• Finishing Burlesque show on Friday
  • Getting Darth Vader costume
  • Finished doing Burlesque shows in Texas
  • Packing to leave the state
  • Flying to Washington
  • Seeing Jonathan for 1st time in almost 7 months
  • Jonathan not being in Iraq
  • Going on dates
  • Cuddling
  • Getting plans finalized for Vegas trip
  • Plane ride to Las Vegas
  • Getting Married all cheesy ball style, just me and him
  • Staying at MGM Grand
  • seeing Cirqus De Solei show
  • Seeing Bodies exhibit
  • Seeing Tiger exhibit
  • Titanic artifacts exhibit
  • Zip lining through desert
  • Fancy date night
  • playing a slot machine
  • Flying back to Washington
  • Exploring Olympia/Tacoma
  • Looking for an apt/town home
  • Flying back to Texas
  • Packing up all my stuff
  • Bring him to Wild Sushi
  • Go to Pirahnahs with him again
  • Throw a 2nd prom party since we fucked up the 1st ones yrs ago
  • Going on trip to Austin
  • Going to Hamilton Pool
  • Bringing Jonathan to see the bats under Congress bridge
  • Drinking beer at the Parlor with Trevor/Martie
  • Seeing Trevor
  • Seeing Shaina
  • Floating the River
  • Kayaking
  • Going to Alamo Draft House
  • Eating good ass Austin food again
  • Take Jonathan on walk through SoCo neighborhood in ATX
  • Road trips
  • Moving stuff to Washington
  • Having Army dudes carry in my shit to the apt so I dont have to do it alone for the first time ever.
  • Unpacking
  • Decorating new place
  • Changing name
  • Getting new identification
  • Exploring Washington
  • Visiting Portland
  • Visiting Canada
  • Planning family and friends wedding number 2
  • meeting burlesque folks in Washington
  • Getting enrolled back in school
  • Finishing college
  • getting a degree
  • Trip to Philippines
  • Mona's wedding
  • Hanging out with Jonathan's family more
  • Moving the fuck away from all the crazies in TX
  • Getting into a routine
  • Cooking Jonathan elaborate dinners
  • Going on walks with Jonathan
  • Building another tiki bar
  • Not stress over how in the fuck im going to pay bills/rent for first time
  • Not having to talk on Skype anymore and have it crap out all the time
  • Be away from parents
  • Not being Pregnant or having kids
  • Not settling
  • Not having to live with shitty roommates
  • Not having to worry about my car getting broken in to
  • Not needing surgery of any kind
  • Not dying
  • Not being put on a back burner by the person im with
  • Not starving
  • Possibly living in Israel for a while
  • Leaving the country for the first time
  • Getting an amazing handsome husband
  • Never having to face problems alone again
  • Being more optimistic about living
  • Meeting new people
  • Making new friends
  • Not living in Tornado Alley anymore
  • Not living in Bible Belt anymore
  • Not sleeping alone anymore
  • Getting tattooed more
  • being able to multi task and talk to jonathan since it wont be via the internet anymore
  • Not having " What if" downer discussions cause we will actually be together again
  • not feeling depressed cause he isn't here
  • not having to worry anymore about him getting hurt over there
  • Having a legit career, stacking paper
  • Having an excellent future spouse
  • Cuddling, so much fucking cuddling
  • Not needing the use of an Air conditioner in the summer
  • learning to sew
  • Having someone have my back and vice versa
  • having a good strong dude who can open the jars when I cant with my weak muscles.
  • Being with someone who can pick me up and carry me and make me feel like im no heavier than a feather
  • Having a people watching partner
  • having someone I can watch Star Wars, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, and Indiana Jones with who wont mind
  • Hosting get together and parties at home
  • nature walks
  • Being with someone who is as affectionate as I am
  • fixing the dent in my truck
  • Him turning his phone back on so I can call him anytime
jun 21 2010 ∞
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