- november 1: I had 3 cups of tea,painted a leaf blue and cried my eyes out.
- november 2: I am a mess with no direction.
- november 3: I have decided that today I end this pain.
- november 4: I realized I have been living in my own lies.
- november 5: I lost hope for better.
- november 6: Now my nights are troublesome.
- november 7: I thought I could avoid my problems,but they are coming after me.
- november 8 : Lost my frigging phone?!? Plus me being nervous and desperate about everything.
- november 9 : Found my phone,what a relief! Also,went for the first time in months back at pilates and not even skipped a move!
- november 10 : I can't comprehend what is happening to me!
- november 11: Took a bath..I guess I will be fine..
- november 12: Everything is incredible!Incredibly wrong.
- november 13: Why is it that the things I love must be shattered before my eyes?
- november 14:I felt kind of okay but very lonely.
- november 15:Didn't have the courage to go outside today.
- november 16:Kept it going.
- november 17:My mind is a blur,I can't understand sounds.
- november 18:I am still hanging..
- november 19:What am I even hoping for?
- november 20: Slept 4 hours and got nothing.
- november 21:I chose to be alone,possessions are useless?
- november 22:I am taking this sunday off.
- november 23:I keep going,in order to change.Also,got a new phone!
- november 24:Things are going in a good direction for now.
- november 25:My skin gets clear the second I follow my routine..
- november 26:Maybe everything will turn out fine?
- november 27:I was so shitted on!!My place is being alone,I don't trust others.
- november 28:Everything seems fine but I know it isn't.
- november 29:How to begin new?
- november 30:No one will know me..
nov 1 2015 ∞
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