• ... and then it all became clear
  • 2/14/13 somethings odd (nothing to do with v-day)
  • all i could say to her is i hope it gets better
  • always forgetting something that doesn't matter
  • art is so subjective
  • best of whats around (Dave) harness
  • cleanse
  • brink of sleep ideas i want to keep
  • frustrating when all good things blend together
  • conspiracy
  • doing good for someone else
  • double meanings shakespeare lying in the hands of god
  • a song for tess
  • dying before you jump the shark
  • i know you've had a hard life but I've had an even harder one listening to you talk about it constantly
  • erase the world i won't feel it
  • if i don't try so hard my thoughts will come back
  • restraint is just as important as hard work (parallels)
  • nature of my thinking
  • also the nature of my thinking (is an enigma) in patrick's voice
  • only remember the times alone
  • the strong beats of my life as opposed the weak beat or off beat
  • to seems that no matter what, when i make art with a lot of effort and feeling it turns out making me feel happy. my best memories come out
  • i had some good rhymes but i can't remember them
  • hear a musical subtlety i want to remember forever but i won't until i hear it again
  • lyrics that just sound cool when sung
  • art is so subjective its hard to tell why others succeed and others don't but the most telling sign is a strong work ethic
  • escape reality
  • not what is life's meaning but how it works
  • things i just can't see right now but i know their there
  • breath of fresh air to clear the bitter fast of drawing class
  • they can't touch you if you don't care what they think
  • questions you can't ask
  • there's always a rehearsed answer why we can't do something productive
  • when i find peace of mind i lose it when i realize
  • memory worn out like...
  • everyone thinks they're a designer
  • fantistical explainations
  • Fastest year so far
  • he loved her till he died
  • history is a great story
  • i can see myself writing about that later so I'm going to stop it
  • i need a distraction
  • i now understand the idea of refreshing music
  • i want always like this
  • if the idea is meant it'll come back to me
  • ignore or embrace
  • ill mess around until my world is brighter
  • in sports it's doping, in music it's encouraged
  • innocent better artists
  • it used to be so familiar
  • its all for the best
  • lowercase numbers
  • Magic of morning softer colors
  • making me feel nervous and i haven't even met her yet
  • man crazy
  • memory
  • missing her
  • moose
  • my flip-flopping adds up to "i;m always right"
  • nice couple choosing to live like the whitemarsh
  • No run intended
  • Nodding to someone in the morning
  • Not brothers music
  • old music always out of tune
  • remember that it felt good but not why (overeaten food)
  • sad with no reason to be
  • Simpsons Malcolm in the middle
  • Sleeping with things on your mind
  • something clever
  • sometimes i lose faith for no describable reason
  • sorry for good life
  • Spencer
  • startled by my own shadow
  • struggling guitar
  • Symphony of Alarm Clocks
  • take off the pain
  • the more i think i'm a bad person
  • Theres a line but its very hard to see
  • things making sense earlier than they should
  • things that seemed better as a kid
  • time warping adrenaline
  • to anti-pot people "have you ever tried it?"
  • Tom Brokaw time goes one you can rebel against whatever you want
  • traces of how i feel when I'm sad
  • unique looking
  • unresolved but dont know what is causing it
  • what could have been
  • when my train of though repeats over and over and over
  • whorl inside mirror
  • wwe
  • young to old butterflies to fear linking alter

New Guitar Learning/ Practicing more Writing more clean room xmas present for dad drawing dentist haircut songs i can play john frusciatne work treasure the stumpy moments Crazy young moments speeding Cant stop thinking of elephants psych sublime i always feel out of tuune feaux beers makeshift rigs its allover now squidbats i dont want to bore you my family members before i was born jf same energy throughout should help resolve but doesnt the kind of music that inspires me the kind of music i want to make where i want to live

  • " The Concise meaning of life"
  • "feeling it"
  • "liking" things in real life
  • a dimmer that works on all lights
  • a way of thinking that entirely deconstructs the norm
  • actually unable to appreciate something until its gone
  • all the things of everything i like
  • All this for one death
  • all we want is a reaction
  • art deco
  • attention is a drug i don't want to mess with
  • be a man mentality goods and bars
  • beautiful stream of consciousness
  • beauty that holds you
  • becoming what you are making fun of
  • being in a place where you are not allowed to laugh makes everything funnier
  • being young
  • Best friends are aquantinces, friends are artists
  • bizarre nature such as sliding rocks
  • Broken frame of mind taking inhaler
  • can't be sad to be dead so have to be happy to be alive
  • Charlie Day
  • communicate to dog
  • compare side by side
  • confident but know you shouldn't
  • contrasting adjacent moments
  • cosmic randomness
  • Crushing emotions to ultimately get emotional satisfaction
  • crying and laughing indistinguishable
  • Desensitizing the nation
  • dreams are the most creative and fun
  • drinking makes me an annoying philosopher
  • even like the thing that i don't like
  • everything fits you into a plan
  • everything seemed bigger
  • everything turning grey this is bad can't do anything about it
  • everytime i blink I'm still staring at me
  • exposing my evil brain
  • expressing anything subconsciously can be beautiful
  • Famous band one song trumpet on stage
  • First Lines
  • flat ruler round world
  • fleet dreams
  • flipping off the camera makes you tough
  • Food tastes better
  • Generation passing down
  • get clean rid of feeling
  • getting out of bed possible with body impossible with mind
  • Girls
  • girls want to be slaves to guys guys want to be slave to drinks
  • good will happen if I go home
  • Half asleep weirdest ideas
  • Harry Partch I'm still going outside
  • he's got a good life adam
  • Help people don't associate with the govt at all
  • helps you get along Real of "feels like friendship
  • Hold on Loosely
  • how did that get there
  • how metal says f u to those pretentious know it alls
  • I don't like your music but it reminds me of summer
  • i don't want to have to be told how I'm supposed to be at what age
  • i freak out when i can't then my mind is idle when i could write as much as i want
  • I have a dark soul
  • i hear song in voices
  • i live on memory lane
  • I need to forget about others but I don't think I'll get there
  • I need to know what it was now
  • i think the actors are drunk/ high too
  • i want people to ask my opinions
  • i want the best of both worlds
  • i want the meaning of life in a concise 200 page book
  • i want to be a mastermind
  • i was born into a pre made world
  • I'd like to think...
  • i'm not brave enough to completely venture into obscurity
  • id like to think my way of life will pay off
  • if life is meaningless then just have fun
  • if you're always learning then you never have time to use it
  • ill die mid thought
  • Im happier when Im sad
  • in a monotonous job it helps to have a short memory
  • inevitable hypocrisy
  • is modernism always around
  • It's Illegal to be seen doing something
  • its natural
  • jail makes them meaner
  • john the most beautiful from the most dark
  • just good feelings and memories
  • knife hit the tumor
  • knocking on wood can't be sure of anything
  • know i found someone special when i want to share everything with them
  • known something longer than I've know myself
  • kurt cobain death and birth
  • Legit fun
  • liked it better when i couldn't see them
  • liquid luck is just having confidence
  • living in my own head
  • lonliest whale
  • loose and fine lines
  • Losing memories
  • Mac icon has to emcompass life
  • magic of memories living in the past feeling inside
  • Manipulating my own mind
  • Masculinity
  • meaning of life SM
  • meeting my friend the officer in the future
  • Mike car ride home
  • Missed idea was a really good concluding one why did i forget it
  • momentary sensations of unknown memories
  • money for everything/ descrution of art
  • money is the root of all evil but for a contradictory reason
  • muscle memory stays
  • muscles in the sky
  • my double standard
  • my history is short
  • my own memories
  • my past self knew better than i do
  • NFL Money Problems
  • nice to know someone else is in my position
  • not agreeing with everything
  • older the picture younger the man
  • pain is there but not (out of body?)
  • Parallels of breathing
  • Parents that protect
  • Penny on a train track
  • people are made to disappoint and be disappointed
  • people of comfort
  • people will "like revolution videos forever but will never act
  • place different that before you left that got it
  • Placebo
  • prophecies are god writing books
  • psychological tuning out
  • purpose of art
  • Push it just close enough for you to miss not to be nice
  • random video takes my mind off it
  • Relying on parents
  • restraint is rewarding
  • sad but don't know why
  • Sad, crash car over with
  • same things different feeling
  • scrubs ideals hospital
  • Slow motion
  • Smash the mirror
  • some men just need to complain
  • someday you'll understand but you may not reb
  • somethings always missing
  • Sometimes I just forget
  • sometimes i wonder why it's worth living but not evilly just calmly
  • sometimes my dreams are so spectacular that i wake up feeling as if I have absolutely nothing going on in my life
  • Sonic Printmaking
  • stick with what I'm comfortable with
  • street lamps shadow people walk past you
  • studying myself
  • taking down all the mirrors
  • Talking to myself
  • th wonders of jam
  • thank god, he created medicine
  • that was a good one and i was content without it what other ones did i forget but i don't feel like i am i am smiling al to tommy boy this is going to be so cool when i read this later out it was a cool transition this is really finn y i want to write it but i d be ashamed i forgot the whole idea i was vcnonfifent again and i forgot it oh i remember it every time i mess up I'm happier that s kite hw its perfect to e imperfect I'm always forgetting always i kind of want to go t van
  • the answer to the meaning of life is where to put the comma when citing sources
  • the beginning of something vs. the end different feeling tv
  • The best artist thought their ideas were good
  • the best way for me to express to you what makes me happy is to not talk to you at all
  • the Facebook generation will never grow up
  • The feelings just are good
  • the indescribable things
  • the moment you're sure
  • the paradox of wanting
  • the present doesn't exist
  • the process and realization
  • the scary things
  • The sculptor who can sculpt without passion
  • the straw that broke the camels back
  • the tuning is always slightly off
  • Things reeeelly make sense
  • time of innocence
  • To be young
  • to try stopt icks
  • Too perfect not to be a story
  • uncomfortable feelings, gloves and can't remember
  • unknown geniuses
  • unsure about musical opinions
  • watching the shadows while everyone else is unaware
  • we all grow up together
  • we all need a fix of some kind
  • we all want the same things
  • we say i don't know all the time in normal conversation subconsciously as a general statement
  • what happens when i get what i want
  • what i did then i can't do again music
  • what if everything we think we know is false and the truth is beyond our comprehension fun to think about
  • what would i do if the world were really about to end
  • whatever this feeling is, i don't like it
  • when did my constraints come
  • When I know I've lost her
  • when last nigh and this morning are one
  • when people complain about going to class
  • when people complain about iPhone upgrades
  • when theres no hope i wish you the best and move on
  • when you can't trust anyone when the structure fails
  • why are we not to know what our life is about
  • why don't we know
  • Why save the world
  • woke up thinking i had the meaning of life sometime last night
  • woke up to snow
  • world in a mirror phenomenon
  • world of perversion over time
  • writing down as good as doing
  • YT Commenters

A little danger

  • agreeing with myself
  • and here comes the first thought
  • as good as s
  • cool to say you legit hobby it
  • cotton mouth things specific about the world of it
  • do they have an inner voice
  • embrace a feeling pulls you along
  • emotions spread upon the ground like a pallet knife
  • good feeling
  • having a conversation in my head and assuming they all heard it
  • hyperbole of real life
  • i just need to tell someone all of this
  • i would be ;laughing anyway
  • inside moments
  • it is really all in the mind
  • Just stay cool ignore the ideas they don't mean anything right now but you won't so please return return
  • making u=good use of my time i always smell it when i try to correct i forget things get pushed a side good business categories
  • mental steps missing
  • naturally induced high
  • new memories
  • one person talks for ever
  • pain just don't think about it
  • physical comes from thought
  • rare as christmas
  • rebellious/scary/fun
  • saw older ones under stress
  • scene chnges
  • shawshank dirtying clothes to clean them
  • short bursts of activity
  • so passionate about the song
  • something legit makes sense then doesn't a second later
  • the "theres always something missing" feeling" fake vs real memories
  • the structure falls
  • the subtleties are incredible
  • the subtleties feel important at the time i ndee ad bottom line
  • they are valuable but don't know why
  • thicker words
  • this needs INTENSIVE study theres good stuff here
  • too many "good ideas"
sep 7 2012 ∞
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