• Prolly start freaking the fuck out!

• To not take anything for granted.
• Understanding confusing people and situations.
• Being more patient with people.
• Singing-thats like my number one thing..If I could sing well I would try out for American Idol no questions asked!
• That I would have done as well as I'm doing at RVC at Boylan.
• That I didnt rush into things like I tend to do.
• Realizing that all the shitty things that have happened occurred for a reason and were so things could get better.
• Understanding why certain people think things are okay to do and that they can get away with them without consequences.

• "Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance

I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the blistering cold for you, four hours and you just said, "No."

• "Something's getting in the way.

Something's just about to break. I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane."

• "You help pass the time, but I'm doing fine on my own so there's no good reason why to live such a lie."
• "If you feel so dirty,so filthy so fucked up.."

• A-Acing tests.
• B-Blasting music.
• C-Candy.
• D-Dancing.
• E-Eating.
• F-Friends and funny movies.
• G-Great friends.
• H-Hanging out with new people.
• I-Ice Cream (Chocolate chip cookie dough).
• J-Jokes.
• K-Kisses.
• L-Lists.
• M-Making new friends.
• N-Naomi Beesley.
• O-Online message boards.
• P-Partying it up.
• Q-Quietness at times.
• R-Reading magazines.
• S-Singing loudly (even though i suck at it).

• Speak
• Candy
• All the Sammy Keyes books
• A Walk to Remember
• P.S. I Love You
• The Freedom Writer's Diary
• Zachary Beaver comes to Town
• I'll add more as I come across them.

• "I'm not the girl your mom warned you about. Her imagination was never this good."
• "Keep your mouth closed and let your eyes listen." -Lil Wayne
• "I know you probably wish you never met me, but I just hope you never forget me."-Lil Wayne
• "The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up."-Paul Valery
• "Sometimes you have to lose something good to get something better."
• "If we let things terrify us, life will not be worth living."
• "If you knew what you were doing, you would probably be bored."
• "I like long walks,especially when they are taken by people who annoy me."

• Girls
• Julianna
• Isabella
• Grace
• Jessica
• Samantha
• Nicole
• Paige
• Berkleigh
• Brooklynn
• Boys
• Jake
• Michael
• Anthony
• Nicholas
• Ashton
• Joshua
• Ryan
• Tyler

• The Hangover
• Garden State
• The Beach
• Two if by Sea
• Step Brothers
• P.S. I Love You
• Tommy Boy
• Romeo and Juliet
• Stay Tuned
• Honey
• The Party

• Family
• Mary Jane White
• Christine White
• Janet Chybik
• Jackie Heath
• Malcolm Heath
• Baby Heath?
• Joe Chybik
• Joey Chybik
• Chris Chybik
• Lauren Chybik
• New baby Chybik
• Jean Tucker
• John Geisler
• Nick Tucker
• Cora Tucker
• Joan Compton
• John Compton
• Emily Dzak
• John Dzak
• Lily Dzak

• To learn how to go kayaking without help haha I suck at that.
• Speak another language fluently
• Ride a really tall bike without falling down cuz I always do.
• Drive a stick shift properly
• To not be as dependent on caffeine to keep me going.( Getting better at this)
• To aquire some sense of direction when I'm trying to find new places.
• To be a straight A student.
• Learn how to ride a motorcyle cuz umm..I wanna buy one!

• I was born into a regular family in Elgin, IL and I have one younger sister.
• I'm pretty close with my mom and my sister.
• I'm not the type of person to tell everyone everything thats happened in my life but here's quite a few things:
• I've made alot of excellent friends and I've met people I can't stand but through all that I learned what I look for in a friend.
• My dad died in an accident when I was thirteen-the day before my fourteenth birthday.
• I've been through some pretty good relationships with people and some bad ones..I've been fucked over and made happy all at the same time..kinda weird but absolutely true.
• Also I have big dreams of what I want to do in life and I'm a very determined pers...

• Long Island Medium
• American Idol
• So you think you can dance
• Dr. G
• Trauma Life in the ER
• Colbert Report
• MXC
• My life as Liz
• Real World
• Teen Mom
• Keeping up with the Kardashians
• 1000 ways to die-even though it scares the shit outta me.
• Made
• Mob Wives
• And alot more stuff..

• Naomi Beesley-You are pretty much part of my family and I'm part of yours. We have been through some awesome times together and days where we have gone through hell. We have had our fights but thats in the past and you are gonna be my best friend forever! Love you!
• Emily Meyer-We have had some awesome times together and I know you will always be there for me and I will always be there for you.Good luck with your baby. Love ya!
• Raymond Fallin- You are an awesome fiance and a great person in general. We have had our arguments but nothing will change how I feel about you.It's so amazing you will be my husband in two years! Can't wait to get our own place together it is going to be great! I love you :)
• Nick Sillanpaa- We went from just meeting to dating to being really good friends. ...

• Erik Hassle!!
• Akon
• Gavin Degraw
• Lady Gaga
• Nickelback
• Usher
• Ne-yo
• Shinedown
• Lil Wayne
• Mandy Moore
• Rick Ross
• Gorilla Zoe
• City and Colour

• Baja Blast!
• Pizza-even though it gives me a killer stomach ache =(
• Mozzarella sticks
• Dr. Pepper
• Chicken
• Steak
• Jolly Ranchers
• Ice Cream
• Killian's Irish Red
• Tacos
• Burritos
• Fries
• Smirnoff Ice and 40's-even though I end up having them taken away from me after like half haha :p
• Miller Lite and Jager-thats my shit! :)

• Italy
• Cancun
• California
• Florida Keys
• Bahamas
• Boston
• Maine

• I currently work at Rockford Memorial Hospital in Food Service. It's alright most of the time.
• I want to go into Nursing like my mom so I'm getting my CNA this fall but the rest of the schooling part is gonna have to wait cuz its not for me right now.
• I have always wanted to go into that and now that Im in a hospital all the time, Im realizing I only want to do that more. I know its not gonna happen tomorrow, but I'm gonna get there :)

• Catch phrase!
• The game of life
• Apples to Apples
• Battleship
• Worst case Scenario
• Trouble
• Guess who
• Card Games:
• Speed
• Trash
• War
• Fuck the dealer
• Phase ten
• No Name

• Riot by Three Days Grace-pretty much my favorite song
• Photographs by Rihanna
• Have you ever by Brandy
• No more drama by Mary J Blige
• You don't belong by Daughtry
• Tick Tock by Kesha
• Songs I just like alot:
• Stan by Eminem
• Hip Hop Police by Chamilionaire
• Sex and Candy by Marcy Playground
• Dead and Gone by TI and Justin Timberlake
• Hush Hush by Pussycat Dolls
• Hood Clap by Gorilla Zoe
• I can't wait by Akon

• Naomi Beesley-
• Jesus Christ!
• Freak Attacks.
• Calling the hospital.
• Las Vegas 3 of our summers!(were here now)
• Oh Hi!
• Walking to Hilander.
• Band Freshman Year.
• Obsession over Danny from Grease.
• Our amazing dancing movies.
• Fart and Sparks!
• Someone was sitting in my seat and I was like What the fuck?!
• SAU drinking experiences.
• Nipple Nibbler lol
• DAH!!
• I can see myself marrying you..
• Getting sunburnt is like getting pregnant!
• Double gulp.

• Emil
• all my kitties
• Midnight
• Tigger
• Roux
• Horses
• Dogs
• Dolphins
• Koalas
• Pandas

• Cheating-whether it be on a test or in a relationship-totally unacceptable in my book.
• When I am interrupted.
• When people yell for no good reason.
• When people drive slowly when there's someone right behind you.
• When I get blown off.
• When I don't get paid back.
• When I have tests.
• When people throw things-how old are we again?
• When I'm the last one to finish a test.
• When people say something really bad happened to them and I'm expecting something horrible and it's not even that serious.

• To finish Rock valley and transfer to a good university.
• To get a job in a hospital type setting-DONE!
• To marry a decent guy.
• To have children.
• To live a successful and productive life.
• To move somewhere warm- Cold weather sucks!