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I'm slowly eliminating things in my life that hinder my spiritual progression........

I need to add:

• being a better friend
• spreading my love and inspiration to others through my PHYSICAL actions
• emit love, just through my existence
• ignore people who are rude and make me feel offended
• continue exercising, 20 minutes, 5/6 days a week
• not get jealous of lovely people
• believe in myself that i will be lovely some day
• try to enjoy studying (ha ha ha)
• buy a dehydrator(?)
• buy a juicer
• read the books on my book list :)
• practice dance every day
• learn to drive so i can transport to my d...

• stella
• chloe
• leon
• sage
• charlotte
• noah
• violet
• elijah
• ella
• eloise
• maja
• lenore
• simone
• margeaux

• try to maintain sanity through the winter.

• where the wild things are
• the darjeeling limited
• grosse point blank
• the 500 days of summer
• rushmore
• i'll add more as i remember them.

I turn 17 in two months and nine days.

This is weirder than weird.

Someone slap me.

• suppress my desire to yell "shut the fuck up!" at certain people.

• matte lavender eyeshadow
• matte nude eyeshadow
• brown cream eyeliner
• 500 days of summer on DVD
• urban outfitters and anthropologie gift cards
• lavender polish
• soft coral nail polish
• chocolate brown nail polish
• pretty, tribal, or interesting rings
• permission to dye my hair dark brown
• acai vitamins
• pretty flower headband
• i want someone to drive me up to the snow, where i'd take photos and eat snow and enjoy the sweet smell of apple pie, all while wearing mittens and that fake flower headband in my hair.
• miss dior cherie perfume (too expensive)
• i can't think of anything else.

• paint
• djembe/bongo drums
• do yoga daily
  • buy an official yoga book
• go 80% raw again
  • buy a recipe book
• buy moleskine and sketchbook
  • draw every day
• get rosetta stone
  • teach myself italian
• sign up for dance classes
  • go to them!
• read books off my book list
• smile at random people every day!
• make my room more personal
• learn to stitch

• lauren dukoff
• terry richardson (the non pornographic photos!)
• richard avedon
• sean lamonby
• ellen von unwerth
• ryan mcginley
• tyler shields

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I know, it's so uncharacteristic of me to like this genre of music, haha.

• stuck on repeat (fake blood remix) by little boots
• calabria by enur ft.natasja
• tik tok by kesha
• hella nervous by gravy train
• perfect exceeder by mason vs. princess
• i'm in miami trick by LMFAO
• screwed (alex g. remix) by paris hilton
• alchohol by millionares
• impacto (remix) by daddy yankee ft. fergie
• poker face (david audé remix) by lady gaga
• so rich, so pretty by micky avalon
• yummy by gwen stefani
• here we go again by pixie
• bad romance by lady gaga
• speechless by lady gaga