I tend to be VERY NONVERBAL when I'm having issues. If you get what i mean. I get very confused with words, i have problems with speaking in general, i speak as if this things should be spoken instantly which result to - , it's a great pressure if you'd ask me. Eh. Now I've grown up enough to realize that i quickly shut myself down when I'm uncomfortable, upset or overwhelmed—even if it meant not to socialize or ignore everyone,including my close ones— gotten used as my habit so i do not assure to say I'll change. I only wish everyone to bear and be patient with me.