- zombies my worst fear 
- the darkness, second worst fear 
- maggots/worms, they dont scare me but gross me out enough to keep me distant 
- same goes for dead hair 
- math, i have never been good at it and i am ashamed of when i have to display my incompetence about this in public 
- big cities, too many people 
- people in general, i am extremely paranoid 
- being ridiculed 
- my cat dying 
- losing the few friends that stiuck around for all this time 
- love, being too close to someone, i am not used to that 
- hugs, feels like being strangled 
- being touched 
- unintentionnally killing a snail 
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