i am hesitant but i would like to organize my thoughts

the things i like

• logical passion pursuer. not impulsive like i am.
• able to do math
• intellectual conversations are not out of the question
• i don't have to explain what i'm doing, only the normal amount
• i feel safe
• i cannot guess his thoughts, nor his next move. i am always on my toes

i think i was so wrong about you, out of fear and only wanting to guard my heart. i am still doing that, but with less resilience

my own problems

• i am not the only girl and i never will be

• psy340 test
• bio375 exam
• chm243 exam
• bch210 exam
• lab 1
• lab 2
• lab 3
• lab 4
• LLM assignment
• reference 1
• reference 2
• reference 3

• the craft box + gingerbread house combination (mom)
• capo (fran)
• my purple best friends t-shirt (ayesha)
• hand-stitched guitar strap (maaz)

• art collective.

reading:

• norwegian wood
• the diving pool
• before the coffee gets cold

to read:

• kafka on the shore
• crying in hmart
• a little life
• my dark vanessa
• on earth we're briefly gorgeous
• know my name
• the secret history
• notes from the underground
• art heals: how creativity cures the soul
• philosophy of osteopathy
• thinking, fast and slow
• dr. fulford's touch of life: the healing power of the natural life force
• the DO's: osteopathic medicine in america

• write you letters, as many as you are willing to read
• always give you something handmade
• show you the songs that make the gears in my head spin

• skateboard - LEARNING! ty ley for board
• crochet
• play the cello

• when the sun is shining too brightly in your direction and you see everybody put down their car visor mirrors so they can see better