It's okay to be exhausted and restless. Being anxious and emotionally overwhelmed is understandable. It makes sense when you're easily triggered and irrational. Life catches up with you and takes over. Temporarily damaging you and disabling the motor. It causes severe malfunctioning that makes you emotionally numb. That's why each day feels the same when this phase is hard to overcome. Especially when you're demotivated and unable to function. And the sleepless nights adds to the destruction. Everything adds up, eventually it permanently aches. Don't worry, it's okay if your soul breaks. But it's important to take care of yourself. It's essential to actively protect your health. Physically and mentally, you deserve your own time.