• Moratorium : temporary prohibition of an activity (the moratorium on hunting licenses will give the deer population time to expand).
• Allayed : diminished or put at rest, lessen or mitigate (the antidote allayed the pain, the policy did not allay the discontent of the Macedonian army).
• Amenable : liable to be called to account, answerable (you are amenable for this debt) or willing/ready to submit (the Jordanian leader seemed amenable to discussing the matter).
• Visceral : relating to deep inward feelings rather than to intellect (visceral fear of change) ♥
• Discordant : disagreeing, incongruous (discordant opinions, his plan is discordant with ours) or structurally uncomfortable sounding (blatant discordance in the their speeches for the rally).
• Cacophonous : having a harsh/discordant sound (the wi...

• bleeding hearts (eep, just like in coraline!)
• bluebells
• bearded irises; blood crimson, and snowy champagne-nude
• lilies of the valley
• tufts of cottongrass
• rose cabbages, ♡
• towering snapdragons
• thick-stemmed red ranunculus
• wisteria hanging from high places
• salix babylonica: weeping willow, (in certain folklore, the willow's weeping stance reflects its association with grief).

belladonna: the deadly nightshade (atropa belladonna), of the family solanaceae (order solanales), and the crude drug consisting of its dried leaves or roots. highly poisonous plant; grows to 1.5 metres; native to wooded or waste areas of central/southern eurasia. has dull green leaves, violet flowers, shiny black berries abou...

• one piece
• jujutsu kaisen
• vinland saga
• sakamoto days
• blue lock
• mob psycho 100
• dorohedoro (not finished)
• soul eater
• trigun
• juujika no rokunin
• death note
• hellsing
• chainsaw man
• the summer hikaru died
• jjba
• hunter x hunter
• assassination classroom
• one punch man
• no home (manhwa)

Goals probab:

• side jobs ✓
• classics
• duolingo
• be more outgoing
• handwriting
• exercise✓
• dating? ✓✓✓✓✓✓(I LOVE YOUUUU CHELSEA!!!)

travel (places to visit someday)

• iceland (bathe in the blue lagoon)
• fields and gardens (barefooted) in hokkaido, japan
• the blue mosque, sophia hagia, travertine terraces of pamukkale and cappadocia in turkey
• tunnel of love in ukraine
• winchester mansion in san jose, california
• olive groves/vineyards..

Why I Wake Early by Mary Oliver:

Hello, sun in my face. Hello, you who make the morning and spread it over the fields and into the faces of the tulips and the nodding morning glories, and into the windows of, even, the miserable and crotchety–

best preacher that ever was, dear star, that just happens to be where you are in the universe to keep us from ever-darkness, to ease us with warm touching, to hold us in the great hands of light– good morning, good morning, good morning.

Watch, now, how I start the day in happiness, in kindness.

words with poetic, or historical meaning.

† archaic  → origin   ♡ love

• avenoir : the desire that memory could flow backward.
• pede claudo : on halting foot (punishment coming, pede claudo, years after memory has forgotten). latin → 'punishment comes limping'. ♡
• ad infinitum : again and again in the exact same way; forever. latin → 'without end or limit'.
• exsanguination : the action of draining a person, animal, or organ of blood.
• zugzwang : a situation where every possible move or decision is a bad one, or one that will result in damage or loss. also used as a term in
• chess : the point at which an individual falls into an inevitable checkmate. german → ...

• sheer chiffon curtains/drapes that let the light in gently.
• oil diffusers/humidifiers.
• lavishly colored turkish rugs.
• arabesque or marble tiles in the bathroom and kitchen.
• dark tiles lined on the inside of a shower, a bundle of eucalyptus hung by the shower-head. ♡
• wooden chestnut bowls.
• a balcony filled with plants and a backyard full of sprawling flowers, plants and herbs.
• personal library : a room full of books on tall shelves. possible a theatre combined with a library as such
• arabic calligraphy, as painting or wooden carving
• wall-sized mirrors: length-wise, height-wise or both

• animanga
• cats, and dogs
• books (non-fic)
• baked products, fruit, nd carbonara!!!
• my friends and pets !!
• music & games
• flowers
• art
• photography
• writing
• gardening
• plants
• biking
• walking/hiking