October 1:

• had horrible dreams but they are over now...
• dressed my Habitica avatar and he looks SO GOOD
• had a nice little breakfast
• unclogged my shower drain and washed my pajamas
• put on a healing chip and did the entire Suit of Cups for the Type Tarot
• played some PPP and that counts for something
• crocheted a little, but my hands hurt, so I threw out a lot of old university notes
• fried crepes for lunch and they were pretty good!
• found beautiful yarn and I'm so torn, I want to buy it...
• did the whole Suit of Pentacles for the Type Tarot
• cleaned up in the kitchen somewhat
• been crocheting on and off, getting tired but a little closer
• ordered the Biddy Tarot Planner because I lost control of my life
• finished the Suit of Swords of the Type Tarot
• did the Full Moon in Aries Tarot Spread <3
• finally finished the green scarf...!
• talked a bit to Joey and Niko
• found a really wonderful cross-stitching pattern :D
• showered and washed my hair, feeling cleaner and calmer now

October 2:

• had much nicer dreams and slept much better
• went shopping and got stuff we wanted
• went to the farmer's market and got us some treats!
• breakfast was lovely, most of these treats were a hit
• finally did the 5 Tibetan Rites...
• did some chores and went to the printer shop
• now I have the Tarot planner for October-December 2020 :]
• got some postal boxes, they seem to be decent sizes!
• did some Tarot stuff, feeling good about my last year <3
• lunch was lovely, I ate myself silly with sweets today, goodness...
• played a puzzle to Release Radar, it was pretty good
• went hog wild and wrote a ton of meta on Twitter
• decided to do the rest of the Suit of Wands and now it's all complete!
• Joey gave me a beautiful testimonial...
• turned on the heating and showered all nice :']
• found the laundry and hung it to dry, gosh

October 3:

• slept well enough and had fun dreams
• had coffee and just lounged
• ate a very nice breakfast
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites on the rug and it was better!
• Formaggio got personal gifts in PPP so I got to hear his voice for that :D
• already wrote over 500 words of my Halloween chapter! :D <3
• by editing previous parts, it is now 1.3k words, ehehehehe!
• had a lovely lunch
• I am up to 5k words and it's not even 2.30 pm yet, I love this!
• tried the cake my mom made and it's delicious, god
• ended up with a 7.1k draft by 6 pm!!! THIS IS SO WONDERFUL!!!
• the Ten of Wands was a good omen, OH MY GOD. I DID IT!
• tidied up in my room and vacuumed to be ready for my brother
• we'll finish our quest tomorrow, which is very good <3
• showered and washed my hair, feeling clean and nice
• made some progress in PPP

October 4:

• had weird dreams and slept until 8 am, that was wild but okay
• had cake with my coffee and it was terrific
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites in the living room again
• did almost all of the ironing, and washed and hung two rounds of laundry!
• helped my brother install lamps, glue my couch, and clean up after us
• I am so, so thankful for the burst of passion and happiness I feel today!
• made plans for next week, feeling good about them!
• decided to read one of Bravinto's short fics and it was so cute :']
• lunch was delicious <3
• rested a little but still thinking about plans!
• read one of Livi's fics too because she deserves nice reviews <3
• cleared the Canyon of the Magi and killed Duriel pretty easily!
• showered, cleaned my glasses, all that good jazz to make me feel nicer <3
• decided to edit my chapter since I had planned to and I love it!!!

October 5:

• had weird dreams but slept well and woke up at a good time
• drew the Six of Wands for today, I'm excited to see where it takes me!
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites and had a nice breakfast
• the couch glued perfectly, so I called my brother to thank him :]
• read a bit of my chapter and made a few corrections, but it's perfect
• got my period in one swift burst so I cancelled my outing :c
• rescheduled therapy to next Monday
• decided to be kind to myself and play some Diablo II as a distraction
• mom made pizza dough so we had pizza for lunch and it was terrific :'] <3
• played more Diablo II
• called my contact and he'll try and look into the commission for me
• played a puzzle to Discover Weekly
• showered and washed my hair, feeling better by now

October 6:

• had very funky, thrilling dreams, and slept well enough!
• put out the trash so we're fine, now I'm just enjoying my coffee
• ate nice stuff for breakfast and drew the Ace of Cups for today...!
• did some cleaning up in my Google Docs
• composed a promaggio ditty out of nowhere, thank you Ace of Cups! <3
• had a nice lunch, I made a good cherry soup :]
• had my coffee in bed, felt good
• played some Diablo II because I deserve to have fun on my second sick day
• tried out the basket weave stitch and it's challenging but cool!
• managed three "rows" of patterns before my hand said no
• showered and cleaned up, feels much better...
• reread my ficlet and edited a bit but I really like it, dang
• watched Christina's new video and found out about the Merkaba :O!!!
• posted my ficlet after some last-minute tweaking for maximum beauty <3
• Joey said my basket weave looked great so far! :'] <3

October 7:

• had weird dreams but woke up nice and alert around 5 am
• disappointed about the lack of comments but will bear it
• checked one of my Google Docs and remembered how much I love Makiara
• had a long conversation with Nadine that was nice
• ate a lovely breakfast, thank you Mom <3
• Ellery and Moody left comments on my ficlet and it made me happier ;*; <3
• went to buy groceries and brought home some pogácsa
• got money, bought stuff that sparked joy, and had stuff printed
• gave 2,000 to homeless people <3 also marked this in my journal!
• opened my art shop package and took out the white pan for journaling
• had a lovely lunch
• tidied my bathroom so it should start feeling more manageable! <3
• read Nadine's one chapter and hopefully managed some meaningful comments on it
• did some laundry so I'm closer to assembling a care package now
• showered and washed my hair, packing in and out isn't bad!
• crocheted to a song I really like, managed to reach color 2 tonight <3
• played some Diablo II as a treat
• Geese's house flooded so I sent some money

October 8:

• slept well enough, dreams weren't too wild either
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites and I'm doing my best to feel okay
• ate some breakfast even though I don't have an appetite
• went out and bought a ceiling lamp for my mom's birthday <3
• went out for groceries and then got a mug for mom, and a hot water bottle!
• the work finally arrived, which is great! thank you dear Creator <3
• Nadine replied to my comment and it was very nice..!
• had a nice lunch and now I'm waiting to discuss things with my contact
• talked to them and made my point very clear
• crocheting away my nerves
• thank god they listened to me, god bless them - now I will be able to start!
• tidied up my donations somewhat, feeling better about that
• printed out enough stuff to make a start tomorrow
• did a few chores and now I'm a little closer to my goal
• replied to Nadine's nice reply <3
• just chilling for the rest of the day because I really need to
• played a puzzle to relax
• showered, now I'm feeling cleaner and ready for bed soon
• write a bit for the collection, just some thoughts I'll expand on later
• found a recorded livestream of Griffin playing ACNH :']

October 9:

• had interesting food dreams
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites and had some breakfast to take my meds
• started on the text and it's not as hopeless as it seemed at first glance!
• crocheted while waiting for PPP to download the new update
• almost onto color three now, woo!
• checked the update and holy heck, so much new stuff!
• continued work and feeling good about it
• ordered some tissue paper for future decluttering
• managed the first four short parts before 11.30 am and printed some more
• crocheting to Griffin playing ACNH to rest some from reading
• had a nice lunch
• tried to rest but ended up watching the rest of the ACNH stream
• and reaching color four in crocheting this scarf because I love the pattern
• losing steam but I will finish the fifth text today!!!
• started up the stream again and crocheted because god
• finished the fifth text!!! before 6 pm
• now it's resting for the rest of today :'] <3
• caught a webinar by Biddy Tarot so I'll do that first...!
• attended it and it was fun... I'll join the community next year...
• showered and washed my hair, feeling much nicer
• reached out to Bravinto because of Tarot and PPP <3

October 10:

• dreamed about food and such, had decent sleep
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites and now I'm eating poppyseed cake, so good
• got a burst of inspiration and wrote it out for over 300 words!
• started work, with small breaks to play cards, drink, etc.
• finished the first article before 11.30 am, time to rest some
• plotted out my schedule as best I could!
• crocheted to Griffin's next stream of ACNH and reached color five!
• lunch was absolutely delicious <3
• tried to have a lie down, but now I'm having coffee and crocheting
• finished the second article before 4 pm! I'll be kind to myself and rest now <3
• got into a frenzy and finished the scarf to the next next stream! :']
• mom cracked open one of our walnuts and it's beautiful!!!
• wrote some more of the ficlet WIP from this morning <3
• Josuke got his voice! :D
• made some plans for next year and finished the first draft of this ficlet
• showered so now I'm all set for whenever I go to bed <3
• had some fun on PPP using my heart supply

October 11:

• had weird dreams but slept well
• realized I would be by myself for a bit and it made me happy
• prepared my second box of stuff for charity
• and disposed of some garbage that needed throwing away :]c
• ate a nice breakfast
• crying to Nagy Utazás...
• started working and hopefully I'm making good progress
• emptied the recycling into a bag, things are coming along
• managed one part of the text before 11.20 am
• crocheted to Monster Factory and I have over half of a beanie?
• lunch was delicious, beef broth and cake... <3
• got a few nice messages on Twitter and Nadine did a Promaggio for me <3
• showed Joey my beanie project <3
• started on the second half of the text
• finished before 4.30 pm, which is very good
• I can finally take a break from work until Tuesday... <3
• finished Release Radar to a puzzle and it was really great this time!
• got such lovely messages on CC, it felt so good... ;*; <3
• edited my ficlet and posted it... I met my yearly quota ;*; <3
• showered and washed my hair, feeling fresher

October 12:

• forgot my dreams by the time I could write them down :D
• had a good feeling about my day and life <3
• made soda bread, it's baking now
• washed up after myself and put away the drying stuff, feeling good about it
• increased the 5 Tibetan Rites to 15 repetitions! wooo!
• ate a nice breakfast with fresh bread, cold meat, and cake <3
• Nadine left me a nice comment, will have to reply to that later..!
• went to therapy and it went okay
• bought some fun stuff and bought my mom flowers and oven mitts
• found the seamstress my mom mentioned, will bring my coat there
• apparently my sister's family dropped by as a surprise, fantastic
• had lunch with them, it was okay
• finished the beanie and it's small for me, so I need to expand future ones
• they went away before 4 pm, phew...
• wrote a short WIP because inspiration struck while outside
• asked the Tarot about the Heart Accelerator
• something in my heart says I should go for it...
• had some fun in PPP and Akira has his red badge now :']
• my brother's family came by and it was infinitely nicer than the afternoon
• also apparently everybody liked the bread I made c:
• showered, gotten ready for bed
• had some fun in PPP and reached Level 99
• oh, and today I learned a trick to make working in the round seamless!!!

October 13:

• could have slept better but at least had kitten dreams
• put out the trash... :']c
• had a nice breakfast of cake and such
• started work earlier than before so I'm making decent progress so far
• feeling like pure shit but I'm almost done with the first article
• managed one article by gritting my teeth and crying
• had a breakdown so I took a sedative and managed to rest for a bit
• declined the Heart Accelerator because it's too expensive, damn
• had a lovely lunch
• decided to take the rest of the day off
• rested for a long while and then showered and washed my hair, feeling better
• my headache is almost gone, too
• asked my mom to iron my duvet so I could remake my bed
• PPP Mista visited Prosciutto once more, I wonder what Joey is up to
• made my bed all nice again <3 and prepared the recycling
• managed the 5 Tibetan Rites, even if 12 hours later than planned..!
• replied to some messages and to Nadine on Ao3 <3
• Joey told me PPP Mista was on the money again...
• Joey offered to hear me out on my bad day
• dressed my Habitica avatar up all spooky like
• attended Joey's stream and crocheted along for my next beanie <3

October 14:

• had decent sleep and okay dreams with some Yowapeda mixed in
• aside from a headache, I feel much better and put out the recycling
• crocheted the next round, curious to see how this shapes up
• got the recycling out of the way
• started work and then got some breakfast, it was yummy
• my package arrived today, 10 kg of tissue paper ahoy!
• went and started work, my head hurts but it's going fine
• made a bit more progress on my next beanie
• mom bought delicious pogácsa so work is going better now
• finished the first thing before 12.30 am with longer breaks in-between!
• having a rest while I wait for lunch
• lunch was lovely
• had a rest after lunch with PPP
• went back to work and it's going well enough!
• finished it after 4.30 pm, now I'm not so far behind...!
• replied to my CC messages! <3
• ended up working on a WIP and finished my first draft of it! <3
• making a decision to go to bed because I deserve my rest <3

October 15:

• did not sleep well, but after several hours of fighting my headache is going..!
• I was visited by voiced Prosciutto this morning... I love Him
• Mom agreed to give me a foot massage and it helped
• decided to take today off to rest and rest only (no decluttering, etc.)
• edited my ficlet and it's really good, dang
• had a nice breakfast/lunch
• played some Diablo II because I'm worth it :]
• proofed the ficlet again, it's ready and sexy <3
• crocheted another layer on the second beanie
• replied to Ellery's kind reply on Ao3 :'] <3
• rested and vented to my mom a bit
• managed the 5 Tibetan Rites pretty late but I did manage it!
• showered and washed my hair, that feels better
• started the laundry and published my ficlet because why not
• played a puzzle to the Tarot DVD because I needed a refresher
• got a comment in the meantime, god bless this person

October 16:

• had Animal Crossing-esque dreams so that was good
• woke up very early, but in a very good mood :'] <3
• had a very early morning coffee in bed and it made me so happy...
• basically I'm glad I took a day off <3
• did some Tarot spreads and I'm loving Tarot more and more!
• finally did the 5 Tibetan Rites early! feeling much better <3
• had a nice breakfast
• did the Self-love Spread and I loved it so much...
• ate a poppyseed square, god bless
• we went to donate some of my stuff and noticed our license plate was gone
• we located it at the cleaners! :D <3
• lunch was nice
• managed to meet Orsi and go to a café
• the coffee and cake were excellent and we talked a lot
• Orsi asked me to read Tarot for her <3
• we talked about the past and how we miss living together... wow
• bought two beautiful boxes for my stuff :']
• just chilling now <3
• finished crocheting the blue hat, now I just need to weave in the ends :D!
• designed some spreads, now I just need to think about the questions!
• reached out to Joey and had a chat <3
• Christina will hold a Merkaba activation tomorrow!!!

October 17:

• had weird dreams but slept well enough I think
• Kíra Bags will be at the mall today!!!
• ate a poppyseed square and got to work
• finished the first article before 9.30 am
• rushed to the mall to see Kíra Bags and bought a 3 in 1 bag... :'] <3
• bought some crystalline glasses for Christmas <3
• ordered my mom a Delimano mixer for Christmas, woo!
• made some progress on the next article before lunch
• lunch was delicious <3
• managed to do the second article too
• finally devised a format for Orsi, with 49 cards in total...
• managed to type up my questions
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites at last, caught up on PPP, and talked to Joey
• now I'm ready for the Merkaba Activation! :D
• she said "like an empty cup" and I drew a reversed Cups card today...! ahhh!!!

October 18:

• had weird dreams and slept less than I wanted, but I feel okayish
• got a nice little comment on WHMM
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites, 15 repetition week complete! :D
• did some chores and now I'm ready for a yummy breakfast <3
• gathered some more donations for next week
• had some more nice food and a coffee
• started on the first article
• finished the blue beanie by sewing in the ends
• finished the first article, thank goodness
• started the green beanie and I'm almost ready to start layering!
• lunch was very good
• started on the second article and it's better than the others language-wise
• finished it by 4.20 pm (blazed it)
• decided to play a puzzle to Release Radar, it was pleasant
• had a talk with Joey, not really positive but eh, we'll get there one day
• one box is technically full now!!! some more things to go in the other! <3
• discovered I can make card graphics in Word
• messed around a bit with spread formations
• Joey decided to stream
• did a round of moss stitch on the beanie and it felt really nice...
• got a comment..! ;*; <3

October 19:

• had weird dreams but I'm awake now
• got another comment from the same kind person from last night, god bless <3
• we received bad news, but I hope we won't receive very bad news
• started work after a scant breakfast, making good progress so far
• had some more breakfast
• amended the Halloween chapter, it's now perfect I think!
• finished the first text so I was able to run errands before lunch
• the seamstress opened the pockets for free, god bless her :'] <3
• got everything I wanted, except a dutch oven
• now I'm home resting and running an immune system boosting chip
• ate a nice lunch and relaxed with a coffee and Tarot spread ideas
• replied to the lovely comments I got <3
• finished the second text before 3 pm, very proud of my progress!
• ordered stuff online because I'm losing control of my life lmaooo
• finished the third text before 4.30 pm and now I get to rest
• spent several hours making a virtual Tarot template... I like it a lot!
• confirmed with Orsi and got the details I needed :D <3
• talking to Joey :]

October 20:

• slept well enough and forgot my dreams by the time I woke up!
• put out the trash and now I'm resting up for my big reading
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites and washed up a bit, things are progressing!
• did some calculations on the main actors of the reading
• started sometime after 9 am and worked constantly until lunch
• resumed after lunch
• now I'm finishing up by adding pictures
• it was super fun and super insightful! I hope she will find it helpful!
• crying because I feel awful but Joey is talking to me
• a video of a dancing guy cheered me up
• did a clandestine reading for my friend and I and... I Scream
• calmed down eventually and took a shower
• finalized my document and made a pdf for my friend <3

October 21:

• slept well enough, though I woke up too early
• that nice person sent me more comments and they are all SO LOVELY!!! ;*; <3
• sent my masterpiece to my friend :D
• she got it and got so invested she almost missed her bus... :'D
• ate a pogácsa for breakfast and it was nice <3
• started on the first text, making progress...
• finished around 11.30 am, feeling teary and sad
• made some progress on the green beanie
• gutted my top left cabinet and filled a medium box full of DVDs!
• had a nice lunch
• started the next article
• finished the second color on the beanie
• slowly but surely chipping away at the second text...
• finished it after 5 pm, rested to Discover Weekly and a puzzle
• talked to Joey a little
• though it was late, I did the 5 Tibetan Rites and I'm proud of myself <3
• showered and washed my hair, feeling a lot better this way
• got Baron Zeppeli from the coin gacha so he's finally SL 2!!! :D

October 22:

• slept well enough, had weird dreams
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites early today! wooo!
• made soda bread, it looks good and is resting now <3
• there's a new Biddy Tarot webinar, so I signed up and got a workbook
• started the first text
• the Kitchen Aid knockoff arrived as a present to mom <3
• the soda bread came out very good!
• finished the first text in good time!
• wrapped the Delimano and put it on Mom's bed as a late birthday present
• she was so angry thinking I was messing with her, then happy XDDD
• eating a pogácsa as my reward lol
• made Potato Rosti and it wasn't perfect but it wasn't bad!
• had some rest and started the second text
• finished the second tier on the green beanie
• finished the second text so now I can rest
• finished a game that I need a badge for and it was fun!
• my friend called to thank me for the reading :']
• my contact wrote to let me know my price is fine!!! YESSS
• packed two linen bags full of books for the train station giveaway <3
• opened the Bellini bullet journal and it looks very good!
• crocheted some more while listening to Undertale OST
• replied to one of those lovely comments :'] <3
• attended the new Biddy Tarot webinar and downloaded the bonus
• binging the Undertale OST because it's so good

October 23:

• had some interesting but funny dreams and slept enough
• started my day nice and tight, I have a good feeling about it
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites and my mom will make braided bread soon <3
• did some scrapping of my university notes
• made holes in the big box for easier grabbing!
• did Tarot readings on health issues - it's a start!
• did a reading on the Training Program and it's VERY positive...
• talked to my mom about my symptoms and feeling better about them
• the braided bread is done and it's delicious, goddd
• I enrolled in the training programme! No turning back now! :D <3
• managed to access the Hub!
• completed Module 1 and also the third color on my beanie :D
• left Nadine an answer to her reply to me, hopefully it will help her <3
• ate a nice lunch
• played some Diablo II, just for fun :]c
• started on my Tarot bullet journal, copying important stuff from other journals
• replied to another comment! wooo!
• resting some now to Monster Factory and got some recyclables together
• played more Diablo II because I wanted to have some more fun
• showered and washed my hair, getting closer to bed...

October 24:

• had wild dreams but slept well enough
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites and now I'm ready for the day
• started the first text after breakfast and finished it before 10.20 am!
• feeling pretty good despite work, did some chores in-between
• did almost all of the ironing!!! wooo!!!
• the charity house wasn't open...
• ...but the station library was, and needed a refill, so! <3
• watched neat cooking videos while crocheting, finished color four!
• made the French toast again and it came out AMAZING!!! ;*; <3
• ended up writing to the Rotary Club to see how one can become a member
• started on the second text, making good progress
• finished it before 5 pm and already pondering my next donations...
• very, very proud of myself <3
• played a puzzle to Release Radar, both were very good
• wrapped up some of the dining set I have, there is still so much of it!
• reversed Eight of Wands told me I was a fool for not checking opening times XD
• replied to the beautiful comment on Deathly, Definitely
• replied to Bonnie, it was about time, gosh
• showered, feeling much cleaner <3
• got a question on CC and answered it <3

October 25:

• lots of funky dreams, but I slept well enough and woke up early
• finally it's Daylight Savings so we got an hour back so to speak
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites, eight weeks complete...!
• finished color five on the green beanie! time to sew in the ends!
• wrapped up some of the dishware I had that I can give away <3
• sewed in the ends so now all beanies and scarves are in the wash!
• had a lovely breakfast <3
• started on today's text, making good progress so far
• took a break to play and listen to the Undertale OST again
• went back to the text, made good progress again!
• lunch will be wonderful today...
• finished the text before 1 pm! now I get to take the rest of the day off :']
• lunch was Absolutely Delicious <3 <3 <3
• resting and writing in the Tarot bullet journal
• managed to copy the Crystal Tarot interviews into the new journal
• just resting again, trying to be kind to myself
• copied the Rider Waite Tarot interviews into the new journal
• managed to help my mom print some stuff and it was good news to her :']
• ended up writing a short experimental chapter for Passione Babysitters
• showered and washed hair, all fresh and clean now

October 26:

• had some trouble, but slept enough I think
• had a decent conversation with my parents on sensitive issues
• the hats and scarves have dried, they smell good and I love them...
• had a nice breakfast
• edited last night's short chapter and it's precious, honestly
• fell out with my therapist but at least I did it head on and she apologized
• did a bit of shopping and getting stuff printed
• lunch was pretty good even with a guest there
• I provided dessert and that was nice of me
• got my nice printed stuff
• at home now, and gave some money to Kai to help out <3
• played some Diablo II to blow off steam
• published the cute chapter I wrote yesterday, the calm before the storm... >:]c
• finally did the interviews with my Tarot de la nueva visión deck :'] <3
• I love this deck so much, I need to use it now alongside Rider Waite!
• did the entire interview in my new bullet journal, so now I can proceed!!!
• watched a Masterclass on Yes/No questions
• added some spreads to the new journal
• showered and accidentally washed my hair too, which is fine!
• we started the next quest so, Spider eggs soon, baby!

October 27:

• had angry dreams over yesterday, good on you for venting them, brain
• put out the trash and the DVDs (they were all gone by 9 am)
• ate two pogácsa for breakfast, which was very nice
• working on the first text now, making good progress
• dropped off donations, feeling happy about that!
• got the printer toner we needed, gave a woman and her dog money <3
• wrapped up the plates, now I can start on the sets in the kitchen!
• got the toner installed so now I can resume printing :D
• mom got me a poppyseed square <3
• contacted Auma about Makiara stuff
• had a nice lunch <3
• she set up a BOOTH for me right away, the sweetheart ;*; <3
• started on the second text, making progress...
• Bravinto left a short but sweet comment on Passione Babysitters :'] <3
• finished the second text before 4 pm :]
• having a Vento conversation with Nadine that is getting very deep!
• she is very nice to me and said she might have learned from me... aww...
• showered, feeling much fresher and very happy with me!

October 28:

• had a dream that sort of, helped me with a problem
• feeling alright despite waking up early and did some Tarot stuff
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites early, feeling good about myself, my toe hurts less too
• had a nice breakfast
• got to work and I'm getting the impression I've translated this before...
• dad got his stuff he ordered for his knee and I did a Tarot reading on it
• started on the last paper and a lot of it is familiar...!
• might be able to see what matches from a previous translation!
• had a little fun on Twitter
• finished the text for now and had some bread and salami, thank you Mom <3
• I got Angry Josuke in the gacha!!! :D <3
• proofed the next one, and I'll be kind to me and take a break
• pulled another gacha for funsies, it was okay
• tried the Dead Sea salt for a foot bath and it was pretty good?
• Mom gave me a foot massage as we had a "talk" about anti-Semitism...
• showered and washed my hair, feels good
• started Undertale again, just to progress through as I can

October 29:

• slept almost until 8 am with minor stops, had weird dreams but okay!
• drank coffee and ate cake, nice breakfast to start with
• and today I'm resting, which means being kind to me.
• feeling like shit but I ate breakfast and did some chores and tidying
• made myself to do the 5 Tibetan Rites. That's good.
• mustered enough strength to wrap almost all of my tea set
• did another round of laundry and hung it out, so that's good too
• ate some lunch
• played a lot of PPP to burn through some of my hearts
• played Diablo II and defeated its namesake!
• packed up the rest of my set - now it's all ready for next week :'] <3
• finally started listening to Discover Weekly
• finished the last Beautiful Nature puzzle...
• read over my Halloween chapter and made some final tweaks <3
• played some more Undertale and finally got to Snowdin
• played some PPP and pulled VOICED JOSEPH!!! <3

October 30:

• slept pretty long, had dreams but I forgot them
• dad agreed to pull a Tarot card for, "What do I need to think about today?"
• he got the Two of Wands
• grabbed some gems at the gem sale, for giving out purposes :]c
• Bonnie wrote back, should reply to her today!
• ate a nice breakfast
• forming a plan to help mom install her new mixer in the kitchen
• went shopping
• mom told me dad is starting to believe and helping the process along!!!
• managed to sensibly clear out one corner of the kitchen for the mixer!
• also did some chores to help us move along
• making garlic butter roast mushrooms for lunch
• playing the 3 similarities game with friends
• had a lovely lunch
• finally busted out the mixer and put it up in the kitchen
• played more Undertale <3
• posted my first spread to the BT Community Forum
• started Release Radar to puzzles and PPP
• Prosciutto is finally red badged and at Level 100, it was a proud moment :'] <3
• I'm coping...
• showered and washed my hair, feeling cleaner
• did the Relationship Game on us, it isn't bad at all. Will be patient.
• posted my chapter and let Joey know, why not.
• "aww how nice!" lmaoooooo that, wow.

October 31:

• had okay dreams, slept enough I think
• Auma shipped my order <3 Bravinto said they'd read the new chapter
• I got one comment on it from Dabi_Todoroki, god bless you
• Joey said nothing, which was to be expected. It's okay.
• aced the Solitaire dailies for the month
• ate a very good breakfast
• did the 5 Tibetan Rites, now I'm ready to do Module 2 of the Training Program
• finished Module 2 and marked it completed!
• brainstormed on some parts of Module 3
• Mom called me over so I could watch the new mixer whip egg whites :']
• the poppyseed cake is in the making!
• had a lovely lunch
• played Diablo II and ate poppyseed cake :]c <3
• did a guided meditation on The Fool
• PPP Mista visited Prosciutto. I wonder what that means.
• started the first Court Cards masterclass...
• ...and ended up writing a long forum post :'D
• Twi got her gems and was very happy with them :'] <3
• played some Undertale, at the MTT Resort now...
• showered, feeling cleaner
• bought some stuff for my Habitica Avatar, why not
• Twi got a ghost cactus pet :']c