but I am currently diagnosed with BPAD and have Schizoaffective tendancies)

Some of my main symptoms are:

This may be the most important list. If you do any of these things or expose me to them, I will try to tell you to stop. If you do not stop, I will block you without much chance of being unblocked.

• Don't send me pictures of spiders, ever. I have severe arachnophobia and even seeing one in a room in my house causes me to break down and not go into that room for days/weeks, depending on how big it was.

You have no idea how many times people have sent me pictures of spiders because they thought it would be a fun little scare. This is the one exception where if you send it, you will be blocked immediately if you send it. There's no reason for you to do that.

• Talking about experiences with my 3rd Ex (I just call him Retard, even hearing his...

I have a few disorders and I tend to dissociate a lot, and I use kinning to help me cope. I know it may not be then most healthy way to cope but it helps me, so I would like if you could respect it. If I am fine with doubles, I will mark the names with

I have quite a few friends , but some of them are:

• Tom (@timlikesguysandcurlyfries)
• Ko (@maegamists)
• Kai (@magicmonokuma)
• Atlas (@?? They kinda disappeared off of Instagram but I still consider them a friend)
• Christian (@christiankeiger)
• Zach (@keigertrigger)
• Bonnie (@astrcnomer)
• Jester (@kaitomonota)
• Kat (@shsl.strider)
• Ryn (@rozuryn)
• Miller (IRL FRIEND)
• Devin (@danganronpa.cutthroat)
• Sarah (his.paranoia)
• Momo/Falon (@lavenderloser)
• Kohl (@peach.sxda)
• Kaylee (@colossal.dick)
• Rei (garam.zahard)

one of my previous lists was my triggers, and those were things that will cause me to panic if they are brought up. This list is kinda like triggers but less extreme. I won't exactly panic because of these things, but they will make me sad and/or angry, or they will make me remember bad memories.

• Being lied to. Please don't lie to me, if I'm being an ass let me know, or if I'm saying something that is insensitive let me know. Constructive Criticism overall helps me become a better person.
• Talking badly about my family. My family is the most important part of my life and I would be dead without them trying to protect me, so people talking shit about them makes me very uncomfortable.
• Some country music. It reminds me of my Ex but only sometimes, so you don’t have to completely avoid it around me (even t...

• TD;DR: you dislike my friends, me, my family, won't support me through my mental illness, support Pedosexuals, won't tolerate Christianity, dislike LGBTA.

So just like many others, I have problems. Multiple problems, actually. Just a quick disclaimer, I don't want people to compare their problems to mine like a competition. If you don't like any of my comments below, please do not follow me.

• Strongly dislike any of my friends
• Are easily offended.
• Won't accept me and my mental illness. I won't state all of it here because it's personal, but if you need an explaination please feel free to DM me. I will say here though that I have severe anxiety to the point of self harming with realizing it or black out.
• Don't like me. This should seem simple bu...