• hi my name is tasha
  • i'm fifteen years old (just kidding i'm 16 now) (nope 17) (holy 18???) (wtf i'm 19) (well hello there i am now 20) (EEP!! i'm 21 now) (sorry it's been 3 years apparently?? i'm 24 big yikes) (a big quarter century now)
  • i am always sleepy
aug 29 2011 ∞
jan 15 2021 +
  • vinyl record player
  • handwritten letters
  • money for college tuition
  • big whiteboard
  • high waisted black skinny jeans
  • boyfriend jeans
  • shu uemura eyelash curler
jul 23 2011 ∞
dec 16 2017 +
  • it's 15 days into the new year and much has happened
  • because apparently i decided to ruin my life by hurting one of the people i love most in the world
  • today i spoke to a care partner with a new mental health service
  • and i'm feeling... hopeful?
  • hopeful that i can fix my broken brain and fix my broken self and fix the way i love him so i can make us better
  • i do not wish to be at war with myself anymore
  • and so i will make the radical decision to better myself
  • while i could sit in self-pity and hate myself and despise my guts and wish that car would hit me so that i may be absolved of responsibility, i do not deserve that
  • i will decide to be better. i have decide...
jan 15 2021 ∞
jan 15 2021 +