• energy drainers
  • no sleep
  • unhealthy foods
  • no me time
  • work
  • some people
  • doing nothing with my day
• energy givers <3
  • baths
  • hugs
  • me time
  • doing hobbies
  • relaxing
  • meeting goals
  • friend hangouts
  • compliments (both ways)
  • personal hygiene
  • a occasional snack
  • funny videos and good movies

might use them in the future or i do use them already

• special fish
• letterboxd (more in depth movie reviews here)

health: ❤❤❤❤❤❤♡♡♡♡

strength: ❤❤❤❤❤♡♡♡♡♡

intelect: ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤♡♡♡

stamina: ❤❤❤♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

charisma: ❤❤❤❤❤❤♡♡♡♡

kindness: ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤♡

creativity: ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤♡

humor: ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

confidence: ❤❤❤❤❤❤♡♡♡♡

happiness: ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤♡♡♡

talent: ❤❤❤❤❤❤♡♡♡♡

fear: ❤♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

friendliness: ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤♡♡♡

loyalty: ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤♡

sensitivity: ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤♡♡

dexterity: ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

girl names <3 -

• melody
• harmony
• scarlett
• lyla
• noelle
• edith
• faye
• leah
• esme
• athena
• blaire
• micah
• shiloh
• clementine (my favorite)
• eden
• ivy
• salem
• camille
• claire
• genesis

who they are and what they do !

• imbrandonfarris - so funny, really short vids but they're always hilarious
• coldones - a lot of reviewing projects, very funny and pretty nsfw
• kurtisconner - commentary videos but they're always funny
• dannygonzalez - commentary videos as well, also funny
• chucklesandwhich - a podcast with 3 of my fave ytbers
• mamamax - creepy vids about catching predators and scary content
• nexpo - deepdives and creepy video essays
• nightmind - deep dives and video essays
• markiplier - everyone knows who this guy is
• gooseboose - iceberg vids and creepy stuff
• scaretheater - creepy and paranormal vid ...

things that i’ve spent too much of my free time focused on for my own good and will probably do it again

• the backrooms
• steven universe
• mckamey manor
• the conjuring series
• avatar the last airbender
• subliminals
• my ocs and stories
• minecraft
• undertale and deltarune
• ouran highschool host club
• attack on titan
• stranger things (s1 & s2)
• toradora
• roblox
• horror movies in general
• liminal spaces
• making my own rpg for a while??
• purple

• portals - status: ep 8 - finally doing the shading
  • A girl named Melody moves to a town with a secret. She meets a boy named Calix who also has secrets, one of them being that his genius brother has gotten trapped inside a portal he created and calix has been trying to get him out for the last 5 years. Together, they try and find a way to to get him out while also dealing with their pasts and fixing the mess Calix's brother created.
• corrupted (title subject to change) - Status: Making the script right now
  • Harmony is suspected to be the last human on Earth which was taken over by an alien species. When a strange illness begins sweeping over the land and infects one of her adoptive alien brothers, she, along...

• Euphoric - darek pope
• anaconda - nicki minaj
• waste - kxllswxtch
• drifting away - khai dreams

---- health & physical self care ----

• eat healthier foods and proportions
• get to 130 lbs
• go to the gym 5-10 times a month

---- relationships ----

• make even more friends
• learn how to be okay with differing opinions from others

---- other ----

• finally post my webcomic by the end of the year ^^
• wash the dang insides of the windows of my car

• summer - calvin harris
• bad girls - MIA
• sparks - coldplay
• a soulmate who wasn't meant to be - jess benko
• i cant handle change - roar
• earned it - the weeknd
• all i wanted - paramore
• robbery - juice wrld
• be quiet and drive (far away) - deftones
• little talks - of monster and men
• dare - gorillaz
• vanilla twilight - owl city
• lemon - rihanna
• gucci flipflops - bhad bhabie
• roslyn - bon iver
• passionfruit - drake
• tranz- gorillaz
• dare - gorillaz
• romantic homocide - d4vd
• suit and tie - justin timberlake

• portals
  • melody - mc 1
  • calix - mc 2
  • jayden - calix’s ex bestie and also friend to melody
  • layla - mean girl at the start but is later a friend to mcs
  • sydney - see layla
  • john - main “bad guy” through p much the first 2 seasons, under lances authority
  • silas - literally the reason for this whole story, calix’s bro and scientist
  • lance - main bad guy the last season specifically but also through the whole story in a way?
  • creature - a literal ascended higher being that kinda helps calix out and then becomes the main villain later in the story
  • maria - melody’s mom and silas’s righ...

"I told you to stay away from me!" He yelled, the desperation still showing behind the glowing blue liquid leaking from his eyes and nose down his face. Harmony lay on the ground staring at Keon who was hunched over clutching his shirt and the side of his face. Moments ago before she was thrown across the clearing her head was buzzing with questions, now there was nothing to fill the silence of the night as she stared at him in shock. This was a side of Keon she had never seen before, something she hadn't even thought of, and definitely something she could have never predicted. It all made so much sense. The books... the sneaking out... the eagerness to find a cure; everything started to click. This is what he had been doing all of those nights, and Harmony just got a little too close. She tried to push herself up but whimpered and stopped as pain coursed through her body. "Just sta...

• Portals
  • Melody - 10/10 girl boss queen who is overcoming her trauma and her guilt as well as learning to love herself and her past and dealing with her anxiety the best she can and learning to let herself be known
  • Calix - 9.7/10 minus .5 for being suck a jerk to melody in the beginning but is given .2 back because he’s obviously very traumatized and is doing it to protect himself but was still a jerk. anyways love him he is my child and is very cool
  • Jayden - 8/10 possessive and straight up just mean sometimes but he’s so mischievous and is just a hurt lil guy so we can look past it a tad. but r*pe kissed melody and that is not cool
  • Silas 9.5/10 gosh i love this man sm he is one of my fave characters i’ve ever w...