• money.
  • tragus piercing.
  • money.
  • new phone
  • car
  • orange nail polish.
  • a job.
  • longer eye lashes.
  • smaller feet.
  • beautiful weather everyday.
  • a new dog.
  • a turtle.
  • to meet biggie smalls.
  • to go to rock the bells concert.
  • trust to be regained.
  • hair to grow faster.
  • laya to not be in pain.
  • have everything be free.
  • a pool.
  • smoke weed with bob marley & tupac.
  • have an amazing beat boxing ability.
jul 17 2009 ∞
jul 17 2009 +
  • psychology.
  • education.
  • art therapy.
  • writing.
  • art.
  • sociology.
  • graphic design.
  • interior design.
  • fashion merchandising.
feb 13 2009 ∞
aug 30 2009 +
  • middle school.
  • my friends, that I don't keep in touch with anymore.
  • summer nights.
  • my dad's family parties.
  • my summer camp.
  • my New Hampshire house.
  • just when I was kid.
  • recess.
  • when the light up sketchers were in fashion.
  • when I didn't have any homework.
  • when I didn't have any responsibilities.
  • playing stupid games with my best friend Kala.
  • dressing up as the spice girls.
  • going swimming everyday in the summer.
  • playing soccer & basketball.
feb 12 2009 ∞
feb 12 2009 +
  • 3rd Grade- Told my aid that because she was starting to get old I would attend her funeral. It made her cry.
  • 5th Grade- got in trouble for selling school supplies on school property.
  • 6th Grade- my mom put sprite in a plastic sippie cup sort of thing (dont ask why I had a sippie cup in 6th grade) but when i opened it sprayed all over me and my friends and caused a huge disruption in the lunch. So as usual, went to the principles office.
  • Didn't tie my shoes for gym class, a really original punishment once again.. I got sent to the principles office.
  • 7th Grade-didn't say the pledge of allegiance one day during school.(I thought I was making some cool statement, but didn't even know what the statement was)
  • dress code violation. apparently rip jeans with fishnet tights underneath wasn't i...
jan 28 2009 ∞
feb 14 2009 +
list icon
  • Canada
  • Maine
  • California
  • New Hampshire
  • Vermont
  • New York
  • Pennsylvania
  • Connecticut
  • Washington D.C.
  • Mexico
  • Florida
  • North Carolina
  • South Carolina
  • Costa Rica
  • France
  • New Jersey
  • Maryland
  • Arizona
  • Rhode Island
  • Maryland
  • Delaware
jan 23 2009 ∞
aug 16 2010 +
list icon
  • trusting too many people.
  • when I started smoking cigarettes.
  • not sleeping enough.
  • cheating on a past exams.
  • lying to a friend.
  • putting myself in awkward positions.
  • not speaking up.
  • staying in relationships that aren't working.
jan 22 2009 ∞
jan 22 2009 +
  • Hold me tight - Beatles
  • Love & Happiness- Al Green
  • Sufferers- The Heptones
  • Dreadlocks in the moonlight- Lee Perry
  • Crept n' we came- Bone Thugs-N-Harmony
  • Doctor Monroe- Casey Dienel
  • Pablo Picasso- Citizen Cope
  • Misunderstood - Common
  • September- Earth Wind & Fire
  • Bennie & the Jets- Elton John
  • Love - G. Love & Special Sauce
  • Papas got a brand new bag - James Brown
  • Hey Mama - Kayne West
  • Get down on it - Kool & the Gang
  • Everyone Nose - N.E.R.D
  • Stone Love - Pepper
  • We Still Got it - Redneck Manifesto
  • Super freak - Rick James
  • Only God Can Judge Me- Tupac
  • Beautiful Disaster - 311
feb 13 2009 ∞
feb 13 2009 +
  • when my mom went into septic shock.
  • when my dad went into cardiac arrest.
  • when my brother was arrested for drunk driving, and got into an accident.
  • witnessing my dog get hit by a car, and having her die in my arms.
  • finding out I was adopted.
  • Realizing my high school was closing my junior year & knowing I would have to transfer somewhere else.
  • having one of my best friends tell me she was suicidal.
  • flying on a plane for the first time.
  • being sent to a camp that I didn't want to go to for a month over my 13th birthday.
  • realizing that I suck at standing up for myself.
feb 12 2009 ∞
feb 12 2009 +
  • bacon, if you just woke up.
  • the smell before/after it rains.
  • cookies.
  • paint.
  • sharpies.
  • toothpaste.
  • cold air.
  • burning wood.
  • apple cider.
  • doctors offices.
  • grass.
  • peaches.
  • new pencils.
  • clean laundry.
  • old basements.
  • distinctive smells in peoples houses.
  • smell of humidity.
feb 11 2009 ∞
feb 11 2009 +
  • smell of gasoline.
  • greasy hair.
  • the smell of burps.
  • people who walk slow at the mall.
  • powdered soap.
  • dry skin.
  • when I can't sleep.
  • tap water.
  • tomatoes.
  • the movie Juno.
  • headaches.
  • when a body part falls asleep.
  • when people chew loudly.
  • talking a lot in a movie theater.
  • awkward silence.
  • when your stomach makes a weird noise when your hungry.
  • fights/arguments.
  • sleeping with one pillow.
  • when you don't get a text message back.
  • where people don't seem interested in you...
jan 23 2009 ∞
feb 14 2009 +
list icon
  • get a job.
  • quit smoking.
  • figure out what I want to do.
  • start writing again.
  • take a art class.
  • look at schools.
  • trust myself more.
  • tell someone.
  • get through this awful winter.
  • get a new computer.
  • clean my room.
  • see my grandpa more.
  • realize that things won't change over night.
  • think about my actions.
jan 22 2009 ∞
jul 4 2009 +
  • i make too many promises i can't keep.
  • its impossible to get hired freaking anywhere.
  • this summer sucks.
  • don't sit outside at a party, because the cops will come.
  • time goes by faster than you think.
  • bagel world is the best place to go if you need to cure a hangover.
  • my phones a piece of shit.
  • I've forgotten whats important.
  • i no longer appreciate things as much as i used to.
  • two days ago i lost my parents trust for a long long long time.
  • its harder than it looks to quit smoking.
  • my room always gets dirty even after i clean it.
  • i miss camp mitchman.
  • everything so god damn expensive when you...
jul 17 2009 ∞
jul 17 2009 +
  • cook supper for my family.
  • clean the house.
  • walk the dog.
  • start cleaning the kitchen regularly.
  • offer to babysit.
  • start doing some of my own laundry.
  • offer to shovel. (if it snows again.)
  • help fold clothes.
  • go to my food pantry.

(more later)

feb 12 2009 ∞
feb 19 2009 +
  • biting my nails.
    • smoking when I'm nervous.
  • shaking my pencil during a test.
    • biting on my upper lip.
  • fixing my hair, even though its fine.
    • start out too fast when I'm talking.
  • laugh even when things aren't funny.
    • walk with my feet inwards.
  • not fully chew all of my food.
    • space out during the middle of a conversation.
  • constantly look at my phone.
    • rub my eyes, even when their not itchy.
  • make strange noises when I'm bored.
feb 11 2009 ∞
feb 11 2009 +
  • to be able to fly a plane.
  • become famous for my artwork.
  • become famous for something stupid.
  • drive a mustang.
  • go to Montgomery's flea market.
  • buy a snuggie or sham wow.
  • make a you tube video that become extremely popular.
  • meet Morgan freeman & have him read me a bedtime story.
  • drive across the country in a school bus with some good friends.
  • learn how to spin.
  • do something with music.
  • win the lottery.
  • go on a trip and not pack anything.
  • create a robot.
  • learn a really hard language.
  • swim with a dolphin.
jan 28 2009 ∞
feb 12 2009 +
list icon
  • someone spitting my food.
  • death.
  • drowning.
  • the dark.
  • never finding someone.
  • not being able to make it all way through college.
  • stuck working somewhere even though i don't enjoy it.
  • finding out my birth mother doesn't want to meet me.
  • missing out on a great opportunity.
  • having someone tell me I'm not good enough.
  • disappointing my parents.
  • the day I realize my humor won't always get me through in certain situations.
  • loosing someone I love.
  • to give up.
  • betraying a friends trust.
  • crying in public.
jan 23 2009 ∞
jan 23 2009 +