FOOD & DRINK

• cheese
• tea
  • black
  • milk tea
  • matcha
• marzipan
• bread
• rice
• cashews
• pomelo
• shrimp
• onigiri

THINGS

• hats
• cups, mason jars
• knives
• notebooks
• road lines

—— ( aikatherina )

• somewhere between 6 and 42
• foreign languages major
• isfp ✦ chaotic good ✦ pisces

• leg cramps
• dizziness
• shortness of breath
• tremor
• panic attacks (they last for hours)
  • high blood pressure (124/89)
  • fast heart rate (~110 bpm)
  • heart palpitations
  • fear of death
  • near loss of consciousness
  • fatigue
  • tightness in chest
• pregnancy scare
• rabies scare
• arm pains, discomfort
• tingling
• constipation
• bloating, belching
• chest heaviness

this i write to always remember that my b...

• Aphex Twin
  • SAW vol.II
  • ...I Care Because You Do
  • Richard D James album
• Kraftwerk
  • Autobahn
  • The Man Machine
• Death Grips
  • The Powers That B
  • Exmilitary
• King Crimson
  • Lizard
  • Discipline
  • RED
• Todd Rundgren
  • A Wizard, A True Star

Imagine being a deeply thoughtful, intensely feeling child growing up in a family that is neither. Imagine your intense feelings being ignored or discouraged. Imagine that your thoughtfulness is viewed as a weakness.

I don't really want to whine, so it's gonna be short - emotional neglect makes beautiful things look ugly, leastwise that's how I felt. There's a long long journey ahead of me. And the road will never end. Not like it's a bad thing :)