listography: lamby

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i still love you most of all / do you love stefano? … more than your parents, more than rino? more than everyone, but not more than you / i like you the most. i like you more than my mom and dad. you’re my favorite person in the world
my part is here, whether i will it or no. it was decided for me long ago / this story happened a long time ago in a galaxy far, far away. it is already over. nothing can be done to change it / this is a very old story. there is no other version of this story / but there's nothing she can do. her name is antigone, and she will have to play her part through to the end / foolish creature. let me be clear: every version of the story ends with you being slaughtered
i have seen deer split open on the road and thought that's exactly what those soft and gentle fuckers deserve. some things ...

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quotes

i wish i knew you when i was a kid
i'll cry about this earth in heaven too
someone has to leave first. this is a very old story. there is no other version of this story
the day before the slaughter, brutus took pause. he turned to caesar and thought “i’ll love you twice as hard today to make up for tomorrow”
i will lose you. it is written into this poem the way the fisherman's wife knits his death into the sweater
there's a saying. i don't know. what doesn't love you kills you longer. something like that. i remember washing your hair. the skin of your back felt wombsoft. like no one had ever touched it before me. not even your mother. when i kissed you you said we'd never talk about it. this was a kindness. i know that now. then, i only knew that the world was ending. and i lo...

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songs

i just - red velvet
- this story / isn't over yet / it remains here / empty like this
a world alone - lorde
you better know - red velvet

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those niche indie films about a small group of friends who experience a forever life-changing event together and become closer for it but ultimately go their separate ways once summer ends
dog motifs
genuine femcel/incel culture. none of that fakecel shit okay?
- and on that note... abstinence from all worldly desires
water motifs
lazy summers and hearing the cicadas as a train passes in the distance
that feeling when it's late and you crack your window open and the wind suddenly fills your room which is to say your lungs and you hear nothing but the rush of the earth's bloodstream and you wonder if god ever counted every atom of oxygen in the sky and if he did then maybe you were n...

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words

pablum (n): bland or insipid intellectual fare, entertainment
ingenue (n): an innocent or unsophisticated young woman, especially in a play or film
reify (v): make (something abstract) more concrete or real
immanent (adj): existing or operating within; inherent // (of god) permanently pervading and sustaining the universe. often contrasted with transcendent
alexithymia (n): refers to an inability to identify and describe emotions in the self
prescriptive (adj): relating to the imposition or enforcement of a rule or method
carrion (n): dead and putrefying flesh
atavism (n): a modification of a biological trait's structure or behavior whereby an ancestral genetic trait reappears after having been lost through evolutionary c...

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hotd:
- rhaenicent
- jacelaena
red velvet:
- wenseul
- seulrene
- joyrene
- joygi
naruto:
- narusasu
- obikaka
- sakuino
- narusaku
- gaalee
- kakairu
- nejiten
- gaanaru
nct:

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prophetic perfect tense
mariam soulakiotis
iconoclasm
noware nyc
culture-bound syndrome
eternal return
god's ego death
the unity of opposites
true monotheist
- the first interpretation holds that Iblis refused to bow before Adam because he would not prostrate himself before anyone but his creator, thus considering Iblis to be a "true monotheist" only bested by Muhammad, an idea known as "Satan's monotheism" (tawḥīd-i Iblīs). oblivious to rewards and punishment, Iblis acts out of pure love and loyalty and disobeys the explicit command and obeys the hidden will of God. in a unity of opposites, Iblis fi...

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