for my own personal reasons.

• LOVE
  • If I tell people I will do something, I make myself do it.
  • I make most people laugh, or feel more at ease.
  • I like that I have very feminine almond shaped finger nails.
  • I like that I wear a size 4 in wedding bands cause it makes me feel dainty.
  • I make myself do things that scare me.
  • I can name most Texas wild flowers, most flowers actually.
  • I feel that in case of a Zombie apocalypse situation I would survive.
  • I can butcher any animal, and this gives me a creepy sense of confidence.
  • I can find humor in most anything.
  • I know the appropriate reaction for a situation.
  • My big eyes.
  • That I have naturally dark hair and blue eyes, not normally the case.
  • How hard my name is for people to pronounce.
  • Being alphabetically last, always.
  • Below average sized feet.
  • My weight stays the same.
  • Realist
  • strategist
  • I dont smoke.
  • I dont take drugs.
  • I seldom drink.
  • Im content with just simply being a good person without fearing some form of damnation.
  • I have an hour glass shape.
  • I love my waist and hips more than any physical feature.
  • I am an average height.
  • Trained culinarian, I can cook anything and not worry about it.
  • Im willing to try almost anything.
  • I own a ton of books, about shit that matters and is useful when most women my age dont.
  • Im good at first impressions.
  • tolerant
  • Open minded
  • Glad to be a part of the burlesque community.
  • Have an ability to have discussions with people with completely backwards ass ideas and explain to them easily what I think or why I disagree and can still be civil or friends.
  • I make eye contact, and it doesn't make me feel weird or anything.
  • I love my freckles that are scattered on my arms.
  • I know what it is I want.
  • I know what I expect from others.
  • I like the way I look with tattoos, and the more I get the more attractive I feel.
  • I like how pale I am and that my skin tone has been described as cream like.
  • my scars
  • my 1930's looking thin eyebrows
  • I decorate things well
  • Arts and Crafts nerd
  • Im very giving
  • I try to help people as much as I can
  • Im dependable
  • I know exactly where I stand on subjects, I dont ride the fence.
  • Im often told I am intimidating, i like that
  • Im in good shape
  • I have the confidence to bullshit situations and people cant tell the difference.
  • good singer
  • good actor
  • give good advice
  • I know how to approach situations correctly
  • I know when its time to walk away from a situation
  • I know a lot of random stuff and can always find at least one thing that relates to others.
  • I feel I am an great partner
  • I dont stand for bullshit
  • I will disagree openly with someone
  • I dont have a problem calling people on their shit
  • I have a lot of helpful advice from all my crazy life experiences.
  • I have goals and aspirations.
  • I give a shit about things outside of my control.
  • I'm a loyal friend
  • I remember everything
  • I laugh a lot
  • I like my cheek bones when I smile
  • Im starting to like my boobs more.
  • I know what my personality flaws are and actively try to work on them.
  • I'm curvy but not fat or a heavy "thick" girl, im shaped like a woman from the 50s.
  • I weigh 124 pounds and dont feel a need to lie about it or want to loose weight.
  • I don't give a shit about celebrities or ENews
  • I don't try to hide what I like
  • I feel confident in my own skin
  • I don't spread gossip
  • I don't lie to people
  • I have diverse tastes in things
  • Im a great girl friend
• Hates
  • Anxiety attacks from time to time
  • Depression bouts periodically from anxiety
  • The poor choices I made in people I dated when I was younger cause I had shit self esteem.
  • Cant drop grudges.
  • Hope the worst for some people.
  • PTSD.
  • my ankle gets all messed up when I try to run or jog too much.
  • I'm overly critical of myself sometimes.
  • I have a hard time taking compliments, but i still bullshit it to not make things akward.
  • sometimes I am too blunt.
  • Too much free time and not enough things to do.
  • I wait till almost last minute to do important things like come up with routines for shows.
  • Sometimes I get real self loathing.
  • Inability to not periodically think of horrible life experiences and not be crippled by them.
  • Hates answering the phone or calling people
  • Think I am good at singing and acting but when I get around others I get to anxiety ridden to prove it. Need to make myself learn to do this and audition for things.
  • I wont lie to someone, but i will at time avoid telling them something if I know they will be better off not knowing.
  • Cant forget things that I need to to be successful.
  • Always assumes the worst case scenario first.
  • Sometimes too sensitive.
  • doesn't feel a connection with family.
  • Has a hard time feeling sorry for most people cause im hung up on all the shit ive gone through and I assume its worse than anyone else's.