• grow my facial hair super long and then trim it down every day into a different iconic style
  • masturbate
  • be the recipient of increased privilege
  • get a blowjob
  • be less obsessive, I'm sure
  • power
jan 19 2009 ∞
jan 19 2009 +
  • ACLU
  • dog rescue (I would like to own my own on a huge field where the dogs can run free)
  • Benefit Cosmetics (for some reason have wanted to work here forever I don't even know)
  • freelance photographer (this is what I most want to do, but 1. I am insecure and 2. I want to be able to live independently)
  • screenwriter
jan 4 2009 ∞
jan 4 2009 +
  • Maine
  • New Hampshire
  • Vermont
  • Massachusetts
  • Rhode Island
  • Connecticut
  • New York
  • Pennsylvania
  • New Jersey
  • Maryland
  • North Carolina
  • Florida
  • Colorado
  • California
jan 3 2009 ∞
jan 3 2009 +
  • American University
  • Boston College
  • Boston University
  • Fordham University
  • George Washington University
  • Georgetown
  • Lewis and Clark
  • New York Law School
  • New York University
  • Northeastern
  • Seattle University
  • Suffolk University
  • UC Berkeley
  • UC Davis
  • UCLA
  • U Chicago
  • U Denver
  • UF
  • U San Diego
  • U San Francisco
  • U Southern California
jan 3 2009 ∞
jan 3 2009 +
  • I might actually be a cliche
  • I am unemployable
  • I will never be loved again because I am crazy
  • I will never be able to relate to the way other people think (because I am crazy)
  • war
  • not being able to afford my medication
  • lots of money stuff
  • getting caught
  • becoming an alcoholic
  • getting addicted to cigarettes
  • I might love him eventually
  • I will never be a great photographer
  • pregnancy and the subsequent abortion
  • not getting into law school
jan 2 2009 ∞
jan 2 2009 +
  • Harry Potter characters
  • shapes
  • our thesis topics
  • our NSE locations
  • art
  • stereotypical college
  • favorite foods
  • vintage bullshit
  • gender deconstruction
  • chihuahuas
jan 1 2009 ∞
jan 1 2009 +
  • smart as fuck but admittedly not as smart as me
  • has my same sense of humor
  • feminist
  • always up for having his picture taken
  • creates something
  • reads
  • likes road trips
  • tall
  • likes making out
  • talks about movies while they're playing
  • anti-homophobia, anti-racism
  • makes delicious coffee
  • likes dogs
  • likes Rachel (other children are not important)
  • does not have nauseating taste in music
  • not fucking shitty at sex
dec 1 2008 ∞
dec 1 2008 +
  • My fantastic legs
  • I am fucking brilliant
  • I am an okay photographer
  • I am pretty creative and very inventive
  • My pretty face
  • My handwriting
  • I don't get hungover
nov 24 2008 ∞
nov 24 2008 +
  • Burns Court Cinema
  • Borders
  • Sarasota News and Books
  • Cafe du Monde
  • Cool Beanz
  • Latitudes
  • Main Street Bookstore
feb 5 2009 ∞
feb 5 2009 +
  • I wish I had any faith at all, kind of, because I imagine it can be peaceful
  • I wish I knew how to get rid of my anxiety
  • I wish I felt free
  • I wish I didn't feel like screaming or crying or ripping my skin off all of the time. I am so done with that.
  • I wish I could find my camera cord
jan 9 2009 ∞
jan 9 2009 +
  • any beach at night
  • AS220 when bands are playing
  • Blue State Coffee on Thayer
  • the living room of my apartment in Providence when it was just me and my friends
  • the GDC during Lincoln Club meetings
  • Ham Center when I am sitting with Jody or Justin
  • his apartment
  • my car while driving in no traffic
jan 3 2009 ∞
jan 3 2009 +
  • Bones
  • Buffy the Vampire Slayer
  • Angel
  • CSI: Crime Scene Investigation
  • Grey's Anatomy
  • Dexter
  • Medium
  • Arrested Development
  • Ugly Betty
  • The Office
jan 2 2009 ∞
jan 3 2009 +
  • "The prettiest dresses are worn to be taken off." -Jean Cocteau
  • "In many situations you can hardly tell there's anything wrong with me - I just have too much personality for one person and not quite enough for two." -Carrie Fisher (on bipolar disorder)
  • "There are few nudities so objectionable as the naked truth." -Agnes Repplier
  • "Photographers deal in things which are continually vanishing and when they have vanished there is no contrivance on earth which can make them come back again." -Henri Cartier Bresson
  • "To love deeply in one direction makes us more loving in all others." -Anne-Sophie Swetchine
jan 2 2009 ∞
jan 2 2009 +
  • The one with the people in mascot/amusement park -style animal costumes murdering people.
  • SparklelandLoverainbow
  • Tierney in the Dollhouse
  • A Playground Interpretation of the Future (full-length)
  • The one where a hardcore gang of fourth-grade girls manipulate the government, terrorist-style.
  • This Has Even Less to Do with Ben Folds (half-length)
  • The one with them (though they might exist better in prose).
dec 9 2008 ∞
dec 9 2008 +
  • xacto knife
  • soda can
  • electrical tape
  • matchbox
  • empty film roll
  • ruler
  • microns
  • paint
  • sweaters
  • skirt?
  • Becky Christmas present?
  • alcohol?
  • camera case
  • I feel like there was something else
nov 24 2008 ∞
nov 24 2008 +
  • a cigarette
  • mindblowing sex
  • to discover some new awesome band that I have never heard of
  • for my back to stop hurting
  • to have like a third of my body weight vanish
  • a hug
  • attention
jan 19 2009 ∞
jan 19 2009 +
  • making lists
  • driving
  • kissing
  • talking to him
  • his hands on me
  • talking to Becky
  • wide open spaces
  • the beach at night
  • chain smoking
  • anti-anxiety pills
  • really angry writing and painting
  • elaborate photoshoots
jan 4 2009 ∞
jan 19 2009 +
  • Tucker
  • Josh
  • Jason
  • Robyn
  • Drew
  • Jeff
  • Chad
  • Elizabeth
  • Ryan
  • Andrew
  • Steve
jan 3 2009 ∞
jan 19 2009 +
  • Men's and women's shirts button on the opposite sides. This means that my "unisex" American Apparel shirts require concentration for the first two buttons in the morning.
  • Encouragement of a "woman v. woman" mentality by women's magazines. A woman did not "steal" your man. We shouldn't criticize other women's benign behavior or bodies. It just means we're all going to end up alone.
  • People cannot just say what they are thinking for fear of seeming weird. I am so tired of playing games by keeping secrets. I LIKE YOU A RIDICULOUS AMOUNT AND IT'S FUCKING WITH MY HEAD.
  • Bras that fit are so expensive. My breasts do not require an extra twenty dollars worth of fabric. It's like a dollar. At most. Including labor. Stop being so jealous that they are fantastic, capitali...
jan 3 2009 ∞
jan 3 2009 +
  • Greta
  • Madeline
  • Zooey
  • Maximillian
  • Gabriel
jan 2 2009 ∞
jan 2 2009 +
  • get a job
  • go to therapy
  • do not spend all summer in Orlando
  • eat at least one serving of vegetables per day
  • work on feeling better about myself
  • learn everything about my camera
  • exercise with Becky
  • exercise with Jody
jan 1 2009 ∞
jan 1 2009 +
  • Pantone bag
  • scarf from Nonna
  • unitensil
  • red waterbottle
  • other things that let me be that asshole bringing all their own stuff to save the world
  • Snoopy disposable
  • green striped sweater
  • black pencil skirts
  • bright stockings
  • red vibrator
  • lacy camisoles in four colors
  • redcoat
nov 30 2008 ∞
nov 30 2008 +