November 1:

• got to send an apology to an old classmate in my dreams
• received a reassigned FTR!
• got a response from Bloomcrimson and a comment from Nadine...
• got a quick reply from Lindzay and I'm super excited to read for her!
• did the base of the frosting
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites, I am ready for my day!
• was absolutely psyched for a reading, so I did it in one go!
• very proud of what I have and I hope Lindzay will be happy, too!
• people may get on my nerves but god I still love them dearly...
• lunch was lovely
• submitted my reading! very excited about it! even earned a little badge!
• she replied very quickly and gave me a glowing review and 4 stars!!!
• Bravinto left me a comment, which made up for Nadine's weird one
• eating cake and resting up after making the cappuccino cake <3
• answered the comments I got <3
• played some games and rested
• Mom and Dad seemed pleased with my cappuccino frosting!
• called Orsi and it was nice to hear her talk <3
• changing my sheets! other nice PJ's tonight!
• had some fun on Twitter
• showered and washed hair, put on the cat eye pajamas >:3c
• got a short but happy comment on the Halloween chapter <3

November 2:

• had weird dreams, did not sleep much, but feeling okay
• went shopping and got warm pogácsa :]c
• Tenso is ready to ship my items :D
• tried the cake we made, could be less sweet but altogether not bad
• called my sister because of my dreams and it made her happy
• got a short but cute comment on my chapter <3
• got my period very unexpectedly, which is pretty good
• it's still making me shit so much, but oh well! cleansing I guess!
• started work and making slow but steady progress
• had lunch, it was fine
• resumed work to the Undertale OST, hoping for a comeback
• managed to sort out every date I could track down!
• decided to be kind to myself and be happy with the 1400+ dates I edited
• not feeling well but I still love myself and I'll get better
• it just fucking dawned on me that the original RWT Emperior is crimson...
• ...King Crimson... FUCK!
• did The Magician meditation from Soul Meditations
• showered and took out my trash, feeling a little better
• talked a bit to Bravinto <3

November 3:

• dreamed a bunch of things and slept in, oh well!
• put out the trash
• ate a yummy breakfast
• I've drawn nothing but Major Arcana so far this month. Today's card is Death
• hope it brings about the Death of Tyranny and the complete rebirth of the state
• started work, doing the quotations and such right now since there is a LOT
• edited some 1,800 quotation marks
• had some lunch, it was good
• rested a little, sleepy, but I still have time left..!
• hyped myself with the Undertale OST and finished the next two short texts
• all in all I have made 2500+ corrections and then made some more
• watched a new Christina Lopes video and almost vomited ten times
• she mentioned ascension is a bit like death... guess who drew Death this morning!
• showered and washed my hair, feeling cleaner, less nauseated
• asked for a reading for Thursday, will see how it goes!
• commissioned Casey for art to help her out

November 4:

• did not sleep long but slept well enough I guess
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites early, nature is healing
• fourth Major Arcana in a row... Temperance reversed this time
• Casey shared her playlist with me and is adding color to the commission
• ate some breakfast and now it is time to grind
• finished the first article at 2.20 pm... fuck
• had some lunch sometime before that though
• the Spanish site (and artist) responded to my request for a print! :D
• did not finish two whole papers but managed some footnotes
• showered, feeling cleaner
• watching masterclasses on the Court Cards
• loved Leeza's masterclass, it was so fun! :D <3
• I am a Queen of Wands by Zodiac! :D
• loved the Court Card "team" I pulled for writing my own book!
• did the Full Energy Purification meditation to clear out, hopefully a lot!

November 5:

• dreamed something about fixing my ears by fixing my (?)
• got a new Tarot reading! it's about twin flames :D
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites and had breakfast, I'm ready!
• did the reading and woah, I found some wounds. Heal, beautiful soul!
• went shopping and got most things I wanted
• made some homeless people happy I hope..!
• thought I'd be scrapping my old drawings but I still love them???
• ate a nice lunch
• Bravinto said my reading helped them with their chapter! :D <3
• started Discover Weekly to some puzzles, did several during
• got 5 stars and a glowing review!!! everything resonated with them!!! :'] <3
• got urgent work on urgency rate from the Chair, gonna score some good points
• got the 10 pass things we can get for now in PPP
• meditated with the Chariot for strength for the coming days...
• looked at some resources from Brigit

November 6:

• had weird dreams but slept enough I think
• went to the farmer's market and got everything we need
• had a poppyseed square for breakfast hee hee hoo hoo
• work is very sluggish but I'm not gonna give up (for long)
• ate a nice lunch
• kept making some progress
• finally put it down, having made SOME difference!
• broke out Twisted and played PPP, feeling a little better

November 7:

• dreamed about Sav and Azh, among other things
• woke up at a decent time
• started on my work before breakfast
• had breakfast and got back to work
• managed to clear up one article and did more of the next
• consulted with my contact about the omissions
• had a lovely lunch
• carried on working almost until 6 pm, I am a champ..!
• made progress!
• apparently Biden has won, wow!

November 8:

• slept well enough, dreamt about so much food...
• got a new Tarot reading and I want to help this person very badly
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites, which means I officially kept my resolution!!!
• ate a nice breakfast of brioche bread and yogurt
• just realized I should have marked off each individual lesson in the BTTP
• so I did that and now I must be making better progress! :D
• got as far as the quiz in Module 3 and I'm feeling good about that! <3
• scored 100% on the quiz! :D <3
• lunch was very nice
• had coffee and played PPP
• got confirmation from my client, so I started the reading
• it was not so easy this time, but I think I did a well enough job
• unwound with some PPP and such
• read over my reading and submitted it... fingers crossed!
• showered and unwinding now, played a Twitter game
• all in all, a productive day, but most of it was good <3

November 9:

• slept enough despite weird dreams
• started working because I don't want to wait around doing nothing
• finished an article so I rested by making up Tarot Spreads
• the artist wrote back, the prices are steep though...
• noticed I was missing an original article, so I put in a request for it
• got it very fast and the editor was nice <3
• ate a nice lunch
• resumed working and I am so glad I did because I still haven't gotten the text!
• making decent progress on this next article
• put it down at 5 pm, but I think I did pretty well!
• Orsi wrote me an email and that was nice of her... <3
• Nadine left me a comment, god bless <3
• posted a new spread on the forum :']
• Mom massaged my feet because I thought I was gonna throw up. Crisis averted
• showered and washed hair, which is getting too long for comfort, oops
• asked the Tarot which activation to do - I got the Unique Soul Blueprint

November 10:

• dreamed about my sister and also Jonathan Joestar
• I got a 5 star review from my third FTR client! I'm so glad I helped! ;*; <3
• Casey is nearly done with my commission! :D
• had a nice breakfast and am ready to continue working
• cleared yesterday's article out of the way!!!
• started on the next one!
• Casey finished my commission and I gave her 70 dollars <3
• VOICED OKUYASU AND VOICED AKIRA ANNOUNCED!!!!!! <3 <3 <3
• had a nice lunch
• talked to Joey for a bit
• finished a text just after 5 pm, wooo...
• finally did the 5 Tibetan Rites and started Release Radar
• watching Christina's New Moon in Scorpio video
• showered
• talked to Bravinto about smut stuff :']

November 11:

• dreamed about my sister again, among other things
• got a foot massage
• resting up some, hope it'll work
• rested a bit, mom brought me pogácsa and apple tarts
• did a light meditation with the Tarot cards above me too <3
• starting to feel much better... <3
• had a nice lunch
• worked a little but then decided I better take this chance to rest
• it felt really good to rest, I was in bed for a long time today.
• caught up on Discover Weekly to some puzzles, that was nice
• tomorrow is VOICED OKUYASU AND VOICED AKIRA DAY!!!
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites..!
• Mom ironed my towels so they'd be softer <3
• showered and washed my hair, setting an intention to clean up
• consulted the Tarot on how to meditate
• did a Heart Chakra Activation... feeling very tingly!
• feeling calmer. I'm so glad I rested today.

November 12:

• had interesting dreams and woke up early, but rested
• just having coffee in bed, enjoying the soft lights and quiet <3
• honestly feeling so much better, thank god
• got Voiced Akira at least...!
• had a nice breakfast
• started on footnotes and I'm making good progress, I think!
• cleared up the footnotes of the first section!!!
• had a nice lunch
• managed to do the footnotes of six articles in total!
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites!
• showered, feeling much nicer
• did a bit of this and that to feel more productive
• decided to start on Module 4 and it's fun!
• managed three of the units before I got tired <3

November 13:

• had very convoluted and exasperating dreams, but now I'm awake
• did a reading on my sister because I dream about her a lot
• had breakfast and let my sister know I'd like to talk
• started on the footnotes again and I think I'm making good progress
• had a lovely lunch and went back to work
• managed six articles' worth of footnotes by 4 pm or so
• got groceries
• can't have anything nice on PPP, but I'm still alive, I guess.
• had a cry and got some honey tea out of it
• decided to do a bit more of Module 4
• showered and washed my hair, feeling calmer and cleaner and better
• broke 4,000,000 with a combination of party peeps and Koichi in PPP

November 14:

• had interesting dreams and woke up fairly rested and alert
• had braided bread for breakfast, and later rice casserole
• started on the footnotes and finished like 100+ before lunch
• lunch was good
• went back to the footnotes, finished 80+ of them before 4 pm
• we are starting the last quest line! :D
• did my best to work on and I managed some more notes...
• ...not the whole quota, but I still did pretty well!
• played a bit and then did the 5 Tibetan Rites...!
• resumed Module 4 because Tarot brings me happiness and I miss the FTR...
• decided to read on the urgent article and it should be coming soon enough
• read the sample email reading provided for the next module
• also listened to the audio readings, and I learned some new things!
• like you can check the card on the bottom of your deck as an underlying theme!
• and the flexibility of readings, really!

November 15:

• dreamed stressful and wild stuff, but I'm awake now
• got some messages so I'll answer those
• felt hopeful about today's daily Tarot message...
• had some nice braided bread for breakfast
• had a conversation on Twitter about cats
• finished Module 4 with a 100% score on the quiz :]c
• rested until lunch because I really am exhausted
• had a nice lunch
• resting more because I'm very tired
• did the New Moon in Scorpio spread though!
• got some foot massage before we were interrupted yet again, as always, haha
• got Mom to finish the foot massage and trim my hair, yeehaw
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites and cleaned up good, feeling much better!
• did a lamp session on my forehead and nose, hopefully it will help
• did a quick Tarot reading on the story of next week...
• ...and the quintessence is XXI: The World! :D
• started Module 5 because I realized I need a week at least to complete it!

November 16:

• had wild dreams but slept enough, hopefully
• pulled the Empress for today
• had some fun on Twitter and a nice breakfast
• started on my last batch of footnotes while talking to Casey about AUs <3
• did a lot of footnotes by lunch
• had a nice lunch and Mom made French toast for us ;*; <3
• finished the footnotes around 2.30 pm, now I have all of them!!!
• had to rest and got up after 4 pm, might have to just be kind to myself here
• broke 5,000,000 in PPP! did not get diamonds, but it's okay...
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites, woo...!
• showered and then did the Empress Soul Meditation. It felt good. <3
• decided to start Tarot 101 and got through three lessons so far
• we remembered we had a sleep disorder chip so I put it on!
• browsed Tarot stickers... but now I sleep

November 17:

• had wild dreams again but woke up more alert, I guess
• started work before breakfast, then carried on after a nice one
• finished the first paper-based text around 10 am!
• finished the second paper-based text around 11 am! Woo!
• finished the third one just before lunch or so
• had a lovely lunch
• rested a bit and finished the fourth article before 2.30 pm!!!
• managed a total of five articles and I'm going to call that a great day!
• because it IS!
• finally got around to Release Radar with the help of games
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites..! I am getting younger every day! :D
• got back to Tarot 101, bonding with the Crystal Tarot now <3
• showered and washed hair, feeling cleaner :]
• watched/listened to Show Pig by Chris Fleming

November 18:

• had a lot of dreams, but slept much better and woke up feeling fairly good!
• Christina has a new video on the third eye!!! gonna watch that tonight :]c
• keeping track on my Tarot exercises
• finished the first article in two hours, hoping for the best!
• put away a bunch of fresh underwear and socks, feels good man
• went back to doing work and I finished three articles well before noon!!!
• we went shopping and got stuff we wanted <3
• ate a pogácsa and some treats
• resumed work and managed about as much as yesterday!!! wooo!
• checked my games <3
• listened to the 3rd Eye video
• did a No Spread Spread reading on it... ahhh...
• showered, feeling better
• resumed Tarot 101 and finished it!
• still kinda sad that all my notes disappeared, though..!
• maybe because download does not equal save? Gotta look into that...

November 19:

• had horrible dreams but woke up fairly rested and awake, so..!
• advanced with Module 5 a bit, doing a Self-Reflection reading
• it was all Major Arcana and had snakes, just like my dream! I'm laughing.
• I love, love, love the Crystal Tarot...
• had a nice savory and sweet breakfast!
• went to town and got a Remington hair clipper for us :D
• and some trinkets for Orsi and I <3
• walked to the massage therapist just to see where it was
• had a nice lunch at home
• we bought night stands for Mom and Dad
• time to rest and take care of myself
• fed my sixth chakra some nice Bioptron light and listened to the OMs
• got some questions on CC <3 update: got six in total! WOW!
• did another reading and advanced a bit with my Training Program
• walked to therapy and back and it was alright <3
• got my usual dosis, but forgot my card so I'll pick it up later
• also bought some treats on the way :]c
• answered my CC questions! <3
• started Release Radar to puzzles
• remembered to do the 5 Tibetan Rites, that was close...
• showered, washed my hair, put on the sleeping disorder chip

November 20:

• had some dreams but slept well enough
• had nice pastries for breakfast
• set to work, managed two texts
• went to get the ring under the guise of getting my meds
• could not get the meds but I got the ring!
• had a nice lunch
• carried on working and switched to translation
• managed almost half of that, so I'm content
• went a little bit further with Module 5
• ended up taking a shower before the 5 Tibetan Rites, but I did not let it stop me!
• kind of chilled until it was time for bed

November 21:

• had very scattered dreams, was awake here and there, but I feel okay now
• just having a coffee, thinking my thoughts
• had a nice breakfast and started work
• managed to finish translating before noon! wooo!
• asked for early lunch so I could carry on working and got scrambled eggs <3
• resumed work and finished the text I left off last time!
• finished two texts in total, stopped working a little after 5 pm!
• I'm very proud of myself and so happy!!!
• played some games
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites... I'm really proud of myself for keeping at it!
• showered and washed my hair, feeling clean and calm
• listened to that third eye video again for the info
• instead of reading for myself, I did a reading for Geese
• one day, I'll see some love come back my way.

November 22:

• had pretty funky and fun dreams, which is worth not feeling so awake today!
• Geese sent me a thank you note for the reading <3
• drank a coffee, got myself ready, ate some breakfast, and resumed Module 5
• did the journalling exercise and it turned out fantastic! I loved it! :D
• completed Module 5 and got 100.00% on my quiz! :D <3
• played a bit, it was fine
• got some second breakfast and it was lovely <3
• decided to just go ahead and do Release Radar to some puzzles
• laid down for a while
• my brother came around and put up the lamp I got for my mom! finally!!!
• lunch was lovely :']
• rested and played some more... but no Voiced Okuyasu for me...
• the Master the Tarot Card Meanings course was 50% off... I bought it...
• I'M LAUGHING SO HARD BUT I WAS GONNA DO IT! I WAS GONNA! NOW HERE WE ARE!
• showered, feeling cleaner and nicer
• decided to use the lamp on my back, we'll see how it feels
• did some PPP Excel maintenance
• also did a tiny bit of prepwork for tomorrow!

November 23:

• had wild dreams but I am now awake and okay, if a bit sleepy!
• looks like my Tarot reader is ready to do the reading for me
• found another person from Hungary in the directory :D
• ate a nice breakfast and started work, so far so good!
• started on the next text after cleaning up the translation
• finished at noon so I got to make a donation trip at last!
• the lady at Vojtila was so happy for the dining set that she highfived me :'] <3
• the Rotary Club travelling library was near empty so I restocked it!
• got some shopping done, got warm pogácsa :D
• had a lovely lunch <3
• made absolutely fabulous progress! only two more texts tomorrow!!!
• was able to finish early so now I'll be nice to me <3
• finally got to let Auma know I got the book and loved it! :D <3
• called GG to thank her for our sessions and wish her well :]
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites with a conscious intention
• started Module 1 of Master The Tarot Card Meanings
• got to the last lession in there I think!
• showered and washed my hair, feels good to be clean!
• had a lamp session for my back, it looks better now
• made a decision to assign the Tarot cards to Part 1-6 characters
• started on it and so far I love it

November 24:

• had scattered dreams, slept well enough
• my reading is ready...!
• it was a really fun reading, and I gave it as much feedback as I could! <3
• saw the Tarot challenge for November and it looks fun! I might do that!
• took care of the trash and had a nice breakfast :]
• set to work and now I have the List of Contributors done!
• working on the penultimate text now...
• finished everything except for the final text, just before noon! :D <3
• spent some time on the training programs, did some of the exercises!
• had a lovely lunch!
• got back and did the last text and HOLY HECK WAS IT DIFFICULT.
• but I finished just before 6 pm... woooooo...!
• got back to JJBA Tarot lmaooo
• Christina published a new video and apparently I'll be super affected...
• showered, feeling cleaner, should try and set some goals
• remembered to do a sleep problem chip before bed

November 25:

• dreamed that some acquaintances and I decided to kill video game Hitler
• chatted to my parents about the upcoming astrological phenomena and such
• had some breakfast and looked over the files
• sent them in with a long list of corrections :]c
• had more breakfast. I'm proud of me. Now I just need to figure out how to rest.
• dear Creator, I am grateful for having had the funds to help out my mother.
• did some Tarot stuff to unwind <3
• had a nice lunch
• rested a bit and then completed Module 2 of Master the Tarot Card Meanings
• finished the JJBA / Tarot project
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites! whew..!
• called Orsi and we talked for like an hour kljflkgjsd
• showered and washed my hair, it felt good
• did a sleep problem chip before bed

November 26:

• had very scattered dreams that I don't remember by now
• played a little PPP and prepared for my meditation
• I am feeling very hurt and sad, but I did do my meditation
• it gave me a moment of joy...
• journalled all of it
• now I'm having coffee and eating pogácsa while crying
• had a cry in bed then played a tiny bit of Diablo II
• then got back to the Tarot course because why not
• we ordered pizza
• pizza was good
• did some more Tarot and then the 5 Tibetan Rites
• learned new things... will be okay somehow
• played a bit... should probably shower
• played some Rusty Lake: Roots because it's been a while
• went to my therapy appointment and it went well, I think!
• played a little more and I think I'm tired enough for bed now

November 27:

• slept well enough I guess, had funky dreams about sports
• everything went dicks up but at least I remained calm through it
• started on the changes they want, trying to keep it together
• finally listened to Discover Weekly since work allows it
• also did Release Radar
• found the OST of Hair so I went through that, still amazing
• mom made fish for lunch to cheer me up, god bless
• resumed work right after, went through 4 + 10 + 5 texts today!!!
• which means there are 9 texts left tomorrow...!
• finally preparing for my meditation
• meditated and assessed all the things that had been on my mind...
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites, feeling proud of myself.
• now I'm just here...
• we tried rubbing my back. Not sure how much we need to for it to turn red...
• popped in Twisted to have some better feelings

November 28:

• slept well enough, had so many dreams, goodness...
• had a nice little breakfast
• finished the first article just after 9 am
• made more progress until lunch
• had a nice lunch
• got back to work and finished around 4 pm
• I now have almost everything!
• did the XVIII meditation like I planned, and it was very reassuring ;*; <3
• finished Twisted and played, feeling a bit more calm after all the work...
• listening to Milk being on a podcast and she's wonderful
• we washed my hair and minded the little needle patches so things are still good!
• showered and dried my hair, all nice and clean and ready!
• we did the live activation together and it was INTENSE
• my mom said she hasn't had leg pain since I put my fingers on the hurt spot!!!

November 29:

• dreamed that Jonathan Joestar was a superhero, which he was. God bless!
• the Devil came back to be my guide today :'D
• did work and made all the corrections asked of me so far
• had breakfast
• we exchanged some emails, and I'm coping as best I can (while angry)
• meditated with the Wheel of Fortune and learned new things...
• ended up sending my current file, saying everything in its favor
• had a nice lunch
• relistened to a Christina video and got some ideas for healing with dad
• did a bit more progress with Module 6
• pruned an old art folder, a lot of things to shred there!
• finished Module 6 and got 100.00% on my quiz! :D
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites! <3
• assigned Tarot cards to the seven chakras
• showered, feeling cleaner and nicer
• started watching Starship again earlier, finishing it now
• got some fresh sheets and stuff, thank you mom...

November 30:

• slept well enough, can't remember what I dreamed
• just having me time, drank coffee, browsed Twitter, etc.
• freshened up and aced the monthly Solitaire dailies
• meditated with The World, now my self-reflection meditation series is complete!
• went a bit further and did the first unit of Module 3 of MTCM
• went shopping and got treats for tomorrow's donation bash <3
• ate lunch despite feeling unwell
• rested a bit
• talked to SI, reassured him things will be fine and submitted my texts
• did the Full Moon Spread and it looks promising...!
• played some and did a bit more of Module 3 of MTCM
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites...!
• did a bit more of Module 3...
• Joey messaged me out of the blue so now we are talking
• showered and washed my hair, the bandages are still holding on!
• we made a deal to try and consult what we know best <3
• did the full moon activation again with my mom