- 5/29-5/30 Slowly losing the respect I once had for certain people.
- 5/30 I become too emotionally attached to some people.
- 6/02 Days like this make me question what am I doing here.
- 6/03 I used to be a good person surrounded by negative people, now I'm surrounded by good people and I have become the negative one.
- 7/03 There's more to living than just being alive.
- 7/10 Well... I dodged a bullet.
- 7/12 I am starting to realize who my best friends are and who are just acquaintances.
- 7/16 There's no hard feelings, just the future.
- 7/20 It's nights like these that remind me I'm still a good person deep down inside.
- 8/4 Tomorrow is going to be all kinds of interesting.
- 8/5 And the world spins madly on...
- 8/31 My future will always be bright knowing I have many options.
- 9/22 Days like this are what life is all about, Happiness.
- 10/15 at this point in my life I think moving to Seattle and getting out of Denton is my best option.
- 11/1 Today I messed up... I try to do the right thing and ended up making things worse. I feel like my life would be much better if I quit drinking packed my shit and leave.
- 11/1 One thing I am proud of is my ability to control my anger. I've coming along way from trying to start fights with just about everyone. My ability to tune out other people's opinion's about me has become a valuable life skill.
- 11/15 I feel that I'm losing control of my life, that as of late things are going downhill fast and I have done nothing but stand here and watch it happen.
- 11/29 Life has its ups and its downs, its smiles and frowns. There are times that are good and times that are bad. Some that make you jump for joy and others that make you clinically sad. The toughest act to do is to tell someone so long, but just remember one thing....life...it goes on.
- 12/13-14 Nothing compares to reuniting with old friends who you haven't seen in months.
- 12/31 This coming year, 2015, will be my year and I intend on making it my year. I must put what happened to me in 2014 in the past and press on to what lies ahead. It's time to move on with my life and this is the year to do so.
- 1/12 The saddest part about my life is that I am just sitting back and doing nothing while opportunities pass me by. I think I need to change that.
- 2/5 - 2/8 Washington is where I belong. Maybe someday I'll have what it takes to leave home behind and start over.
- 2/25 Today is going to be a great day!
- 2/25 - 2/26 Last night is almost too hard to put into words! I'm still in complete disbelief, one of the best nights of this year!
- 3/18- 3/19 It's always great to catch up with old friends.
- 3/23 Having feelings for someone is a lot like being a superhero, you can't tell that one special person the truth.
- 4/3 If only you knew how much you mean to me....
- 4/10-4/11 It's weekends like this that make me realize I am doing great things and I'm still a great person.
- 4/18 It's amazing how much life can change in one year.
- 5/4 The fact that I don't know where my life will be a month from now both freaks me out and amazes me...
- 5/6 FUCK.... back to the drawing board.
- 5/11 Getting back into shape is a lot more difficult than staying in shape...sucks to learn this the hard way.
- 5/18 Best semester of my academic career!!!!
- 5/23 Last night was a great night, I'm sad it had to end.I should go to country music shows more often.
- 5/28 Today is the day I end one chapter of my life. Looking forward to starting a new one.
- 6/4 It's hard to belive I graduated from High School 5 years ago today. Although I have not finished college I am proud of the things I've done and the accomplishments I've made.
- 6/13 It's been about almost a week since I moved from Texas, so far I am having the time of my life, but let's see how long that lasts.
- 7/5 It feels great being needed and appreciated...
- 7/15 If only life were that easy...
- 7/23 Back to where I started...
- 8/2 Just remember the world keeps spinning...
- 8/31 And just like that it's over
- 9/11 Confidence
- 9/24 Maybe I should have stayed...
- 10/01 I should have stayed
- 10/03 That was just what I needed, god I love Brand New
- 10/29 I think I should have stayed...
- 11/01 I've been home for a month and my mind has been thinking non stop about Washington. Hopefully I made the right choice coming back.
- 11/09 Don't wait for life to hand you lemons, go out and find your own fruit.
- 11/12 I may be in a little bit out of my element down here.
- 11/18 I need you so much closer
- 11/25 Well I guess I can finally say it, it was definitely a mistake to come back.
- 11/30 Well I've tried, god knows that I've tried
- 12/26 The events that transpired tonight really put in perspective how fragile life is. I should count me blessings to still be alive and still have a place to sleep. Life is short, enjoy what you have and who you spend it with.
- 12/31-1/1 2015 was a year that may go down as the best one yet. I want on many adventures, made some new friends, learned many life lessons, and made memories that I will cherish for a lifetime. Onward to 2016, let's see if it can compare to last year. I have a feeling that many great things will happen this year. Here's to new challenges and new adventures, no matter what they may be I'm ready.
- 1/15 Human stupidity might be the only thing more infinite than university.
- 1/21 Although coming back to Texas was maybe the best solution for me, I still like to think maybe staying in Seattle was the best solution.
- 2/1 I got a lot accomplished today which means today was a great day. Now on to tomorrow and my adventure back to the place I love the most.
- 2/10 This past week was exactly what I needed to hear. I think it's safe to say my decision has been made.
- 2/22 That 95% is looking like a 99% now. If summer could get here faster that would be great.
- 3/16 Note to self, stop being shallow and selfish
- 4/18 Live in the now, don't dwell too much on the past.
- 4/25 Today was a great day, catching up with old friends is always a good time.
- 5/9 Maybe I should have taken that job offer, who knows when another opportunity like that is going to present itself.
- 5/10 It's hard to believe in a few days I will be joining the real world.
- 5/11 A year later I find myself in almost the same predicament. But amid all my doubt at least I know I am admired/needed.
- 5/14 Here's to hoping that rest of my life is another adventure.
- 5/18 This morning is really tough to put into words what happened. I'm just thankful for the people who kept calm in the face of chaos. Just another sad incident of what alcohol can do when mixed with human stupidity.
- 5/25 I used to dream of the day when I would graduate from college and begin the rest of my life. Now I'm kind of having serious reservations about the next chapter in my life.
- 5/31 And so ends one of the craziest months I have ever experienced. On to the next month where once again I'm facing a life changing decision.
- 6/4 Someday my time will come, until then I need to keep trying, training, and keep focused on my goal.
- 6/8 I've been handed a golden opportunity and would be foolish not to take it, so why am I not jumping on this chance immediately?
- 6/24 Life is always brighter when there is live music involved. Getting closer and closer to seeing all my favorite bands.
- 7/1 I had the most incredible time at Taste of Chaos! Waiting 10 years for Dashboard Confessional and Taking Back Sunday was worth the wait.
- 7/2 Tomorrow I leave for Seattle, the thing I will miss the most is the great people that I called my friends. Here's to new starting a new chapter in my life. I have a feeling it will be am exciting one!
- 7/31 I guess I can start calling this place home now?
- 8/25 Just have to tell myself I can keep doing this! I got this!
- 9/02 In one month I will turn 25. That's a hard concept to believe...
- 9/30 A year later and I find myself in a different situation with the opposite feelings.
- 10/30 I need to be more thankful for what I have.
- 11/28 Sometimes I don't even know who I really am anymore
- 12/31 Time to put 2016 behind me and focus on 2017. I accomplished a lot in the past year, but now I am ready to push myself even further. Let's hope 2017 is 100X better than 2016.
- 1/31 January has been off to a rocky start, lets hope this year turns out a little bit better.
- 10/2 Jesus Christ. I’m 26.
- 12/31 Here’s to 2019, a year that should have many changes, challenges, and consequences. Let’s make it the best one yet.
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