• Motion City Soundtrack - My Dinosaur Life
• Butch Walker - I Liked It Better When You Had No Heart
• The Rocket Summer - Of Men and Angels
• Manchester Orchestra - I'm Like a Virgin Losing a Child
• Isles and Glaciers - The Hearts of Lonely People
• Bon Iver - For Emma, Forever Ago
• She & Him - Volume Two
• I Can Make a Mess Like Nobody's Business - The World We Know
• Circa Survive - Blue Sky Noise
• Underoath - Like at Koko
• The Morning Of - The Way I Fell In

• i listen to In Rainbows on Grooveshark; tonight is one of those nights.
• you are in my thoughts
• my anger overtakes me
• all i want is to be happy
• i post a lot on Tumblr
• i go a long time without posting on Tumblr, just looking at my dashboard
• i go back and read my happiness list and it ends up hurting more than making me happy
• good nights happen when the lighting is perfect and my internet is being nice and i am warm and beautiful music is playing and i am in my world and my world is very comfy
• i just can't help but wonder "what if"
• my thoughts are grammatically analyzed
• i stay up too late on school nights doing nothing
• i want to punch people

• UNDEROATH!! (nothing definite, but they put one out every two years...) nevermind, that won't be happening
• Circa Survive - Blue Sky Noise - 20 April
• The Rocket Summer - Of Men and Angels - 23 February
• Motion City Soundtrack - My Dinosaur Life - 19 January
• The Morning Of - The Way I Fell In - 4 May
• Good Old War - self-titled - 1 June
• The Gaslight Anthem - American Slang

• phones that make a noise every time a button is pressed
• when windows do not fill the entire screen on a PC
• my nails not all being the same height
• typos of any sort
• brush bristles getting stuck in my paintings
• walking behind really slow people

• though southern accents are generally not an issue with me, she speaks way too slow
• she does not actually teach
• all the work is either something i already know or completely pointless seatwork
• she never goes over what we're doing
• she is way too particular/harsh on grading
• she CANNOT SPELL (which bugs me to no end, seeing that i obsess over spelling/grammar)
• many of the things she does/tells us are, in fact, incorrect

bold = priority

• The Antlers - Epilogue
• The Avett Brothers - I and Love and You
• Blind Pilot - Go On, Say It
• Cursive - Mama, I'm Swollen
• The Dangerous Summer - Reach for the Sun
• Death Cab for Cutie - Narrow Stairs
• Florence and the Machine - Lungs
• Frank Turner - Poetry of the Deed
• The National - Boxer
• The National - Alligator
• Phoenix - Wolfgang Amadeus Phoenix
• Polar Bear Club - Chasing Hamburg
• The Starting Line - Based on a True Story
• Tegan and Sara - So Jealous
• Vampire Weekend - Contra

• The Academy Is... - Fast Times at Barrington High
• Against Me! - New Wave
• Anthony Green - Avalon
• Brand New - The Devil and God are Raging Inside Me
• Conan O'Brien - ...And They Call me Mad?
• Conan O'Brien and the Legally Prohibited Band - Live at Third Man
• Fionn Regan - The End of History
• Jack's Mannequin - The Glass Passenger
• Neil Diamond - Classics: The Early Years (stolen from Mom)
• Paramore - All We Know Is Falling
• Person L - The Positives
• Polar Bear Club - Sometimes Things Just Disappear
• Tegan and Sara - The Con
• Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers - Hard Promises
• Underoath - Lost in the Sound of Separati...

• string cheese/stick cheese
• TIC TAC CHILLS
• BBQ twist Fritos
• lettuce
• Cheddar Jack Cheez-Its
• Babybel cheese
• soy nuts
• peanut M&Ms

• 12 August, 2008: met Underoath
• 15 August, 2008: the first meeting (aka the day my life changed)
• 2 September, 2008: release of Lost in the Sound of Separation
• 5 September, 2008: Anthony Green/Good Old War/Person L show (best ever)
• 9 February, 2009: the first reconciliation (we were so happy)
• late April 2009: truly HAPPY for once; everything was perfect
• 28 July, 2009: Warped, met Aaron and Jamie Tworkowski (acoustic private event)

• lightning
• fire
• death
• boats
• water
• the thought of drowning
• losing everyone i love
• blood
• forearms
• my paranoia
• large amounts of work
• death
• the future
• elevators
• large bugs
• the fact that my memory is already crap
• DEATH
• being robbed in my own home
• being raped in my own home
• bugs in large quantities (even just ants)

• as much SNL as possible, always
• Arrested Development
• Parks and Recreation
• Community
• United Citizens Brigade
• The Soup whenever it comes on, i suppose

• anger issues
• depression
• the two biggest disappointments of my life, both of which happened around the same time
• the worst ups and downs ever that could definitely have been something seriously wrong with me
• "heartbreak"
• a very miserable summer
• my least favorite birthday ever
• being separated from my father for six months
• losing everyone
• hating the world
• days and days and days of crying
• too. many. grammatical. errors.
• the most boring seven months in history
• not being good enough (for anything, for anyone)
• ..and this is all going to continue this ...

• tons of summer work while studying for the SAT and trying to get/work a job
• 2 AP and 3 honors classes (!)
• PSAT, PLAN, SAT, ACT, and GHSGT. Good lord!
• stressing out about the aforementioned tests' scores
• attempting to figure out what i want to major in
• filling out and submitting college applications
• stressing out over acceptance into those colleges
• i'm gonna have sooo much homework each night
• no time for myself
• still trying to figure shit out, you know?
• NO AP WORKSHOP :|

• get my cousin into a residential psychiatric ward
• help pay some of her medical bills
• give some to Allison and Randy, the grandparents, and Matt and Tami
• put some into a special college fund for myself
• allow myself maybe $100 of music at most
• get myself into therapy
• donate some to charities
• save the rest

• Cinematic Sunrise - Goodbye Friendship, Hello Heartache
• Anthony Green - Slowing Down (Long Time Coming)

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• The Hush Sound - Love You Much Better
• The Academy Is... - Everything We Had
• Playradioplay! - I am a Pirate, You are a Princess
• Motion City Soundtrack - Time Turned Fragile
• Playradioplay! - Loco Commotion
• Ace Enders and a Million Different People - When I Hit the Ground
• Good Old War - Window
• A Rocket to the Moon - Dakota
• Something Corporate - She Paints me Blue
• Ben Folds Five - Brick
• Alkaline Trio - Every Thug Needs a Lady
• Taking Back Sunday - Everything Must Go

Cruise lines in parentheses - RC: Royal Caribbean; C: Carnival; HA: Holland America

• Enchantment of the Seas (RC) - December 1998
• Victory (C) - June 2001
• Sensation (C) - September 2001
• Pride (C) - September 2002
• Navigator of the Seas (RC) - September 2003
• Oosterdam (HA) - June/July 2004
• Conquest (C) - September 2004
• Pride (C) - September 2005
• Sovereign of the Seas (RC) - February 2006
• Glory (C) - April 2006
• Miracle (C) - September 2006
• Glory (C) - December 2006
• Liberty (C) - April 2007
• Legend (C) - September 2007
• Liberty (C) - April 2008

• Tuck Everlasting
• 500 Days of Summer (Dec 22)
• Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
• Donnie Darko
• Religulous
• Into the Wild
• Baby Mama
• Brief Interviews with Hideous Men
• Wet Hot American Summer
• Hot Rod

• MY VISION
• my indecision
• our relationship
• Repulicans' views
• my knees and hips (they're really weak)
• the administration at school

(I live in Atlanta.)

• Chicago
• Seattle
• San Francisco
• New York
• Santa Fe
• Phoenix
• Houston
• Mufreesboro (well, go back)
• Boston
• Portland
• eastern Washington state

• Seven Story Fall - August 28 - The Masq - Heaven
• The Almost - September 27 - The 7
• Relient K - October 10 - Variety Playhouse
• Paramore - October 27 - The Tabernacle
• The Almost - November 1 - The Tabernacle
• Underoath - November 20 - Rocketown (Nashville)
• Underoath - November 21 - The Masq - Heaven
• Taking Back Sunday/Anberlin - November 22 - Tabernacle
• Underoath - November 28 - The 7
• iRival - December 3 - The Masq - Hell
• PacTour: Saosin/P.O.S./Eye Alaska/Innerpartysystem - December 6 - The Masq
• Person L - December 8 - Drunken Unicorn
• Person L - December 9 - Rocketown (Nashville)
• Seven Story Fall - December 18 - The Masq...

• i am always afraid
• Daniel is and is not in my life...I'm really not sure what is going on.
• my knees are weak
• i'm blind as a bat
• i only write in cursive
• i have an obsession with Underoath (which is always, really)
• i made a fuckyeah blog on tumblr
• i just saw 500 Days of Summer and was extremely touched
• i am a very emotional person
• i am not sure whether or not i want to go to college
• if i do go, it will be to OGLETHORPE
• well, i am apparently going to do dual enrollment at GSU
• i have very few friends
• animal noises are the best
• i have an addiction to buying music
• Sarah is in Art with me

• General Orders No. 9
• Equinox
• Pulp Fiction
• Hanna
• Miral

• Tell All Your Friends purple vinyl
• Will Grayson, Will Grayson by John Green...
• The Morning Of - The Way I Fell In preorder (deluxe: when it becomes available in the US
• Underoath - Live at Koko
• 30 Rock season three

• The Royal Tenenbaums
• The Virgin Suicides
• Requiem for a Dream
• Everything is Illuminated
• Ghost World
• Charlie Bartlett
• Donnie Darko
• Into the Wild
• Away We Go
• Food, Inc.
• Almost Famous
• Religulous
• Wendy and Lucy
• Milk
• Meet Bill
• Leaves of Grass
• Say Anything
• The Invention of Lying
• Whip It
• Up in the Air

• being short
• my former love for Pokemon
• not eating meat
• loving Underoath
• buying music
• being Asian (by the white kids)
• being white (by the Asian kids)
• my lack of vision
• using Twitter
• loving trees
• conserving energy
• reading all the time (which i actually don't have time for anymore)
• finding grammar exciting/fascinating

• gone to the emergency room
• broken a bone
• drank Gatorade (i did; it's gross)
• went to a petting zoo
• smoked (_yet_ - weed or cigs)
• had much of a movie marathon
• visited the Philippines, where my father grew up
• been to Six Flags
• had a boyfriend

• SLEEP
• love
• hugs
• SLEEP
• smiles
• laughs
• friends
• sleep
• happiness
• love
• fun

• Anthony Green - Avalon
• Jack's Mannequin - The Glass Passenger
• Underoath - Define the Great Line
• Underoath - Lost in the Sound of Separation

• ✔ Anchor & Braille - Felt - August 4
• As Tall As Lions - You Can't Take It With You - August 18
• ✔ Jonny Craig - A Dream Is a Question You Don't Know How to Answer - August 18
• Imogen Heap - Ellipse - August 25
• The Used - Artwork - September 1
• Frank Turner - Poetry of the Deed - September 8
• Polar Bear Club - Chasing Hamburg - September 8
• ✔ Saosin - In Search of Solid Ground - September 8
• Thrice - Beggars (physical) - September 15
• ✔ Brand New - Daisy - September 22
• ✔ Paramore - brand new eyes - September 29
• The Almost - Monster EP - October 6
• ✔ Relient K - Forget and not Slow Down - October 6
• ✔ Sherwood - QU - October 13

• Wish You Were Here - Leslie Simon
• Please Kill Me: The Uncensored Oral History of Punk
• Postsecret: Confessions on Life, Death, and God
• Spoon River Anthology - Edgar Lee Masters
• A Million Little Pieces by James Frey

• none

• create a solar system mobile for above my bed
• take/print black and white photos for my wall
• learn to fly
• find a happy medium
• buy song "Us" by Regina Spektor
• buy some sort of extra shelving for my music