earlier around midnight—i almost killed myself. It just happens—rarely. But honestly, i do not know as to why— i always ask myself about it but my mind do not provide answers. maybe, just maybe I'm just confused with everything. And also. I do not want anyone i know to know this so i just write it here. ‎ ‎ i just have so sudden urge to liking to die.call me insane but it is what it is.