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about me (highlights of August 2020)

August 1:

had a meaningful dream and made a recording of its message!
buried a little dead european goldfinch in the orchard
this isn't a highlight really, but I'll mourn him as our own
Kara was nice to me and showed me a cat video
went shopping for food and then had a nice breakfast
gave myself space to mourn and had a lamp session
played a lot of PPP to beat up Merda
grieved a lot over past pets...
had a lovely lunch
made my second lamp session into a loving grieving session
made a grave of roses over the european goldfinch from this morning
lay down to theta waves and meditated over this tenderly
mom brought me some watermelon and it was delicious
finished a big puzzle to the theta waves reinforcing the message
in the end, I'm thankful things happened the way they did
and now I think I know what direction to end one of my fics <3
I had a realization about the goldfinch - I found it in the house-shaped feeder
a little animal that died "in a house," like housepets...
syncronicities are frightening. incredible, but frightening.
Okuyasu is now the first character to have a red badge in PPP!
made an update on Twitter and folks were kind
did the guided meditation to complete today's heavy work

August 2:

slept very jumbled, but I did realize something in my sleep
got a kind message from someone in the morning
played, did a few chores, and ate some breakfast
had a lamp session
had some fun with PPP
lunch was lovely
played a puzzle listening to Christina
had my second lamp session
started rereading Like a Flame to get into the spirit
realized I had an assigned box and put my jewelry into it!
now I have another glass tray for my candles!
if I get two more, I'll still have room for all of them! :D
discussed things about tomorrow and packed my medicine tower
asked my mom if there was an energy by my bed that made sleep difficult
she found energy in the outermost corner that wished to be transformed
so I held a ceremony and cleansed it in my heart
I offered to channel it elsewhere, but it stayed in my heart
we are now one in love and I promise to keep transmuting it
talked a bit on Twitter and folks were nice again <3
also Mia is writing! wooo! go Mia!
had a lovely Illegally Blond session with Bravinto :D <3

August 3:

had a tousled but okay sleep
managed to go shopping early and got hot pastries for us
yesterday my tarot deck arrived in Budapest!
did a lamp session on my face and ear
listening to Discover Weekly
started on my writing preparations, then had some lunch
pulled Josuke and Fungami Yuuya!!! <3
had another lamp session
this morning a panicked Mista visited Prosciutto...
...and now Joey is talking to me about last time.
we agreed not to talk to each other for a while
took it calmly, all things considered
Narancia earned his red badge <3
listened to a podcast on tarot
I still feel things, so I'll be okay. I did not fragment. I remain whole.
did the Masculine Energy Healing

August 4:

had a fitful but received a message in English
pus came out of my earlobes, hopefully it needed to
my mom confirmed healing within five days!
did a lamp session on both ears
prepared my document some more
listened to that one Friderika album and I still adore it
Formaggio reached SL 5 in PPP! <3
had a bad case of acid but mom massaged my feet and that helped some
read Livi's new fic and left a comment <3
made what is essentially a salt caramel tiramisu
showered and washed my hair
had spiritual surgery and it went well, even if it was kinda weird
connected with my spirit some afterwards <3
Christina will hold a Lion's Gate activation this Saturday!!! <3
mom is interested in doing the live activation with me! :D

August 5:

had a rumble tumble sleep but sort of soothing dreams
put out the recycling early
sent Kara healing energy
ate caramel tiramisu for breakfast
did a lamp session and thought of some things
wrote the things down so I don't forget
decided to cheer up with some Monster Factory
we got an appointment from another lady next Wednesday
my tarot deck has arrived and I love it! :D
did two readings and HO BOY
had a lovely lunch
did my second lamp session
had a breakdown... but I'm trying to calm down
ironed everything from the basket and started a wash
hung the washing out to dry, now I'll have fresh clothes eventually
talking a bit to Jacque
put on theta waves and played to calm myself down
according to mom's spirit, I cleansed two energies in this room
did the Healing with Angels guided meditation <3

August 6:

slept well enough, despite everything
today is a new day and my skin looks so nice in the mirror...
ate tiramisu for breakfast
lay down and did a lamp session
had a headache so I lay down to theta waves with a soul issues chip
lying down felt very good and peaceful, I'm grateful for it
sent money to help Beirut in Lebanon
set up a monthly subscription to support our LGBT+ community at home
lay down and felt happiness, and wrote a bit in another notepad
had a lovely lunch
typed a bit for Olga and I'm liking it so far!
felt sleepy, rested to theta waves, feeling happy and better! :D
ironed my clothes so I have stuff for tomorrow!
did another lamp session, staying as optimistic as I can!
played a puzzle to theta waves, chilling
read over most of what I had from my previous draft and, nah...
had a talk with my mom over Libra bullshit lmao
did the Earth Star Chakra Activation again and it was INTENSE

August 7:

slept well enough and had dreams of, friends? was Giorno there?
did my first lamp session and I feel calm enough
Mista just visited Prosciutto with his gun pointed at me?
I ended up letting the workman in and arranged for things the way we wanted
did several chores so I'm feeling good about myself
reached a new conclusion re: Joey, but I'll wait
went shopping for food
came back and ate a crescent roll and cheese
found an itty bitty box for my meds and I love it
edited the Yuritetsu playlist, I love it
ate another poppyseed square, I think I'll be fine for a while lmao
dressed up, put on the necklace and shoes, I'm feeling amazing ahaha
the crossword puzzle book I subscribed for arrived just as we were going away!
had a safe trip
I made a personal present to my niece and she liked it <3
the place was nice enough and the food and drinks were good
the cake was great and people said nice things about it :'] <3
had a nice talk with my dad by our lonesome
got home safely thanks to my brother agreeing to drive us
did some healing on Molly

August 8:

felt rested in the morning despite everything
my spirit said I pulled out some of the irritation from Molly
had a surge of appreciation for my sister
had a moment with the family at breakfast
been leveling in PPP and Mista became 50 with Trish
on Trish's debut Narancia and Bruno were in the cheer squad :']
we got cake for breakfast hehehe
dad drove us home safely
chilling with a Kinley ginger ale and theta waves
was hit by a surge of happiness and I feel so grateful :'] <3
risked another conversation with my dad about racism
found a poppyseed square and had it for lunch :D
laughing at Monster Factory, bless you, brothers <3
Bravinto popped in for a bit of chat :D
put my tarot cards in order for Orsi to look at when we meet
did a lamp session, still feeling so happy and grateful, ahhh
showered and washed my hair
playing and laughing
prepared my mom for the live activation
we did it together and it was very powerful! <3
had a talk afterwards <3

August 9:

the candle is still burning, my hope and faith are still strong!
had a nice breakfast and now I'm chilling
it seems today is the date of the inflammation being gone
which is amazing because it's been there for 32 years!!! <3
and now I will patiently keep going because I have to believe in myself! <3
had a lovely lunch
poppyseed squares and it seems I'll heal my left lobe on the 15th?!
I cheered up... :'] <3
watched Monster factory and did some chores
decided to revisit the empath videos for some reassurance and guidance
did some beautiful puzzles
did some kindness to Livi <3 left Twitter on a kind note, too

August 10:

stayed in bed until like 8 o'clock somehow, wow
ate delicious melons for breakfast
did a lot of chores and got a poppyseed square for second breakfast <3
finishing up the empath playlist to puzzles
told my dad about my ears and healing so he can think about it <3
we had leftovers for lunch and they were good
had a very delicious lie down to theta waves
we'll meet an hour later because of the heat but it's fine!
showered, washed my hair and Prosciutto'd out as much as I could
met my not wife and we bought stuff and dined
the hamburgers were exquisite I loved them
she loved my deck and told me she considered herself family
I'm... yeah, haha!

August 11:

woke up with a headache but I will be alright
I am working on that
played puzzles to music
listened to Discover Weekly
ate delicious peaches and tiramisu for lunch <3
been kinda miserable and it turns out I didn't take my Dulsevia today :(
but I did do my best to cope and interact
Christina posted a video that was VERY pertinent to Joey
not taking Dulsevia probably helped vent some emotions so, thank you
did the divine feminine activation
slept well enough with normal dreams and such

August 12:

apparently received the message "I am allowed to feel and express anger"
updated PPP, now we wait
finally lit my second chakra candle, may it help with creativity
drinking a coffee and enjoying the silence <3
I was just given a long wonderful comment on WHMM by someone!
they wrote it with such appreciation and love I'm gonna cry... :'] <3
in some hours I'll have new PPP stuff to play with! :D
played puzzles to my music
ate tiramisu for breakfast <3
spent three hours at my mom's friend
I don't feel like I learned much, but it was free I guess.
ate fried bread for lunch
had a good lie down after
went to the hairdresser for the last time in a while
played the new PPP stuff and listened to Monster Factory
we had a nice dinner
helped my dad outdoors
paid my electric bill just now super easily, wowza
did the heart chakra healing meditation

August 13:

had decent sleep I think
realized that all my pimples/blemishes are at the heart reflex zone
talked to my parents about stuff over breakfast
did a meditation for my spirit to heal my ear lobes some more
got Santana in the coin gacha!!! :D
replied to the kind comment I got and, ahhh. Thank you so much! :'] <3
paid my check, ha ha ha!
got some poppyseed squares, hell yeah
Bravinto sent me an ask and I answered it <3
we had a nice lunch
I ironed a lot of stuff so that's good
just existed in the afternoon and sometimes that is what I have to do
went to bed asking for all the knowledge I have stockpiled to be integrated

August 14:

slept well enough despite waking up around 3 am
ate a poppyseed square for breakfast
Santana's little tush movement as he attacks is giving me so much joy
made myself a nice second breakfast and ate it on my tray :]
listening to Release Radar and playing
switched to my playlist because I love it
had coffee with biscuits and now I'm chilling again
decided to try exercising and set a timer to theta waves
a healing prayer came so I yelled for my mom to write it down for me
then a meditation came to me so I yelled for my mom to write it down for me
this was the most productive exercise session I ever had? wow
got advice for my dad: start calling your wife by her actual name
another panicked Mista visited Prosciutto
played and listened to my playlist, I love it so much
showered and washed my hair, let that air dry, fantastic
Joseph Joestar now has his red badge! :D
feeling tired but content <3
my spirit said my right ear lobe will be whole on August 20
both August 15 and August 20 are Virgin Mary holidays here...
chewed over some feelings again, they sure are circulating

August 15:

could witness my candle burn out (sorry for my interference!)
lit the next one and it shall burn until the 20th!
my spirit said my left lobe shall be whole in/by the evening! :D <3
let in the workers, things are progressing!
just did some unfucking in the pantry and I'm proud of me!
had a nice grilled sandwich and tomatoes and took my medication <3
played a puzzle to theta waves, just thinking
mom got poppyseed squares, fuck yeah!!! :D
lay down and then played mom's game a bit
got Rohan from a gacha, now I have a Rohan!
decided to do acts of kindness to help with healing
read Livi's second fic, then a two-parter from Bravinto
I can feel my ear lobes burning a bit so it's working! :D
Livi said nice things about me on Twitter ;*; <3
my spirit reminded me that I actually have an ear chip at home! lmaooo
put that on, it stings a lot so I'm positive about it!
my spirit also suggested Monster Factory so I guess my job is to keep happy!
I made Bravinto's day, and that made me very happy :D <3
we are talking a bit <3
finally read Jacque's fic and left comments, they were really overdue...
feeling better now that I did my acts of kindness <3
got some love on CC and Twitter :D Illegally Blond and Nadine :D <3

August 16:

slept well enough, waiting patiently...
parents let me have the last poppyseed square <3
did some unfucking in the pantry and it was successful!
also did chores on the side
ate a nice pogácsa when my parents got home
laughed and played some
someone or something filled me with sadness and then attacked me with pain
I firmly denied permission and sent it away and the pain disappeared
and now I just feel a sense of sad but hopeful triumph
tuckered out but feeling a little better
lunch was delicious <3
got some very kind questions/stuff on CC <3
got a very good prediction from my tarot deck for tomorrow
it promises creativity and passion... heck yeah!
ripped up and recycled a bunch of old notes, feeling good about that
drank a Kinley ginger ale and answered more stuff <3
had a good evening answering stuff <3

August 17:

slept well enough I think
made a new list of things I need to buy
ate a nice breakfast
gathered the recycling, unpacked the dishwasher, cleared out some jars
despite allergies I'm feeling better
bought a bunch of stuff I wanted, including allergy medicine
allergies and disappointment weighing me down but I'll sit with it
fiddled a bit with my purchases
Avdol (voiced) reached level 50!
will do my best to love myself
tried the chocolate I bought and it's delicious
started editing my chapter WIP and so far so good?
went shopping and got more exciting stuff so yay
tinkered more with my WIP
we got some raspberry and chocolate ice cream as a treat :']
got a promaggio message and answered it <3
wrote/edited almost two pages! that is a start!!!

August 18:

had a rough night but lived
I still care and I will still fight
ate some breakfast and started writing/editing again!
new PPP events came out and I'm so ready
did some reorganizing in my room and the pantry
got very emotional over my vow candle
it burned for a long time and I am grateful to it
mom couldn't get poppyseed squares but we did eat mákosguba for lunch
it was wonderful and then I lay down for a while :']
wrote a bit more and FINALLY untangled the outline, goddd
showered and washed hair, feeling better now!
FINALLY made the Melone and Formaggio Monster Factory screencap comic
some of my friends supported it, which feels good <3
did my best to spread a little love

August 19:

slept much better than yesterday <3
some things still sting but I'm allowing that
Mia enjoyed my comic and told me on Discord <3
had a lovely breakfast
put my tax files in order like an adult, ahahaha
played a puzzle and then wrote down and edited the prayer I was sent
instead of sitting here hungry, I went and ironed everything by lunchtime!
lunch was delicious :']
had a good rest after
exercised to theta waves and had a talk with myself
rested and played a puzzle
showered and washed my hair, feeling fresher now
did my best to write some more

August 20:

slept well
parents left for church so I'm doing some pantry work
had a nice breakfast and coffee
while parents were away, did a little rearranging of my living space
did a tiny bit of writing but mostly played a puzzle
ate a very nice lunch
got some ice cream and played Diablo II :']
managed a bit more writing in the meantime
Avdol got his red badge and voiced Mista got his voice <3
started another puzzle... sitting with my anger
Hungarospa exists and apparently it kicks ass

August 21:

had a nightmare but woke up before the worst of it
never mind, it continued but it was more consentual that time, wow
had a coffee, that counts as a highlight after this shit
had breakfast and started Release Radar
finished a puzzle
my mom made me a huge bowl of poppy sloppy and it was delicious ;*; <3
Diablo II coping mechanism Arakita werewolf funtimes
managed another segment
the next Hungry-Faced Gil video came out :']
Wamuu got his red badge :'] <3
tweaked Arakita's skill chart, I like it better now
wrote some more, reached almost 1900 words in the solid parts of the draft
did the Greater Energy Purification

August 22:

despite all the howling outside, slept well enough
feeling sort of indifferent I guess
had a good breakfast though!
it's Ellery's birthday! <3
started writing again, feeling a bit tired though
played more Arakita in Diablo II
made a joke at my dad's expense but it was funny :'D!!!
had poppy sloppy for pre-lunch <3
had some more lunch and coffee
played more with Arakita, ehehe
got a very kind message about my wirting :'] <3
my stomach was upset but it's getting better
finally got to the segment where Yuri will talk to his mother!!!
my mom heard me out and that was kind of her
was honest on twitter and a few friends reached out ;*; <3

August 23:

had decent sleep
played stuff
got an idea for the Louis/Giorgio wedding <3
my stomach hurt earlier but it's better now
had a nice lunch
the Kinley Virgin Mojito is not bad!
figuring out next week, can't wait tbh
discussing gift stuff with my sister
ordered gifts for my niece <3
just existing and that is fine
made a list of fics I want to write so I don't forget
my mood improved as evening went on, thank goodness

August 24:

had a very long dream, but it was mostly good
my blood pressure was good too
had eggs for breakfast and they were delicious
my mom took me to therapy and we bought strudels
therapist said I'm doing well all things considered
went to the mall and bought a few things
came home safely and had strudels for lunch
Nadine promised a comment and delivered!!! WOW!!! ;*; <3
I love my ships so much and I am so deeply horny for them it's healing me
played with Legolas the Archer Barbarian I made yesterday and he ROCKS
ate a pogácsa and it was good
did some chores, feeling good about that
had a chat with Mia <3
got a subscription to Habitica since it has been helping me so much
let myself off the hook and did a puzzle...
and for the first time I wasn't fuming while doing it!
gonna go to bed but wowie, I actually had a decent day in August!

August 25:

slept well enough
had strudels for breakfast
the charms have arrived!
dad gave me his pogácsa and it was delicious
spent my Premium Points wisely
put on regeneration chips and played Diablo II some more
did small chores and had a nice lunch
did a bit of tweaking on my space, now it looks better
showered and washed my hair
went to the mall and got stationery, I actually found what I wanted!
got some tissues on my way to therapy
my psychiatrist said I improved a lot ;*; <3
managed to get my medication from the pharmacy afterwards
got a new one, so here's to hoping it will be alright!
had some fun with the concept of catboys and catmen
"watched" the new Christina video (was playing with a puzzle)

August 26:

slept well enough on this new medication
Ellery replied to me and I had a bit of traffic on my fun posts <3
did some chores and had some breakfast to take my pills
played the new update and gosh, so many prizes and stuff!
replied to Ellery <3
organized my files so I have five previous years and this year in folders
rearranged that space and it looks so much better, I love this
will do my best to remain optimistic and have fun
had a nice lunch
managed to sort out and bind down another folder. proud of myself
played more games and watched Monster Factory
picked up writing/editing and did 1500+ words today!!! <3 <3 <3
cleaned up for the night
managed to cheer up after making myself cry during writing/editing :D
I really am feeling better, thank god

August 27:

slept on and off but I am up now
caught myself lapsing and shifted
the grinding bingo was brought back and it's so satisfying...
started revising the rest of my draft again and I'm making good progress!
went shopping with mom and we got everything we needed
had a lovely lunch
went back to writing and finished my first draft before 2 pm!!! WOOO!!!
laid down and blew off some steam...
got up and played a puzzle and I'm still sleepy, good gosh
lay down to theta waves and am feeling a little better
Monster Factory made me laugh many, many times
showered and washed my hair
realized that I basically have more energy and time right now for art! :D

August 28:

slept much better and had fun dreams!
ordered some tarot books from Biddy Tarot because why not!!! It was $69!!!
now I have like 900 pages of tarot to read whenever, woo!
had a lovely breakfast
listening to Release Radar
finally got hold of my uncle and they are okay, they just wanted to chat ;*;
everything's gonna be okay <3
started editing my first draft and so far, so good!
had a lamp session to help with allergies
resumed editing <3
had a lovely lunch and got some watermelon as a treat
edited my first draft and it grew to 7k with end notes :O!
got three nice messages on CC and answered them <3
got sick but my mom agreed to bake the cookies I was making <3
played a puzzle to Monster Factory...

August 29:

slept well I think
it's not a highlight, but Chadwick Boseman passed away. Rest in power.
went to the bank and the store, got money and breakfast
starting my new meds in the morning too, we'll see how this goes
continued Release Radar, good songs coming up
wrote 1100 words for Olga!
did an emergency errand for my sister and was 100% successful! <3
we saw mom off with everything
ordered pizza for lunch!
had a very bad gut and nausea episode but it has since passed
Kinley Ginger Ale slaps and also saves lives
managed to eat my entire pizza
spent some time resting and then started editing my chapter again
decided I liked my chapter a lot and published it! <3
managed to give my dad his meds and stuff
caught Saku and we talked a little
showered and washed my hair, cleaned up as much as I could
thinking of resolutions for the fall

August 30:

slept well enough!
had a talk with my dad about stuff
got four comments in the night as a person started reading!!!
had a decent breakfast
replied to the comments, feeling good about it :']
my dad took a shower, which is good
a new long PPP stage has been added! wooo!!!
allergies got me bad but I'm doing my best
welcome to the team, Janken Boy :D
played some Diablo II for allergy relief
got my dad lunch and mom got me lunch when she got home safe <3
did some allergy chips and a lamp session on my face
talked to my mom about stuff
planned out some things for the rest of the year and next week
looked up the 5 Tibetan Rites and bookmarked everything
read the foreword to Intuitive Tarot and printed out the calendar
played stuff since my head is busted
finally scrubbed my floor so I can fix up that protective panel on it
taped the panel down, finally, peace...
did another lamp session, got a magnet on, time for bed

August 31:

took care of my headache in the night and slept better after
my dreams were interesting so that's good
started the 5 Tibetan Rites
had a nice breakfast
got a comment on Like a Flame! :D <3
read the first chapter of Intuitive Tarot
did a daily guidance for myself, seems good!
learned how to decalcify our coffee machine, woo!
got some work from a client
got an idea: Vento Aureo + Major Arcana
found the kind of standing coat hanger I want in my room!
ended up ordering it because why the heck not
listened to Discover Weekly
had a lovely lunch
managed to will my headache away but mom massaged my feet anyway <3
showered and washed my hair to feel cleaner and better
managed to write 250+ words!
did a swap of paragraphs, now it reads better, ehehe
talked a bit to Mia <3
in the end I have written 500+ words! very good start! :D <3
got a headache again but the magnet is helping
decided to do another Healing with Angels meditation
Bravinto sent me a baby otter video I'm crying <3
we are talking about Illegally Blond, what a wonderful end to August :'] <3

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