• jung hoseok (bts):
  
• jeon jungkook (bts):
  
• kawanishi takumi (jo1):
  
• shiroiwa ruki (jo1):
  
• kang daniel (former wanna one member + currently a soloist)
  
• park jihoon (former wanna one member + currently a soloist):
  

others:

• lee minhyuk (monsta x):
  
• zhu zhengting/jung jung (former nine percent member/current nex7 member):
  
• FIRST UPDATED: FEB 16, 2018
• LAST UPDATED: MAY 1, 2020

whenever i am feeling extremely low, beyond upset, and can't seem to smile, laugh, or open up to people as easily as i usually do when i have a problem or not feeling good, i usually need some time alone to be alone and usually i suffer due to having mental illnesses trying to interfere with me and my daily life which includes anxiety that comes from socializing and or social setting and is more of the social type, depression, and i also struggle with ptsd as well and while i'm alone there are times that i want to escape, get away, and or just feel like i'm going to be okay by relaxing and or finding sources of happiness and comfort so i love having time alone. whenever i'm alone, i often love to watch videos, listen to music, play video games, and whatnot but many people know i love kpop but also have gotten into jpop and at least one or two cpop groups as well as other music genres but in honesty, not many people know much of a happiness that it's become for me because i not only found a new music genre, learning about another language as well as the culture that i enjoy lisening to, and or hearing but i found some of the members from within so to speak. the people that i got to know are usually people that i come to admire and appreciate so much because of their ability to not only make others smile, laugh, and or happy but how wonderful, sweet, caring, amazing, kind hearted, lively, entertaining, and great their personalities are. i find them to be the people that i would constantly praise and would like to meet despite being a reserved individual who is bad at socializing but i feel they have not only helped me to strive to become more positive even though they aren't the main reason i'm living but still are genuinely important to me. since they are able to help me cheer up, i am forever grateful for them and their existence and honestly their existence is a such a blessing and this is just my way of showing how i am grateful to them for the times they make me smile when other times i couldn't genuinely or want to smile and had to fake to make it. i am super thankful for their existence and even if we may or may not meet, i hope they know they're a constant source of happiness, inspiration, and positive motivation for me.