January

• 1, I found Listography again. I made a resolution.
• 9, I tried apply to Tohoku. But I think I am failed.
• 10, I took a translating test. I hope they will hire me. Penpaling for the first time.

February

• 12, I have a fight with Iman. It is because he doesn't see the importance of talking and doing things together. I am so upset because he didn't tell me that he would start his semester today and we didn't talk much this week. :(

April

• 9, First day in Rekadia

June

• 12, I wrote Iman letter, a goodbye letter. But soon after that, he contacted me. He said that he couldn't reply me because he was bedridden all the time.

October

• 20, My dad passed away. A nightmare. I can't talk about this.

November

• 10, Bought planner
• 17, I made Budi and myself to confess about our feeling on Whatsapp.

December

• 1, I went to Patengang with Budi. I promised him to not meet him until our status is clear.
• 9, I wrote a goodbye letter to Iman. And after that, Budi proposed to me with a beautiful afternoon. I started to like a sunset.
• 13-14, SKB test.
• 18, Budi's birthday. I waited 12 am to say happy birthday. When we met on the next Sunday, I gave him a cup with the moon on it.
• 21, Holiday was started. I enjoy a dinner with Cwan.
• 22, I watched Pro Liga 2019 with Budi. It was so much fun. We are being closer and closer. I went to a cafe with him and we talked a lot about love. 9 pm, there was a tsunami in Anyer.
• 23, I invited him to my house. It was not good in the beginning, but it turned out I was so satisfied with myself because I made everyone happy. I am also happy of course.
• 29-31, Dating with Budi. Watching movies two times! He played my fingers and my hand. Watching fireworks together in the city.