July 1:

• slept well enough and woke up early
• had a conversation with my spirit to help orient my healing
• did a lamp session and meditated
• got dressed nicely and went to see my therapist
• it was a happy, energetic session we had now
• bought a homeless man a sandwich and a treat
• got my period but my pants remained clean
• my Prosciutto necklace arrived and was not subject to customs!
• ate a nice breakfast, I love wholewheat cocoa rolls
• in the morning my tooth was 20% bad! that's manageable!
• by the time I got home, mom measured 10%, which is wonderful!
• had a bit of lunch and lay down
• gonna go out on Monday afternoon with my friend! <3
• did another lamp session and meditated
• talked to Joey <3
• so far I'm feeling really good about myself <3
• Joey tried to comfort me, and at least that's something
• had a talk with my mom too

July 2:

• slept despite my breakdown yesterday
• managed a powerful lamp and meditation session
• even gave some energy to my parents afterwards
• my head is hurting a little, but it's hardly noticeable
• took a shower and washed my hair so now I feel fresher
• the big circles on my back are slowly vanishing
• ran regeneration chips, generally trying to stay on top of things
• lunch was delicious
• did another lamp session and chilled out on my bed
• listened to some Monster Factory for laughs
• talked to Jacque a little bit over Kingdom Hearts music
• had a nice walk to my psychiatrist
• cried my eyes out and got some validation and my dosis raised
• my head hurt a bit and as soon as I calmed down it went away, wow
• Joey finished his shawl and it is beautiful

July 3:

• slept pretty well
• mom's spirit says 2% healing progress since yesterday! 5% to go!
• had a nice breakfast to take my increased med dosage
• did my lamp and meditation session and it was good
• played some PPP and pulled some good characters
• listening to Release Radar and it's really good so far
• had a nice lunch and been playing PPP
• pre-ordered the Prosciutto nendoroid, hell yeah
• ate a nice little dinner
• got as far as the first 20 diamonds in the matched fights challenge
• watched a new video, seems like I've got the hang of things, which is good
• tried to have a conversation with Joey
• Jacque showed me some music from Persona

July 4:

• slept well, woke up to meowing
• saw two cats by the wall, that was nice
• did my lamp and meditation session
• my mom said there's 1% improvement, which considering these hard days, is good!
• gave my dad some energy and felt I pulled something from his knee
• ate a nice breakfast
• listened to the rest of the Persona battle soundtracks
• completely finished the puzzle set "Wild Animals"
• went shopping and got stuff we needed <3
• figured out how I'd like the rest of my day to go!
• a new event is on PPP so I started on that
• had a lovely lunch
• was going to exercise but took a delicious lie down instead, ho boy
• had another lamp and meditation session <3
• my head seems to be hurting from the front and stress, which will pass!
• just ate a huge bowl of raspberries
• listened to new videos from Christina and I'm glad they are making sense!
• helped mom put away raspberries and ate some porridge
• showered and washed my hair

July 5:

• slept well enough
• played some PPP and got a gold chest with 100,000 in it
• with that money I did two coin pulls and got SHIGECHI!!!
• had a nice breakfast and took my meds
• it seems my tooth is physically healing
• did my first lamp and meditation session
• did some chores
• listened to the guilt and shame healing video again
• been doing well on shredding things
• ate a nice lunch and had a lie down
• made a chocolate pavlova that's baking in the oven now
• decided to exercise and finished Phantom Blood
• the pavlova hasn't cracked yet and i'm very proud of it
• we ate like two thirds of it
• my nephew found it delicious and demanded the recipe <3
• got them the recipe printed
• we're taking one last shot at my brother helping to fix my bed
• my mom helped scope out my tooth situation better
• Joey has reached out to me, which is good at least
• apparently got a nice little comment on a one-shot!
• did not need a painkiller today at all! :D <3

July 6:

• had a fun dream about puzzle pieces
• my spirit told me my wisdom tooth has healed a bit again
• did some chores and washed my towels, then started another wash
• had my first lamp and meditation session, I feel it went well
• did some more laundry and started Discover Weekly
• ironed my outfit for today
• made a milk flan out of what we had
• had a nice lunch
• had a long lie down
• got ready for my outing
• we had a fun outing!
• I bought Prosciutto shoes!!! :D
• also bought pajamas and matching socks :D
• we ate sushi and it was nice!
• we went out for ice cream and talked a lot
• she showed me her tarot decks
• caught Joey's stream, too <3

July 7:

• barely slept but my head still feels okay, wow
• even through a cold front
• did a focused lamp and meditation session
• had a long rest
• lunch was nice
• talked to Joey and cried and such
• my spirit said my soul is whole, which is a relief
• Drew might be my twin flame and that's... yeah that explains stuff

July 8:

• had a weird but okay night sleeping and feeling hot sometimes
• did my lamp and meditation session early
• went to therapy and I think it went well
• stopped by a strudel place and bought what turned out to be delicious strudels
• bought some socks, lint rollers, and chocolate
• got home just fine
• shared the strudels with my parents, will buy more next time!
• played a little PPP, getting closer to my last chance to pull
• bought myself some Sudoku on Conceptis
• asked my spirit questions and I'm happy about the answers!
• it said there will be no procedure for me tomorrow, which is soothing!
• played more and ran a chip
• did my second lamp and meditation session
• we went to Metro and I bought some good stuff!
• we ate chocolat and salted caramel ice cream!
• did not get 4taro but I did pull Ghiaccio! <3
• Joey confided in me about something and we had a good talk <3

July 9:

• slept well enough
• my mom's spirit said I wouldn't get dental work done
• and I did not need the lamp for my teeth anymore!
• showered and washed my hair, feeling better
• had a nice breakfast
• did a lamp and meditation session to ease my sneezing/allergies
• went to the dentist, and everything is fine with my teeth! <3
• my mom's procedure went well! I'm very happy! <3
• came home safely and played some!
• had a lie down, my head hurts but it's probably processing all this! :D
• had a nice lunch, and ice cream for dessert :D
• wrote a bunch of emails and received good news of the yearbook!
• having a fun astrology and numerology chat with Joey!
• three of my friends wrote back!
• found a video on the law of attraction and sent it to Orsi
• my uncle went into surgery and apparently it has gone really well!

July 10:

• sleep was weird but enough
• saw baby birds outside and cheered up
• had a nice breakfast
• started an allergy chip and listened to shadow work stuff
• my acrylic Prosciutto stand has arrived! no customs required! <3
• mom made crepes and they really hit the spot
• Release Radar is really good today!
• played some games and completely aced the Landscapes pack
• sister's family dropped off the dog and left pretty quickly
• started planning for cleaning stuff with my mom
• did guided healing meditation for my first chakra
• calmly confronted my dad about his homophobia
• talking to Joey to calm down
• we had a good conversation and I did calm down <3

July 11:

• had a decent sort of sleep
• ate a nice breakfast
• Joey has already got his talk over so I'm glad I sent him energy last night
• Savvie came around to talk, moved into their apartment
• showed me their pixel art and all that
• washed and hung to dry the sheets I could uncover from the pile
• had a lovely coffee break
• helped my dad with a nice thing for a change
• ironed a bunch of stuff for us
• ate a light but nice lunch
• had a rest and then stocked the pantry, finally
• rested and listened to the karma video again
• checked up on Joey and he's doing well <3
• showered and washed my hair
• Lecsó wrote to me! :D <3
• my mom kinda did what I proposed she should do
• joined the live Greater Peace Activation :D <3
• gave my dad energy after it
• talking to Joey for a bit <3

July 12:

• slept heavier with two pills, might try this again
• felt cute in my strawberry pajamas
• ate a small breakfast to take my meds
• tried a shamanic journey and did my best.
• Savvie showed me their art
• refining the healing mantra for my skin
• watched a new video and it was eye-opening, and gave me focus for today
• turns out the mantra is working according to my mom's spirit
• we had a lovely lunch
• did my skin mantra and it felt like spreading warm lotion over me :']
• did the Divine Feminine Activation and it was intense! <3
• gave some of the energy to my parents
• talking a bit to Joey now
• mom made walnut cake and it's not bad!
• wrote to Lecsó <3
• showered
• had to let the comment go, but at least I could do it with some grace

July 13:

• slept well enough despite everything
• my skin is looking better!
• had a chat with friends
• went on errands and got them done!
• talked to a man on the street and gave him money, hope you have a good day!
• not feeling so anxious around my brother's family is nice
• my brother decided to make the board my birthday gift, that is good
• my mom's braided bread came out a little flawed, but still delicious!
• new events have started in PPP and I enjoy them a lot!
• did/started a bunch of chores
• we had a nice lunch
• rested and played and meditated and such
• Mia came and talked to me for a bit <3
• showered and washed my hair to feel better
• did healing meditation for my skin
• cheered up with some Monster Factory
• said hi to Joey to show that I meant what I said <3
• today around my brother's family has been pleasant

July 14:

• slept well enough
• woke up at 4:30 and heard meowing, but couldn't find a cat
• ate breakfast and took my meds
• took the washing off and put it away, the pile is now smaller
• did a lamp meditation for my skin
• rest and refined my mantra and played
• did some chores
• we had a nice lunch
• made a decision to heal my earlobes
• my sister's family came and took their dog, it went okay
• had a lie down and worked out some mantras
• did more recycling
• did a deep cleaning on my bathroom and I'm happy with the results!
• my mom helped a bit but the majority of effort was me, hehe
• listened to some new videos and played a puzzle to wind down
• talked a bit to Joey
• showered and am ready for a guided meditation
• meditation was great
• gave energy to my parents

July 15:

• woke up at 4 am to a cat meowing but couldn't find it
• ate breakfast and got ready for errands
• first errands successful
• bought treats for my parents and they liked them
• did laundry and ironing, feeling accomplished
• meditated and programmed myself to heal
• heard the cat meow again, still figuring out who it is
• did some shredding and will now start on another packet of notes
• watched a video on intuition and something clicked!!!
• had a talk with my spirit and rod
• FINALLY SAW THE CAT FOR A SECOND
• IT MIGHT BE THE MISSING CAT!!!
• we went shopping and got almost everything we wanted
• we went shopping again and got everything we wanted from there
• saw the small white and gray tabby cat in the front once and then it was gone
• mannnnnnnn
• made a tiramisu for tomorrow! <3

July 16:

• slept well and through the night
• we saw a bit more of the kitten today and it ate some of the food
• had a nice breakfast of tiramisu <3
• started and finished reorganizing and partially cleaning a room
• partially cleaned and reorganized my own room for tomorrow
• moved things into the room I sleep in for space
• had a nice lunch of pasta and more tiramisu
• had a long lamp and meditation therapy session
• played puzzles and listened to new videos
• played PPP and Koichi (Act 1) is now Level 50, congratulations!
• kitten is still in the garage
• had a moment of gratefulness for my medication
• reassured my mom about cleaning
• published my first ever promo tweet
• did guided meditation and it felt very good <3
• emailed Christina for the first time to thank her <3

July 17:

• woke up with a sore throat but no other bad symptoms
• showered and washed my hair and put on the outfit I wanted, I looked good!
• my dad took me to and from therapy
• therapist said I made good progress!
• had a restful morning and early afternoon
• got work
• Bonnie got the package!
• talking to Joey and reading up on numerology
• mom made bukta and it was good
• rested a lot

July 18:

• the kitten has now approached our porch, which is good
• I am ill so I have been resting and healing up
• ate cookies for most of the morning
• played and leveled a PPP character to 50, yay!
• sent Bonnie crochet links <3
• FINALLY THE BOARDS ARRIVED
• they put it in and my bed is finally fixed!!!
• showered and washed my hair, put on fresh pajamas too
• had a nice lunch
• did another lamp session and meditated
• pulled one last gacha and got voiced Jotaro and D'Arby Jr.!!! <3
• very happy with this <3
• listened to Release Radar and played puzzles
• did a guided healing meditation

July 19:

• feeling better this morning despite runny nose
• already did some chores
• got everything done by the noon
• took a shower and dressed nicely
• attended everything as best I could and I was very chill!
• bravely sat with my sister's family and talked to my niece <3
• the food was good enough but the tiramisu was my favorite part
• did a lot of healing during the afternoon
• played a lot of PPP and got GER Giorno on my first pull!!!
• just very, very, very grateful for everything

July 20:

• slept until nine but not feeling physically crap, which is a first
• emailed work about the abstract
• talking a bit to Bravinto on Twitter <3
• stressed, but doing my best to cope
• started listening to Discover Weekly
• prepared the article and emailed my client about it
• sorted out the trash and recycling, very proud of myself
• asked my spirit things and doing my best to obey!
• finally sent a message to Kíra Bags
• told Orsi that Kincső is missing her :D
• did more chores and ate a nice lunch
• my brother's family gets to go have a vacation after all, which is nice!
• played a puzzle while listening to music
• the urge to cry is still there, but I'll sit with it.
• listened to the whole Discover Weekly
• decided that today is a rest day to help myself
• lay down and had a rest and wrote down things I want sometime
• watched some new videos and am calming down
• did a guided meditation and cried
• Orsi replied to me and I replied to her <3

July 21:

• slept well enough and dreamed that Guido Mista has feminine energy
• had breakfast in bed and that was nice
• remembered my Discord password and reset my name
• started on footnotes
• helped my mom with administration, things are going well enough
• managed all the footnotes and sent my questions to the author
• had a good laugh about Monster Factory
• had a lovely lunch
• watched videos on Kundalini awakening and I think I might have had it?
• did a healing meditation by myself
• washed dishes and somehow getting hot and sweaty felt good to me
• rested and read some of the book I'm reading
• mom apparently knows a seer in our town!!! wow!!!
• showered and washed my hair
• had some luck in PPP! also put out the recycling
• did guided meditation again <3
• got some messages to attend to

July 22:

• slept some and that has to do!
• went out early and saw a beautiful sunrise sky behind all the foliage
• ate a bit of breakfast and played
• got three recycling bags, thank you!
• started working and so far, so good
• managed to talk to Kíra and agreed to buy a wallet
• Bravinto wrote to me and I wrote back <3
• we got an appointment from the seer! we'll go on the 28th! :D
• mom ran successful errands and will make yummy food!
• received my contract so I printed it and it's ready for the post
• tried the Hungarian healing meditation and got very sleepy
• had a nice lunch
• played some and talked to my ego <3
• started on the second section of the work
• got my order confirmed by Kíra Bags!
• received the information I had requested from the author
• was kind to myself work-wise and that's something!
• played a puzzle just thinking to myself
• caught Joey's stream!
• felt a lot of strange pain but no panic, and I offered the pain to God

July 23:

• had a lovely dream of the SWAT Kats' wedding anniversary
• Chance and Jake were just so loving towards each other, I loved that <3
• ate some breakfast and started work, tackled a very long paragraph
• the rest of this section are short! yay!
• decided to take a break and ironed a basketful of stuff
• gathered a new basketful waiting for me later :D
• took a rest and meditated and realized a thing
• had a coffee break, ate a bun, played games
• came up with an intention for fly paper :D
• worked more until lunch, both of these things were nice
• we have really cold winds and rain out, cooling things down
• making good progress with work!
• finished Section 3 by 2.20 pm :D
• showered and washed my hair
• went out to town and bought SO MANY THINGS
• The Flying Tiger had like a Kakyoin theme, cherries EVERYWHERE
• "tender reverence" "eyes opening up like butterflies"
• saw my psychiatrist and we are staying the same for now
• managed to get all my meds and some throat drops
• bought strudels on the way home and they were all delicious
• that shop attendant recognized me, she was so sweet
• had a talk with my mom
• did some unfucking around my old stuff
• talked to my sister about the couch at last, she doesn't want it
• did the first chakra healing meditation with my new appropriately red candle
• tried to do the right thing and that has to count for something

July 24:

• slept well enough
• someone left me several comments on my promaggio fics! :O <3
• my Kíra Bags purse arrived!!! :D
• started doing my work and it's going well!
• ate some breakfast and such
• finished work before noon, with some breaks but oh well!
• ironed the basketful of stuff before lunch
• had a good lie down and got to eat delicious lunch in my room
• started cleaning my bags and the polish remover does work!
• replied to the comments, they felt so good for the soul :'] <3
• rested, then gave the carpet cleaner a shot, here's to hoping!
• it worked and my favorite bag looks much better! :D
• transferred into my other bag, I'm excited to wield it in town! :D
• played a puzzle and listened to Monster Factory
• made my "new" bed very nicely
• took a shower and washed my hair
• proud of myself for having done well today!
• Straizo (Part 2) is level 50 now!
• did the heart chakra activation on a whim and it was good <3

July 25:

• slept well enough in my "new" bed
• mom looked at me and said my face skin was pretty :D
• we played a little together
• organized my underwear and sock drawers and I'm happy with the results
• washed and ironed things to move us along
• meditated a little
• watched a lot of short videos in succession
• played and such
• deep life questions time with Joey
• at least I gave binaural beats a chance
• did the soul blueprint meditation

July 26:

• woke up early for some reason
• I overpaid my taxes apparently, which is... a good thing, probably!
• mom brought us poppyseed squares, they were delicious
• saved one for breakfast tomorrow <3
• we checked if the lamp and regeneration chip might help me
• it should, so I meditated
• found some healing chakra music and put it on to play puzzles
• we ate nice leftovers
• resting and still listening to that music
• only had two coffees today, for better or for worse
• leveled (and ticketed) limited Illuso to level 50
• did another lamp meditation and I think it was very loving
• helped my mom and organized things for next week
• Jacque showed me a T&B short I've never seen before <3
• bought 20 gems on Habitica so we could have fun quests with Twi! :D
• had a long talk with my mom about prejudices, may it result in something good
• did the masculine energy healing meditation and it was so beautiful ;*; <3
• gave some of that energy to my parents

July 27:

• woke up to a couple under my window but then they walked on
• got some sleep despite everything
• Aria followed me on Twitter? hey <3
• went shopping and got the last sour cherry yogurt XD
• ate the last poppyseed square for breakfast and it was wonderful
• talking a bit to Kara
• started cleaning up the text
• signed up to have my electric bill electronically delivered
• cleared out all the footnotes
• had a loving, caring lamp session
• ate a nice big second breakfast
• did some chores right quick, feeling very efficient lmaooo
• ate a nice lunch and did more chores
• continuing work while listening to Discover Weekly and playing
• finished Discover Weekly and work just after 2.00 pm!
• rested a little and hung my clothes to dry
• did my second lamp session, letting it ingest <3
• decided to reorganize my clothes cabinet
• ended up sorting through all my clothes and gathering some to be donated!
• today's melons were really tasty, dang
• asked for stuff and Livi sent me a message <3
• managed three more team battles and got some stickers, hehe
• got all the stickers I could at my level! :D
• people sent some fun asks to answer! <3
• showered!
• did the Inner Union meditation and wow

July 28:

• woke up early and did my first lamp session
• PPP's update has been downloaded from the other app
• Moody sent me a message on CC, that was nice of them <3
• saw Kawajiri's tweets and sent them $100 <3
• started work again, I like what I have so far
• had a nice breakfast
• they wrote me back very kind words and I appreciated it ;*; <3
• did two-thirds of the reading by now
• we got some coffee machine business taken care of
• wished my niece happy birthday <3
• went to the lady and god she read us. I cried so hard
• my power animal is the secretary bird...
• came home and finally checked out the PPP updates, they are fun!
• ate a delicious lunch of crépes
• listened to Monster Factory as I played PPP
• did my second lamp meditation and it was nice <3
• continued the Monster Factory treatment
• talked to Joey some
• did the guided meditation I planned and it felt good
• slept well enough

July 29:

• woke up early and played PPP
• started writing in my notepad I bought
• had some breakfast
• did my first lamp session
• had a lovely breakfast
• rested because my allergies kicked it up
• had lunch
• rested more
• Bravinto sent me a cute video and we chatted a bit <3
• played a lot on PPP, played a puzzle, rested, laughed
• did more lamping of my face in the afternoon and hopefully I'll be okay
• I'm level 90 in PPP now, woo!
• caught Joey's stream, guess I'll go to bed with that!

July 30:

• slept well enough!
• grief came over me so I allowed myself to grieve
• had a lamp session for my face and asked for healing and love and guidance
• started work on the article once more
• sent an AU idea to Standshock and he enjoyed it <3
• got my period but I don't feel too bad!
• past!Einzel left me some snacks for this emergency and I appreciate that
• basically I ate cookies and chocolate
• managed to read my printed version, caught mistakes and such! good!
• had lunch
• corrected the mistakes, caught a few more, and sent it in! woooooo!
• did another lamp session, played, that sort of thing
• browsed a webshop and made new plans for tomorrow
• watched new videos on reincarnation and past life and thinking about that
• talking to Joey
• did not achieve much but at least I tried!
• we have not one! not two!! but three!!! frogs or toads! :D <3
• put on a theta waves video to meditate for the first time

July 31:

• apparently I fell asleep to the theta waves and woke up at 1:41
• and then at 5:41... thank you for the upgrade!
• pulled Bug-Eaten from the coin gacha, now I have 80 characters! :D
• my mom took me to the psychologist and we got strudels!
• I think my session went well
• went shopping and bought a whole bunch of stuff <3
• had strudels and coffee when I got home
• we had a nice lunch
• lay down to do a lamp session and just, lay there for a while, felt good
• playing a puzzle listening to Release Radar
• listened to some of Christina's videos again
• shredded some old stuff to theta waves
• talked to mom about how I should write again and I. Should!
• but I played first because I'm a goof! And that is fine!
• having fun building teams!
• showered and washed my hair, we are ready for meditation and bed
• seven months have gone by, and so much has happened...