Pretty much all you need to do for this is write 5 things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about. My Start Date: Sep 22, 2012 (Completed)

  • 09.22.2012 - b., "doctor who", mayday parade, luiz, sadness
  • 09.23.2012 - discography, laziness, emptiness, kellin quinn, insomnia
  • 09.24.2012 - sleep, "my sassy girl", rose tyler, confusion, kisses
  • 09.25.2012 - tired, school sucks, jealous, marlie, mixed emotions
  • 09.26.2012 - public humiliation, "doctor who", loneliness, angry of my mom, still confused
  • 09.27.2012 - alana, laughs, "the perks of being a wallflower", decisions, sadness
  • 09.28.2012 - cigarretes, weakness, that look in her eyes, anxiety, pain
  • 09.29.2012 - the break up, "i love you", questions, strawberries, fresh starts
  • 09.30.2012 - my room, texts, "x factor", trying not to think, no food
  • 10.01.2012 - torture, bad mood, touching hands, "fake it until you make it", alana
  • 10.02.2012 - "red", her eyes, nostalgia, busy, anxiety
  • 10.03.2012 - bored, insomnia, "the book thief", organization, alana's house
  • 10.04.2012 - tired, there's not enough food in the house for me to eat, luna's gone for the weekend, sick, insomnia again
  • 10.05.2012 - overthinking, missing luna, 5 hour phone conversation, "pretty little liars", "we accept the love we think we deserve"
  • 10.06.2012 - chocolate, being a girl is horrible, lies, trying to decide what to do, "all my heart"
  • 10.07.2012 - crazy aunts, family day, natalia, stupid babies, ice cream
  • 10.08.2012 - lost phone, fights, luna is back, cleaned my room, cappuccino
  • 10.09.2012 - mistake, my legs are pain, sick for attention, red team sucks, i hate my life
  • 10.10.2012 - "i knew you were trouble", finished "pll", annoyed, we lost, larissa
  • 10.11.2012 - camera, "the vampire diaries", "the fault in our stars", rainy day, i don't know what i'm feeling anymore
  • 10.12.2012 - "the l word", bored, canceled plans, curiosity, my mom is trying to ruin my weekend
  • 10.13.2012 - gabriel, stupid text messages, family issues, skadlçaskdopqj qojaseo´jé i[ ejijhe ioh ih (and this is me trying to express myself), "drake and josh"
  • 10.14.2012 - pizza, friends, advises, irony, i want to adopt alana
  • 10.15.2012 - i'm not good at goodbyes, books, burn, "fight club", school tomorrow
  • 10.16.2012 - emotionally tired, "gossip girl", slept the whole day, thinking about going back to writing, avoiding to speak about that
  • 10.17.2012 - "red" leaked, trying not to think, hurt, "american horror story", max vandenburg
  • 10.18.2012 - bored, late for everything, i need new people in my life, a lot of food, i did it again
  • 10.19.2012 - trust issues, taylor swift, alana, exhausted, nostalgia
  • 10.20.2012 - "the book thief", nothing special, i miss a lot of things, betrayed, sad
  • 10.21.2012 - tumblr, "666 park avenue", mom, anxiety, still sad
  • 10.22.2012 - taylor swift, skipped school, spent time with my mom, pain, charlie
  • 10.23.2012 - 2 hours of sleep, i need money, awkward conversations, "the vampire diaries", constant craving
  • 10.24.2012 - "house", sleepy, physics, tired of drama, idk
  • 10.25.2012 - jealous, moving on, food, still hungry, food
  • 10.26.2012 - pms, no patience at all, mixed emotions, tv shows, bored
  • 10.27.2012 - angry, jaragua do sul, trying not to freak out, red deluxe, stupid family
  • 10.28.2012 - family day, ana julia, bored, worst night ever, cupcakes
  • 10.29.2012 - tests, insecure, "i love you but i'm not in love with you", sky, plans
  • 10.30.2012 - hug, i hate biology, too stupid to study, sleepy, desperate
  • 10.31.2012 - halloween, cried at school (and felt pathetic), nails, "dexter", MY CAMERA JDKASLJQIOEJH OSIHDCAOI DASHIOJ IODAH FEELS
  • 11.01.2012 - finally november, i hate everything about my body, i'm pain, zero, need sleep
  • 11.02.2012 - anxious, karla, "sleepover", alana's house, nostalgia
  • 11.03.2012 - boyfriend, halloween party, vodka, "you're the best friend in the whole world", franco + duda
  • 11.04.2012 - hangover, "house of wax", the last day, secret, sad
  • 11.05.2012 - sleep, math, guilty, headache, "skinny love"
  • 11.06.2012 - The Talk, tired of waiting, depressed, suicide thoughts, nothing changed
  • 11.07.2012 - future, scared, project, brownie, bruna
  • 11.08.2012 - lucky, the best day, self destructing, "break your little heart", 10
  • 11.09.2012 - no school today, emblem3, "drunk", tired, "awkward"
  • 11.10.2012 - "come back, be here", lazy day, jenna hamilton, luna's house, deep conversations
  • 11.11.2012 - no sleep at all, future, "hit the lights", "life is too short to leave important things unsaid", fresh start (another one)
  • 11.12.2012 - i hate math with all i have, can't eat, sleepy, starting a new routine, flickr
  • 11.13.2012 - history, long walk resulting in pain, coffee, i don't know what to do, LET ME EXPRESS MY FEELINGS OVER "AWKWARD" BECAUSE: MATTY IS PERFECTION AND I THINK I AM DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH HIM I MEAN IT AND I HAVE A NEW OTP AND OMFG WHY DID I START WATCHING THIS TV SHOW WHY WHY I AM SO DONE WITH MY LIFE
  • 11.14.2012 - gabriel 5x
  • 11.15.2012 - finished "awkward", lazy, eating a lot, "fight club", not leaving the house
  • 11.16.2012 - finished "fight club", sleeping all day, "pride and prejudice", no internet, alone
  • 11.17.2012 - "christine", hypocrisy, cake, pmsing?, impatient
  • 11.18.2012 - so done, everything went better than i expected, ice cream, "over", "she cares III"
  • 11.19.2012 - the apology, fooling myself again, no phone calls, i kinda know how to cook, sleepy
  • 11.20.2012 - "primadonna", rehab (kind of), stressed, i need money, busy all day
  • 11.21.2012 - hyperactive, good mood, a call, biology, idk
  • 11.22.2012 - mom's birthday, worst day ever, fights, thinking a lot, no sleep
  • 11.23.2012 - "me too", the maine, penzu, 1123, "one more night"
  • 11.24.2012 - cookies, "a christmas carol", season 6, bored with my life (needing a new one), christmas tree
  • 11.25.2012 - "lol" is the biggest load of bullshit i've ever seen, bad feeling, "21 jump street", mind your own business thank you, long talks
  • 11.26.2012 - this day never happened
  • 11.27.2012 - escaped the pool!!!, why is my body so disgusting, bathrooms, taylor swift is the love of my life, idk
  • 11.28.2012 - sister's birthday, guilty, alana's house, pretty sure i'm losing my mind, nachos
  • 11.29.2012 - finally 16, phone calls, unsaid things, food a lot of food, please don't do it
  • 11.30.2012 - 9, new hair, what the hell am i going to do, lumie day, sleep to forget about problems
  • 12.01.2012 - bad feeling, "girl at home", let's keep it that way, not having to do my hair is the best thing in the world, them
  • 12.02.2012 - told him, COOKIES, they left, watched "doctor who" with alana, "missing him was dark gray all alone"
  • 12.03.2012 - daydreaming, "eternal sunshine of the spotless mind", lonely, "doctor who", 1 month
  • 12.04.2012 - i made it!!!! (8,1), taylor swift all day, "the last time", stupid thoughts, i hate being like this
  • 12.05.2012 - making new lists, i think i'm depressed, movies, jesse mccartney, cats
  • 12.06.2012 - the sound of "i need you", sick, "girl, interrupted", i hate summer, why is this happening
  • 12.07.2012 - nothing makes sense, bored, rachel mcadams, "total eclipse of the heart", take me away
  • 12.08.2012 - biscuits, smells like christimas already, i hate summer pt 2, "the hangover", fucking tired
  • 12.09.2012 - ginana called, grapes, headache, ice cream, i need change
  • 12.10.2012 - CAN'T STOP THE CRYING, THE FUCKING ANGELS, PONDS, TEARS, WHY
  • 12.11.2012 - a lot of new lists, "v for vendetta", obsessions, "christine", the lights went off in the morning
  • 12.12.2012 - 12, i already feel the pain, cookies, the apology, "the notebook"
  • 12.13.2012 - TAYLOR'S BIRTHDAY!!!, i think i have a new favorite movie, rainy day, my mom is such a pain in the ass, i'm obsessed
  • 12.14.2012 - zac efron, my mom is crazy, luna, gabriel, most awkward moment ever
  • 12.15.2012 - why do i have to feel different every day?, "my sassy girl", "we have to see how the story ends", drunk, karla
  • 12.16.2012 - tired, missing my bed, call, last day, sorry
  • 12.17.2012 - lonely, ohponds, "friends", "gossip girl", chocolate
  • 12.18.2012 - jesse eisenberg, italian, klaine!!!, christmas specials, pancakes
  • 12.19.2012 - missing him, biscuits, "the breakfast club", mess, i really want to cry
  • 12.20.2012 - dan is gg whatmakesyouhahaha.mp3, i'm acting like an idiot i know, marilyn monroe, cookies, tired
  • 12.21.2012 - well the world didn't end yet, "tvd", i miss the ponds, new blog (again), quitting the rehab plans
  • 12.22.2012 - another failed apocalypse, delena, jfc i hate my stepfather, gifing, married bia
  • 12.23.2012 - rachel/ross, christmas eve eve, anna kendrick, movie with my parents, "pitch perfect"
  • 12.24.2012 - can't go out, my mom is so stupid sometimes, christmas eve, family dinner, nicole
  • 12.25.2012 - christmas yay but no, "doctor who" is back, summer sucks, text message, here we go again
  • 12.26.2012 - feeling stupid, clara oswin, boyfriend, baby-sitting, i miss you already
  • 12.27.2012 - movies, tired, home (prision) all day, i miss my friends, ferris bueller
  • 12.28.2012 - why do i keep doing this to myself, can't eat or do anything tbh, colin firth, a little worried, risks
  • 12.29.2012 - just a dream, "the perks of being a wallflower", grandma's birthday, can't eat, cigarettes
  • 12.30.2012 - "same mistakes", full house, give me independence please, fanfics, the almost-breakup
  • 12.31.2012 - finally ending, shitty day, shitty afternoon, shitty everything, chocolate cake
  • 01.01.2013 - new year, break-up, empty house (finally), sigh, headache
  • 01.02.2013 - sick yayy, tea, pain-killers, uninvited advises, "the hunger games"
  • 01.03.2013 - "the days that never came", "house", tired, luna, judgmental people
  • 01.04.2013 - relieved, photoshop, silence, videos, tears all night (literally)
  • 01.05.2013 - procrastination, "house", messy room, martin freeman, "the hobbit"
  • 01.06.2013 - giving up, "house", cleaning, getting fatter, sleeping
  • 01.07.2013 - trying something new, chocolate, prision, cameron/chase, luna
  • 01.08.2013 - "supernatural", cookies, tea, photoshop, "christine"
  • 01.09.2013 - organization, lists, music, "beautiful eyes" ep, fading
  • 01.10.2013 - you're an idiot, movies, cara delevingne, bed, radio
  • 01.11.2013 - pain, medicine, tea, john winchester, hypocrisy
  • 01.12.2013 - mom, exhausted, i hate all the players in the world (the ones for series online i mean, i have no problem with the sport kind), confused, 13
  • 01.13.2013 - it's over, fights, i can't do this anymore, panic attack, ruined everything
  • 01.14.2013 - confessions, talks, judgmental, movies, fucked up
  • 01.15.2013 - music, "the perks of being a wallflower", thinking a lot, possibilities, future
  • 01.16.2013 - grapes, black & white, i need new books, normality, buying things
  • 01.17.2013 - "come home", early morning, better give up, moving on, "maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but soon and for the rest of your life"
  • 01.18.2013 - "jar of hearts", no inspiration at all, rain, "looking for alaska", stress
  • 01.19.2013 - i hate getting my hopes up, lemon, juno temple, jfc i'm so mad right now, jenna marbles
  • 01.20.2013 - video, orange juice, slow internet, carrie bradshaw, scared
  • 01.21.2013 - bobby singer, tumblr, chocolate, "bluebird", i am the happiest person in this world
  • 01.22.2013 - jess, destiny is a funny thing, "the end of missing someone", jennifer lawrence, still happy
  • 01.23.2013 - i smell a goodbye coming, blonde ruby, dennis/leigh ew, "christine", in desperate need of a hug
  • 01.24.2013 - hesitation, coincidence, movies, coffee, damned if i do it damned if i don't
  • 01.25.2013 - bruce willis, cleaning, "parachute", jelly, patience
  • 01.26.2013 - breakdown, bad taste, nothing to do, anxious, new blog
  • 01.27.2013 - nothing to lose, "the perks of being a wallflower", "time is taking its sweet time erasing you", my otp is ruined, mia
  • 01.28.2013 - alana called, "game of thrones", you're a fucking freak, missing everyone, this feeling won't go away
  • 01.29.2013 - doctor, anxious, pills, tcd, new stuff
  • 01.30.2013 - angelina jolie, failure, "house", sleepy, idk
  • 01.31.2013 - starting, "gilmore girls", nf (well not anymore), high expectations, the month is ending and it smells like freedom
  • 02.01.2013 - losing it, jared padalecki, sticky notes, excited for tomorrow, tips
  • 02.02.2013 - cute guy, alana, long walk day, pain, BOOKS
  • 02.03.2013 - movies, wtf, thank you for being you, stupidity, "jenny"
  • 02.04.2013 - can't sleep, sick, i love you, guilty, the usual
  • 02.05.2013 - coffee, bad movies, judging face, karla, sportacus
  • 02.06.2013 - cuddle, last day, "give it all", i miss my bed but i like yours better, sleepy
  • 02.07.2013 - laziness, "like crazy", quiet, makeup, dianna agron
  • 02.08.2013 - audrey hepburn, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME, murphy, excited for no reason, agony
  • 02.09.2013 - anxiety, wishes, overthinking, rory gilmore, nostalgia
  • 02.10.2013 - i hate being the one who loves more, "friends", nightmare, i feel like killing someone, ugh
  • 02.11.2013 - 6am, "you look good wearing my future", did it again, "pretty in pink", jess mariano
  • 02.12.2013 - "the great gatsby", luna, good coffee, donuts, talks
  • 02.13.2013 - sleepover without sleep, sister, weather changes, tired of walking, "breathe"
  • 02.14.2013 - early morning, "it isn't easy being skinny", NEW JOURNAL!!!, red, alana
  • 02.15.2013 - horrible night, first day of school, i miss you, starting the journal, tears
  • 02.16.2013 - stupidity, "i'll be glad to die, before you start to hate me", keira knightley, insecure, trying not to overthink
  • 02.17.2013 - tired of drama, tv shows, weheartit, anxious, kirsten dunst
  • 02.18.2013 - sleepy, i hate summer, job application, ashton kutcher, not again
  • 02.19.2013 - studying, not enough time, sleepy voices, stop being cute, strawberries
  • 02.20.2013 - larissa, boobs, plans, best hug, tired
  • 02.21.2013 - focus, neck, coffee, money, emptiness
  • 02.22.2013 - hands, "saltwater room", john cusack, nf, memories
  • 02.23.2013 - nostalgia, unmotivated, movies, hugh grant, your perfume
  • 02.24.2013 - again, flashes, scared, sick, i hate you
  • 02.25.2013 - horrible night, 5, tea, walk, look
  • 02.26.2013 - jessie, mia, impatience, luna, laura
  • 02.27.2013 - weird behavior, mess, nervous, "kiss me", obsessed
  • 02.28.2013 - evandro, ASJDJEO JODSKD SODS KALJDSL OKAY, alana, "scarface", "come back soon to help me with the paintings"
  • 03.01.2013 - stupid, nervous, market, lorena, confused
  • 03.02.2013 - wine, lipstick, alana, gabriel, kiss
  • 03.03.2013 - ice cream, laziness, don't go, bradley cooper, 4 months
  • 03.04.2013 - sick of you, "supernatural", stressed, i hate math, food
  • 03.05.2013 - confession, lemon pie, evandro, notebook, alex's birthday
  • 03.06.2013 - sick of school, bad mood, tv shows, physics, dr. wilson
  • 03.07.2013 - singing, hands, neri, doritos with chocolate, blue hair
  • 03.08.2013 - sad, oasis, franco, spiders ft. clowns, regret
  • 03.09.2013 - nervous, "party", pizza, stupid cat (or people?), games
  • 03.10.2013 - no sleep, drunk, sick, lemon pie, sad
  • 03.11.2013 - marcos, sleepy, headache, jealous, pills
  • 03.12.2013 - "lolita", alex, excited, still sick, hot dog
  • 03.13.2013 - red tour begins, pj's, HANDS, djaslkdjioasj, "22"
  • 03.14.2013 - 13, franco, a date, a call, tired
  • 03.15.2013 - taylor swift, "scarface", thoughts, impatience, videos
  • 03.16.2013 - enough sleep, i'm stupid, clothes, him, "small bump"
  • 03.17.2013 - "marry me", pervert, missing you already, laziness, why not?
  • 03.18.2013 - you're an idiot, tumblr, a note, ok maybe i'm an idiot, no stepfather tonight
  • 03.19.2013 - johnny depp, joão, math, signal, panic
  • 03.20.2013 - boys, this whole situation is stupid, waiting for the talk, doubts, "les misérables"
  • 03.21.2013 - he's not into me okay, essays, sexual frustration, sleepy, "kiss"
  • 03.22.2013 - bad mood, overthinking, shirts, franco, i'm so not ready
  • 03.23.2013 - 6am, pants, woody allen, pms, "doctor who" (aka tears)
  • 03.24.2013 - fights, unfair, texts, study, "i will wait"
  • 03.25.2013 - it's monday and you're still here, "they're married", chocolate, kutner, stupid parents
  • 03.26.2013 - no, people from school, fat, "my girl", unhappy
  • 03.27.2013 - no more school this week, pictures, change, feelings, please don't
  • 03.28.2013 - feeling like crap, nf, i'll have to go through this again, "got" marathon, this is not fair
  • 03.29.2013 - lists, remembered things, self-harm, got, stupidity
  • 03.30.2013 - "DOCTOR WHO", JENNA-LOUISE, MATT SMITH, AMELIA WILLIAMS, tumblr
  • 04.31.2013 - "family" day, chocolate, her, "got", taylor swift
  • 04.01.2013 - sensible, agenda, hard work, arya stark, start
  • 04.02.2013 - rainy day, movies, study, "unsaid things", why
  • 04.03.2013 - 5 months, today, wow ok, s3, no internet
  • 04.04.2013 - lucas, insomnia, breakdown (in front of my mom), black cats, please stop
  • 04.05.2013 - no school, joão called me when i couldn't sleep (i guess i have a new friend), pills, mess, mc with friends
  • 04.06.2013 - drunk, victoria, cigarettes, i finally met gustavo, kind of high, new otp (a + w), "would you kiss me?", hugs and forehead kisses, a7x, vini was nice, "still into you", i didn't think about that for hours (which was good), her sweater, (way more than 5 things but idc)
  • 04.07.2013 - john, doritos, ble, lost interest, songs
  • 04.08.2013 - "the casual vacancy", angry, old songs, 8tracks, overthinking
  • 04.09.2013 - duda, new discographies, organized my music folder, my mom is driving me crazy because of my weight, nsn
  • 04.10.2013 - sad, "jane doe", busy, missing her, plain white t's
  • 04.11.2013 - dr, lunch with franco, got called in the principal's office, "she's got style", "i always want to kiss you" OK
  • 04.12.2013 - 8 in physics!!!!, no math, rain, i went to franco's house for the first time, saw everyone
  • 04.13.2013 - relief, movies, lazy day, a little bit sad, gui
  • 04.14.2013 - early morning, "unsaid things", lost weight!!!, hugs, ew
  • 04.15.2013 - sleepless night, anxiety, cold, mcfly, "never be what you want"
  • 04.16.2013 - 5:06am, stressed, pain everywhere, slept on the couch, procrastination
  • 04.17.2013 - "love is easy", stranger, "doctor who", awkward questions, complicated
  • 04.18.2013 - weight, bitch, overexcited, shoes, "yes"
  • 04.19.2013 - disappointed, change, ice cream, got out of the group thank god, "awkward"
  • 04.20.2013 - grandma, "i'm going to marry him someday", shirt, "glee" (quinntana!!!), pictures
  • 04.21.2013 - phone call, study, plans, "friends" s3, elle fanning
  • 04.22.2013 - 4 years, "memory lane", paranoid, homophobia, fat
  • 04.23.2013 - bored, "the lucky one", eyeliner, stupid fight, his mom
  • 04.24.2013 - unnecessary, tests, busy day/lazy me, mail!!!, exhausted
  • 04.25.2013 - everyone together, subway, gifts, long walk, excited
  • 04.26.2013 - drunk call, rdj, agony, tests, lazy afternoon
  • 04.27.2013 - superheroes, research, home alone, she talked to me, ryan gosling
  • 04.28.2013 - "endless love", jaum, clothes, jessica, ble
  • 04.29.2013 - stupid nightmare, drawings on my hand, luna's house, a smile, confessions
  • 04.30.2013 - zero, too much, ka, jaragua, sleepy
  • 05.01.2013 - horses, "in my place", "hannibal", cookies, jealous
  • 05.02.2013 - his birthday, guilty, library, cat, du
  • 05.03.2013 - 6 months, nervous, low self-esteem, stupid curiosity, "lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off. but it's better if you do."
  • 05.04.2013 - rejection, talk, one thing from the list is done, his friends, dizzy
  • 05.05.2013 - you, you, you, you, you
  • 05.06.2013 - lady, complications, worried, math, pain
  • 05.07.2013 - cute, a bit excited, I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL TAMARA, irony, flickr
  • 05.08.2013 - absolutely nothing at school, angry, "when i was your man", missing him, tea
  • 05.09.2013 - camera, subway, luna, girl on fire, immaturity
  • 05.10.2013 - friday!!!, felipe, "tvd", regret, not feeling well
  • 05.11.2013 - mcfly, alana, dresses, cookies, secret
  • 05.12.2013 - mother's day, horrible trip, headache, blumenau, cake
  • 05.13.2013 - got a cold, sad, slept until 6pm, biology, klaroline
  • 05.14.2013 - biology test, daniel, "new" room, alaric + damon = tears, idk
  • 05.15.2013 - envy, blank page, plans, too much, tv shows
  • 05.16.2013 - bites, same mistake, annoying, unf, rain
  • 05.17.2013 - zzz, alana, new shirt, suspicious, clean room
  • 05.18.2013 - "he's your first love- i intend to be your last. however long it takes" MY FEELINGS, and then katherine and BEKAH + MATT and jer alive again and alaric leaving and WTF SILAS, smoothie, torture, regret
  • 05.19.2013 - cutest thing ever, back together, "taking pictures of you", told her, breakdown
  • 05.20.2013 - sociology class, lots of noodles, changed everything, "prove you wrong", one of those days
  • 05.21.2013 - "pll" with mom, bike, low, finished the book (finally!), john hurt
  • 05.22.2013 - hurry, stress, an "i love you" note, burn, "blame it on the rain"
  • 05.23.2013 - franco came to my house for lunch, dirty thoughts, café & leitura with camila, lucky, craving books
  • 05.24.2013 - rudeness, new documents, new sweater, nicholas hoult, pain
  • 05.25.2013 - max irons, "i wish you knew when i said two sugars, actually i meant three", lucas' house, bala, lonely
  • 05.26.2013 - photos, i felt my heart skip a bit, frustrated, existencial crises, "hannibal"
  • 05.27.2013 - yes/no, 2 months challenge, anxious, 54, colin firth
  • 05.28.2013 - canceled plans, he called, ice cream made by me, 65, jess is back
  • 05.29.2013 - judgmental much?, fruit salad, laziness, "got", mistake
  • 05.30.2013 - woke up early, walk with the dogs, grandma's house, ugly sweater weather, talks about the future and that other thing
  • 05.31.2013 - bruise, fell asleep on the bus, we didn't see the movie, cool guy, mau mau
  • 06.01.2013 - this video, "i can't watch perks without you", alana, curiosity, "house"
  • 06.02.2013 - took it, "she had the nicest legs i've ever seen", family thing with him, cuddle, borrowed books
  • 06.03.2013 - 7 months, bad everything day, finished "lolita", misplaced, start all over
  • 06.04.2013 - duda, left school early, only got bigger, sue lyon, "the shining"
  • 06.05.2013 - STOP KILLING STARKS, his clothes, "pll", tired, bleh
  • 06.06.2013 - "everything has changed" music video, spent the afternoon with alana, "you really got a hold on me", photos, can't find motivation to studyyyy
  • 06.07.2013 - damn writers ("raincoats and recipes"), found money inside my book, chocolate, bad grades, "pll" is so zzz
  • 06.08.2013 - audrey hepburn, "silly love songs", obsession, "dexter", losing it
  • 06.09.2013 - forgotten, got a cold, grace kelly, missed call, WTF IS THIS CAN I PLEASE HAVE THE OLD LAYOUT BACK THIS IS NOT OKAY
  • 06.10.2013 - evandro, saw alana after school, jessie tried to teach me math, maybe?, dumb
  • 06.11.2013 - terrible night, panic attack at school, spent the day with alana (her birthday!!!), heath ledger, finished "pll"
  • 06.12.2013 - joão gave me chocolate for valentine's day, "if i was your man", black and white, daenerys targaryen, coffee + chocolate
  • 06.13.2013 - "awkward", "the shining", grandma's house, plans, insecure
  • 06.14.2013 - carpe diem, "then i can steal you", talked to my mom about school, alex and nana, bittersweet
  • 06.15.2013 - cloudy day, he saw it, alana, "goosebumps", stupid parents
  • 06.16.2013 - he didn't call, movies with alana, hungry, "ketchup", laziness (or maybe lack of motivation?)
  • 06.17.2013 - nice conversation 'til almost 3am, tinho, slept all day, fight with my mom, school situation
  • 06.18.2013 - "miss you abby", little white lies, luna, haircut, "i love you, and you're pretty"
  • 06.19.2013 - trying, things almost went wrong, traumas, notes everywhere, actually happy
  • 06.20.2013 - rainy day, books!, teti, sleepy, lundy + deb
  • 06.21.2013 - lucas v. talked to me (i mean, what?), "i just feel like i should stop thinking about it, you know, but i can't. maybe i've seen too many movies, you know, love at first sight.", they made me a surprise party, bless me father for i have sinned game, a little drunk
  • 06.22.2013 - slept on the phone, special feeling, he came home with me, making out in the box, everything is fine
  • 06.23.2013 - cuteness, exaggerating, alana, sad because he left, new flickr
  • 06.24.2013 - new (old) school, a&a, plans for the weekend, movies with alana, pancakes
  • 06.25.2013 - sweater, "you two are so cute", "pll", a lot of sleep, tea
  • 06.26.2013 - elison's hug, met jaum and he gave me chocolate (and bought me tea!), grandma's, subway with alana and the boys, bad feeling
  • 06.27.2013 - online games with alana at school, gui, pmsing, franco was jealous, disgusting
  • 06.28.2013 - their class, "you're important to me", john's house, mateus, itapanni with them
  • 06.29.2013 - woke up feeling inspired (so many new pics), fooood, procrastination, house cleaning, tv shows
  • 06.30.2013 - nightmare?, "semi-lesbian" photoshoot with vicke and alana, mateus' house with the boys, olives, everything was perfect
  • 07.01.2013 - new ways, cake, movie with mom, cold, eating disorder
  • 07.02.2013 - skipped school, breakfast on the beach, pictures, sent the letter, "baltimore"
  • 07.03.2013 - 8 months, missing having my sister around, john caressing my hair, organized my room and found old stuff, expecting results
  • 07.04.2013 - gabriel's beanie, sleep after lunch, strawberries, living and learning, "'cause if you die, i'm alone"
  • 07.05.2013 - played "stop" at school, spent the day with alana, cookies, saw evandro and didn't see gui, he's not coming this weekend
  • 07.06.2013 - "sailor moon", stressed, alana's house, miojo with ketchup, them
  • 07.07.2013 - mood changes, no sleep, kind of drunk, truth or dare, 5am at the beach, videos & photos, sunrise, a&m, strogonoff (more than 5 idc)
  • 07.08.2013 - cold, finished "the shining", "arrow", studying with alana, missing him badly
  • 07.09.2013 - tests, "vagalumes", laziness, movie with mom, tumblr
  • 07.10.2013 - luna, didn't study, annoying, socks, my letter arrived
  • 07.11.2013 - "little things", agatha christie, new notebook, pain, "yes"
  • 07.12.2013 - "meu novo mundo", 10, "becoming jane" (unfinished, btw), "maybe i'm too busy being yours to fall for someone new", his house
  • 07.13.2013 - sex, zack & cody, pizza, movies, annoying texts
  • 07.14.2013 - trouble in paradise, uncomfortable with the situation, blanket fort, "505", pink and blue
  • 07.15.2013 - didn't go to school, "i miss you", reconciliation, sad, "genius and the tramp"
  • 07.16.2013 - nothing at school, cappuccino, helped my mom, procrastination, "husband"
  • 07.17.2013 - izadora, coffee, pictures, clothes&shoes, confuse
  • 07.18.2013 - lack of sleep, nothingness, irritated, hungry, ignored
  • 07.19.2013 - 2 months, fernando, winter break, movies, memory lane
  • 07.20.2013 - rain, "watchmen", alana, "the fairly oddparents", pizza
  • 07.21.2013 - almost passed out in the morning, blumenau, a lot of sleep, shower, spaghetti
  • 07.22.2013 - "i miss you", cigarettes, chest pain (more like "kill me now so i don't have to feel anything else ever again"), karla, pms
  • 07.23.2013 - bad night, conversation, food, wine, his brother
  • 07.24.2013 - slept until 9:30, broken bed, the store, doritos, boredom or whatever
  • 07.25.2013 - pain, grandparents, "little manhattan", "heart attack", shaking hands
  • 07.26.2013 - 2am in the kitchen/11:30am in bed, old places, bought a new dress, karla, "scream"
  • 07.27.2013 - he made me pancakes, horror movies, pressure, stupidity, i got a cold
  • 07.28.2013 - hot and cold, tattoo, "scary movie", marriage proposal, teasing
  • 07.29.2013 - sebus, new books, "house", unfair, things left unsaid
  • 07.30.2013 - reconciliation and shared secrets, "everything's ok now", i'm staying until sunday, thief, unf
  • 07.31.2013 - nightmare?, feeling ugly, "home", "house", food
  • 08.01.2013 - shower together, new things, james dean, stuck in between, no other otpion
  • 08.02.2013 - winona ryder, missing you already, pie, "the omen", memory lane
  • 08.03.2013 - 9 months, best time, existential crises, douglas, "stairs"
  • 08.04.2013 - going home, emptiness, new Doctor, sad songs, depressed
  • 08.05.2013 - "dial m for murder", video, no self control, annoying people, "dexter"
  • 08.06.2013 - "the wizard of oz", fitness, school tomorrow (ugh), sick of you, sad and obsessing over that again
  • 08.07.2013 - alone is better, "the omen", "across the universe", cold hands, still sad
  • 08.08.2013 - ignorance, gabriel and john, collapse, study, tired
  • 08.09.2013 - left school early, my mom heard some few truths, luna called, saw alana at her new job, no room
  • 08.10.2013 - quentin tarantino, "wouldn't it be nice", grandparents' house, nervous, those thoughts again
  • 08.11.2013 - horrible day, cheesecake, katia, pain, hopeless
  • 08.12.2013 - he called me at school, "mary and max", more tarantino, "gilmore girls", feeling lonely
  • 08.13.2013 - lack of motivation, art project, a lot of sleep, maybe good news, nothing
  • 08.14.2013 - john's hug, the house is a mess, no internet, all over again, pudding
  • 08.15.2013 - made alana's breakfast, killed some classes, cacau show, tropical, books
  • 08.16.2013 - bad mood, "lord of the rings", tired, depressed, spontaneity
  • 08.17.2013 - incredibly long day (with you), pakito's, the best ice cream ever, stupid old man, free food
  • 08.18.2013 - drunk and high, damn luck, his first mc burger, no cellphone, he left
  • 08.19.2013 - no school, "all my loving", giving up, bitchy, nothing to do
  • 08.20.2013 - pudding, carey mulligan, "slow it down", plans for the weekend, "i can't take another night on my own"
  • 08.21.2013 - no picture for me, shopping with mom, eyeliner, "the book thief" trailer, joão
  • 08.22.2013 - another christie book, synopsis, spent a lot of time with my sister, bad news/good news, new awesome phone
  • 08.23.2013 - apps, control, anxiety, karla, his house
  • 08.24.2013 - beto carrero world, bad parents everywhere, faced fears, queue whores, sofa
  • 08.25.2013 - irritated, feeling vulnerable, impulsive (again), sick of the routine, sad
  • 08.26.2013 - pou and alana, thoughts about the future, mistakes all over again, "um só", blogs
  • 08.27.2013 - bad hair day, "say you don't want it", organization, uninterested, cartoons
  • 08.28.2013 - "progress", pictures, worried, "your body is so sexy", chocolate hot dogs
  • 08.29.2013 - tiago, "gilmore girls", pmsing, stupid dr, allure with them
  • 08.30.2013 - tumblr, waste of time in school (again), raeo bought me pizza, "do i wanna know", couch talk
  • 08.31.2013 - bad night, listography makeover, her clothes/his clothes, bedroom organization, not feeling well
  • 09.01.2013 - peanut butter, i just realized this is my last month with the 5 things list omg, lunch with my parents (and it was good), found my camera (which means: new pictures), hating everything about this town
  • 09.02.2013 - "child of rage" documentary, went to the beach, random pictures with mom, smoothie, "the silver linings playbook"
  • 09.03.2013 - 10 months, "terrible things", long walk, anxious, "saving zoe"
  • 09.04.2013 - new coat, croissant, "journey to fearless", slip, excited
  • 09.05.2013 - yellow skirt, beagle, nails, "coraline", tired
  • 09.06.2013 - cool cafe, jaraguá do sul, under the table, stannis pub, drunk
  • 09.07.2013 - pill, bad trip, paranoia, gustavo&karla, pizza
  • 09.08.2013 - lunch with his dad, nap together, comforting words, negative, breakdown
  • 09.09.2013 - damn hormones, apology, doubts, "the way i loved you", "pet sematary"
  • 09.10.2013 - heartbreaking moments, "here comes a feeling you thought you'd forgotten", hopeless, did nothing i was supposed to, fell asleep with a headache
  • 09.11.2013 - pressure, lost it, sad, stole a cigarette, "pet sematary"
  • 09.12.2013 - perhaps a tiny silver lining?, graduation dress, joker costume, "lolita" with mom, finally relieved
  • 09.13.2013 - friday the 13th, lonely, nothingness, "who wants to sleep in the city that never wakes up, blinded by nostalgia?", pathetic
  • 09.14.2013 - forgotten, worried, deeply depressed, only one, probably a mistake
  • 09.15.2013 - inspiring movies, fixing things, stupid phone, happy but sad, missing you all the time
  • 09.16.2013 - "wouldn't it be nice", alana came for lunch and we watched top chef together, went shopping with a&a, lotery, buzz killers
  • 09.17.2013 - "guess the movie" with alana and ayrton, melancholic rainy morning, "the bakery", asperger syndrome, "gilmore girls"
  • 09.18.2013 - "bored of your love", he was playing with me, jared leto, apprehension, hating my body
  • 09.19.2013 - 4 months (sorry i'm gonna keep counting), "he's about to fall for you", unfinished movie, bored, "house"
  • 09.20.2013 - nothingness, he's not coming, emotionally tired, movies, tom hanks
  • 09.21.2013 - no you, movies, sad all day and all night, useless, hot
  • 09.22.2013 - tease, drunk, the guy on the bakery with the chocolate and the kiss, "remember when..." at 3am, a year since i started this
nov 19 2013 ∞
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