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oct 30 2009 ∞ oct 30 2009 +
- Barcelona, Spain
- Paris, France
- London, UK
- Moscow, Russia
- St.Petersburg, Russia
- New Zealand
- Rome, Italy
- NYC, USA
- San Francisco, USA
- somewhere I can see the Northern Lights
- Tokyo, Japan
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oct 26 2009 ∞ oct 30 2009 +
- henry: portrait of a serial killer
- the libertine
- the brave
- casablanca
- plan 9 from outer space
- battle royale
- elephant
- one flew over the cuckoo's nest
- bowling for columbine
- heart of america
- last tango in paris
- hairspray (john waters)
- pink flamingo
- staying alive
- the godfather
- vivre sa vie
- north by northwest
- psycho
- on the waterfront
- gone with the wind
- roman holiday
- lolita (97)
- yes man
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jul 12 2009 ∞ oct 26 2009 +
- theory of relativity
- how birth control pills work
- LSD
- all of the movies I have seen in the past year or so
- Hans Bellmer
- fireflies
- hooping
- constellations
- French
- Russian
- James Dean
- Natalie Wood
- Marie Antoinette
- Nero
- tattoos
- chess
- alcohol
- cigarettes
- hummingbirds
- cancer
- Versailles
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oct 26 2009 ∞ oct 26 2009 +
- bread
- milk
- vegetables for a salad
- fruit
- cigarettes
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oct 26 2009 ∞ oct 26 2009 +
- Gilmore Girls
- South Park
- Family Guy
- Friends
- House MD
- Desperate Housewives
- Being Human
- Weeds
- Sex and the City
- Buffy the Vampire Slayer
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nov 30 2008 ∞ oct 26 2009 +
- Charles-Loius Philippe: Marie Donadieu
- Szabó Dezső: Az elsodort falu
- Remarque: Arch of Triumph
- Jane Fitch: White Oleander
- Milan Kundera: The Unbearable Lightness of Being
- Tolstoj: War and Peace
- Polcz Alaine: Asszony a fronton
- Alice Sebold: The Almost Moon
- Jenny Downham: Before I Die
- Steven Pinker: The Stuff of Thought
- Ram Dass: The Only Dance There Is
- The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
- Dostojevskij: Th...
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may 14 2009 ∞ may 15 2009 +
- speaking in front of an audience
- doing anything in front of an audience for that matter
- unless i'm drunk
- spiders
- talking on the phone
- not being able to have children
- getting lung cancer
- being broke
- getting raped
- drowning
- ending up with a job i hate
- gaining weight
- losing my hair
- waking up one day to find i have lost my ability to draw
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may 14 2009 ∞ may 15 2009 +
- serial killers
- eating disorders, diet trends and history
- titanic
- hollywood legends and mysteries
- pop culture
- sex
- spiritual sexuality
- prostitutes
- sexual literature
- sex addiction
- fashion history
- drugs
- fairy tales
- religion
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may 14 2009 ∞ may 15 2009 +
- Hungary
- USA
- Canada
- Germany
- Slovakia
- Greece
- Austria
- Croatia
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may 9 2009 ∞ oct 30 2009 +
- la science des reves
- the million dollar hotel
- white oleander
- lolita (1997)
- natural born killers
- arizona dream
- le fabuleux destin d'amelie poulain
- jeux d'enfants
- ed wood
- the family man
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may 9 2009 ∞ jul 13 2009 +
- ankle boots
- strappy high heels
- eyeliner
- mascara
- very blond and curly hair
- short shorts
- a kitten
- prescription to vogue and nylon
- canvases
- paints and brushes
- lots of notebooks
- a new mp3 player
- new headphones
- little black bag
- and a little black dress to match
- perfume
- a new camera that works for a change
- 3 tattoos (a heart, a swallow and something involving water)
- 4 more piercings in my ears
- and more earrings to go alon...
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may 9 2009 ∞ may 9 2009 +
- i believe in true love and love at first sight
- i believe that the little things are worth waking up for
- i believe that everyone has a purpose
- i believe in harmony
- i believe that everything will be ok in the end
- i believe that everything is achievable
- i believe everyone has the opportunity to find happiness
- i believe that everything is connected with everything else
- i believe that there is someone or somet...
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may 9 2009 ∞ may 10 2009 +
- poker
- chess
- plurk
- blind contour drawing
- gesture drawing
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may 9 2009 ∞ may 9 2009 +
- writer
- painter
- photographer
- theater actress
- fashion journalist
- presenter for the travel channel
- eating disorder therapist
- mermaid in an aquapark
- theoretical mathematician
- gardener
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may 9 2009 ∞ may 9 2009 +
- kill myself in many ways
- hanging myself
- slitting my wrists
- taking pills
- putting my head in the oven
- jumping from the top of a skyscraper
- shooting myself
- drowning
- lying down on train tracks
- starving myself
- rob a store and go on a road trip á la Mickey and Mallory or Thelma and Louise before one of my suicides
- travel everywhere
- give up all my clothes and money to charity
- be in a tornado
- be in an earth quake
- run a...
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mar 11 2009 ∞ oct 26 2009 +
- top of a bunk bed with someone sleeping underneath
- balcony
- living room floor
- boyfriend's brother's bed
- boyfriend's best friend's bed
- two separate tents
- a public restroom in an alternative bar/library/movie/concert place
- a bar
- a riverbank, on 3 occasions, with 2 different people
- a bathtub
- in the middle of a party
- in a lake
- a soccer field
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mar 12 2009 ∞ oct 30 2009 +
- "Sometimes I get upset when I consider the fact that the self is an illusion produced by the combination of neurology and environment, and that we are all empty, unique little shells. It's like auto-erotic asphyxiation, in a way." (Y.J. Greenapple)
- "Love me, because love doesn't exist, and I have tried everything that does." (Everything Is Illuminated)
- "Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an...
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mar 11 2009 ∞ mar 11 2009 +
(That is, songs my boyfriend would dedicate to me if our musical tastes were the same.) - Nine Inch Nails: The Fragile
- The Cure: Lovesong
- The Beatles: Octopus's Garden
- Blue Oyster Cult: Don't Fear The Reaper
- Depeche Mode: Precious
- Dido: White Flag
- The Doors: Hello, I Love You
- Laura Marling: Night Terror
- LGT: Szabadíts meg
- Madonna: Beautiful Stranger
- The National: Val Jester
- Nine Inch Nails: We're In This Toget...
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mar 11 2009 ∞ mar 11 2009 +
- I am starting to get a clearer picture of what I want to do carreer-wise.
- Much of my time on the internet is spent more usefully due to aforementioned.
- I have started exercising and like feeling that I use my body for something instead of just vegetating in it.
- The boy and I have taken steps to make our sex life what it used to be (or better).
- Again this means using my body, feeling more comfortable a...
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mar 10 2009 ∞ oct 30 2009 +
- dress up and take photos of myself with appropriate surroundings
- paint all my nails different colors
- re-read my journals
- reorganize
- my desk
- my books
- my clothes
- the kitchen
- my bookmarks
- my livejournal
- files/folders on my computer
- bake a cake with funny colors
- try different hairstyles, take pictures, pick one to wear for the rest of the day
- make a cocktail
- draw a selfportrait
- assemble different outfi...
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mar 10 2009 ∞ mar 11 2009 +
- smoking in places where smoking is forbidden despite knowing this
- the locket with my boyfriend's picture in it getting soaked
- driving a car and not knowing how
- when drunk or stoned, I always have dreams that could be really happening in that time and place
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mar 6 2009 ∞ mar 10 2009 +
- Kate Rusby: Awkward Annie
- Tori Amos: Happy Phantom
- R.E.M.: The Great Beyond
- Damien Rice: Coconut Skins
- Jamie Cullum: Catch The Sun
- The Beatles: With A Little Help From My Friends
- Jefferson Airplane: Volunteers
- Porcupine Tree: Nine Cats
- Blind Melon: Mouth Full Of Cavities
- The Cure: Lullaby
- The Byrds: Turn, Turn, Turn
- The Doors: Hello, I Love You
- Franz Ferdinand: The Fallen
- Garbage: Cherry Lips
- Grease: You're The...
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mar 6 2009 ∞ mar 10 2009 +
- swim naked (and not in a backyard swimming pool...)
- sleep in a stranger's car along with about 5 of my friends
- have sex on a riverbank multiple times
- go on a date with a guy I met on the internet who was 10 years older than me when I was 13
- go drinking with friends and smoke weed outside the pub and then curse like a sailor to the taxi driver all the way to my boyfriend's house
- dye my hair pink
- have my ...
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jan 19 2009 ∞ mar 10 2009 +
- Szeged, Hungary (apartment)
- Baltimore, MD (apartment)
- Baltimore, MD (house)
- South San Francisco, CA (house)
- Cupertino, CA (twinhouse)
- Győrújbarát, Hungary (house)
- Piliscsaba, Hungary (dorm)
- Pilisvörösvár, Hungary (apartment)
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mar 6 2009 ∞ mar 10 2009 +
- pouch containing:
- assorted pens
- tampons
- pocket knife from Old Faithful Geyser
- hairties
- haircomb
- eyeliner
- tweezers
- mascara
- skin tone corrector
- birth control pills
- lipbalm
- rubber ball
- Pocket Coffee
- water bottle
- cellphone
- mp3 player
- keys
- bus pass
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jan 18 2009 ∞ jan 18 2009 +
- buy a house
- buy a house for my mom
- and my grandmother
- buy land, also, have a garden
- buy a horse
- spend a whole summer traveling the world
- buy all the books and movies I want to read/see
- get my hair done at a reallyreally professional place
- buy a car
- go to lots of concerts
- host a great big party for all of my friends
- buy a good camera
- create my own workspace, buy lots of canvases and papers and charcoals and pa...
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jan 18 2009 ∞ mar 6 2009 +
- sing
- ballroom dances
- paint
- take photographs not only relying on my intuition
- knit
- crochet
- bake and cook lots of dishes by heart
- deepthroat
- dye my own hair
- bind books
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jan 13 2009 ∞ jan 13 2009 +
- be content with my outfit/overall appearance
- take a bubble bath and listen to music
- draw a lot
- take a walk and take photographs along the way
- pick flowers
- eat lots of strawberries and peaches and blueberries
- watch a movie with Peter
- cook and bake together
- eat the meal he cooked and the cake I baked
- read a good book, write out lots of quotes from it
- make love
- go shopping and buy lots of small things that make...
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jan 13 2009 ∞ jan 13 2009 +
- floating in the middle of the ocean, in the dark, in complete silence
- lying in the grass with 1 or 2 of my closest friends, smoking, looking at the stars
- endless meadows full of flowers, running around barefoot
- apple/peach/cherry orchard, walking under the trees with my hair in braids, wearing a floaty white dress and reading poetry
- laughing with someone like we're in the middle of the greatest party ...
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jan 13 2009 ∞ jan 13 2009 +
- broke a finger because i jumped into the pool too close to the edge
- right hand got bitten by a dog
- cut right hand by smashing a shot glass to the wall, drunk
- foot pierced by pitchfork while running after my dog
- tooth chipped, running down concrete stairs, drunk
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jan 13 2009 ∞ jan 13 2009 +
- red plastic hello kitty wallet i'd had since '96
- along with the money in it
- lots of half-full packs of cigarettes
- along with the money in my pocket next to them
- dice earrings
- dice earrings my boyfriend bought to replace the lost ones
- black studded leather belt
- virginity
- solitude
- faith (but found it again)
- weight
- patience
- i'm being really witty, aren't i?
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dec 4 2008 ∞ may 10 2009 +
- sunglasses
- belt
- pillows
- kundera: the unbearable lightness of being
- remarque: arch of triumph
- jane fitch: white oleander
- magazine subscription(s)
- vogue
- nylon
- national geographic
- calendar
- lingerie
- books about psychology (eating disorders, addiction, sex)
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jan 13 2009 ∞ jan 13 2009 +
- for Peter
- black shirt I painted a heart on
- decoupaged treasure box with small things representing our relationship inside
- chess set
- coupons for free sex, massages, lunch, walks, hugs...
- framed illustration and description of a dwarf (who be both know represents him)
- notebook with quotes, drawings, photos and excerpts from my journal from before we were officially a couple
- teddy bear
- for Sara
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dec 4 2008 ∞ oct 30 2009 +
- Albert Einstein's last words remain unknown because he spoke them in German and the people by his side at the time didn't understand German
- elephants can swim
- elephants can't jump
- many of Dido's songs were recorded in her own kitchen, and if you listen intently, you can hear the background noises (neighbours etc.)
- When Forrest gets up to talk at the Vietnam rally in Washington, the microphone plug is ...
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dec 4 2008 ∞ jan 13 2009 +
- loving
- being loved
- thoughtfulness
- surprises
- understanding
- having memories together
- laughing
- hugs
- dreaming
- drawing
- cooking
- a clean and tidy room
- an elaborate outfit
- catching glimpses of strangers' lives
- efficiency
- thought-provoking films
- music that begs you to dance or sing or paint
- rhythmic words
- not being doubtful about the future
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dec 2 2008 ∞ dec 4 2008 +
- dogs
- Ribizli
- Tökmag
- Manó
- Tacsi
- Kutya
- Tábornok
- Egérke
- cats
- the grey cat we never named
- Müzli
- parrot (piroska)
- rabbit (Houdini)
- snail (Leonidas)
- mice (intruders though, not pets)
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dec 2 2008 ∞ jan 13 2009 +
- Allison Richer
- Diana Richer
- Michael Guerrido
- Cynthia Leung
- Allyscia Headquist-Covino
- Michele Throckmorton
- Jessica Mendoza
- Hannah Kang
- Donna Kang
- Terry Smith
- Janos Botyanszki
- Zack Kunst
- Desirée Prevo
- Amrit Khalsa-Peterson
- Rose Peng
- Rita Bagnulo
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dec 2 2008 ∞ may 10 2009 +
- spaghetti
- salad
- grilled cheese sandwich
- plain
- wih camembert cheese
- with mushrooms
- with onions
- with soy meat
- anything with tomato, cheese or cabbage involved
- tomato soup
- noodles with cabbage
- cabbage in tomato sauce
- lasagne
- eggplant casserole (with mozarella and tomato slices)
- stuffed cabbage
- stuffed paprika
- macaroni and cheese
- pizza with loads of vegetables
- fried cheese
- steamed vegetables
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dec 2 2008 ∞ dec 4 2008 +
- writing
- piano
- gymnastics
- good grades
- ortography
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dec 1 2008 ∞ dec 4 2008 +
- quit smoking
- stop drinking coffee
- stop drinking alcohol
- regulize my sleeping habits
- exercize
- pay attention to what i eat
so basically the only healthy things i do are drink tons of water and have sex
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dec 2 2008 ∞ mar 6 2009 +
- non-alcoholic
- chili hot chocolate
- pink lemonade
- water
- black coffee
- tomato juice
- earl grey tea (no sugar, just some lemon juice occasionally)
- alcoholic
- red wine
- rum
- tequila (silver)
- rum and coke
- vodka and orange juice
- bloody mary
- vodka and coffee
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dec 1 2008 ∞ jan 18 2009 +
- walking in high heels
- water
- laughter
- the wind in the trees
- birdsong
- lighting a cigarette
- silence
- turning a book's pages
- pencil on paper
- windchimes
- crickets
- rain
- cat purring
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dec 1 2008 ∞ dec 4 2008 +
- sleeping
- too late
- in the afternoon
- eating
- sitting in front of the computer
- drinking with friends
- visiting classes
- wondering when i will start studying for exams
- wondering when i will start drawing again
- having moodswings
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nov 30 2008 ∞ oct 30 2009 +
- i love opening cans
- i have a snail named Leonidas
- my foot got pierced by a pitchfork when i was 11
- i drink my coffee black
- i don't drink coffee to wake up but because i love the taste
- if you yell at me i will start crying however trivial the matter may be
- when i am especially anxious (like on the border of a serious breakdown kind of anxious), red spots will appear on my hands
- my feet are always cold
- when...
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dec 1 2008 ∞ dec 4 2008 +
- in a club, on the dancefloor
- on a balcony in math camp
- in a friend's yard
- on the street by the bus stop
- in front of a tesco
- in an apartment on a bed
- on a dark and empty street
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dec 1 2008 ∞ oct 30 2009 +
- exquisite
- sheer
- anguish
- perish
- acquire
- accomodate
- vile
- immaculate
- morgue
- promptly
- proceed
- intricate
- peculiar
- acquaintance
- insane
- excruciatingly
- hollow
- misinterpretable
- elocution
- lush
- languish
- viscious
- efflorescence
- gossamer
- clusterfuck
- debauchery
- perhaps
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dec 1 2008 ∞ oct 30 2009 +
- R.E.M.
- explosions in the sky
- heaven street seven
- neo
- tankcsapda
- kispál és a borz
- the offspring
- franz ferdinand
- limp bizkit
- péterfy bori & love band
- quimby
- marilyn manson
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nov 30 2008 ∞ oct 30 2009 +
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dec 1 2008 ∞ oct 30 2009 +
- watching at least 2 movies a week with my boyfriend
- having cats
- drawing portraits once or twice a week
- summer music festivals
- getting stupidly drunk very quickly
- living at home
- the bartender at our favorite place at home :(
- eating grilled cheese sandwiches daily
- having a 2l bottle of water by my side at all times
- having things to write about
- being constantly in touch with myself
- the notebook i used to doodle...
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nov 30 2008 ∞ dec 4 2008 +
- Depeche Mode: A Pain That I'm Used To
- Samuel Barber: Adagio For Strings
- Queens of the Stone Age: Skin On Skin
- Nine Inch Nails: Perfect Drug
- Nine Inch Nails: Closer To God
- Tori Amos: Suede
- Apocalyptica: From Out Of Nowhere
- Pure Reason Revolution: In Aurelia
- A Perfect Circle: Rose
- Explosions in the Sky: Remember Me As A Time Of Day
- Deftones: Digital Bath
- Tool: Schism
- My Bloody Valentine: Only Shallow
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nov 30 2008 ∞ oct 30 2009 +
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