but i figured out my type is twinks 100% aint no way im falling for some punks and shit
THE HISTORY!!! OF MY CRUSHES
uhh i dont remember that i felt in love even once til the end of 6th grade. it was my classmate named sasha he was just about my height and had chubby cheeks and he was russian etc etc after that i understood how much i love crosses on men IT LOOKS SO GOOD ON THEM
then... we dated and i broke up with him cuz i got bored lol then it was THE pandemic and i had depression xD
THEN ARINA HAPPENED. oh my god......... thats my unclosed gestalt... the happiest wlw breakup... im still having nightmares to this very day. i think she is the only person in my fucking life whom i loved from the very bottom of my heart. weve been friends for like 7 years?? and then we stopped talking. idk what happened was it me or both of us. i was completely fine with her sooo maybe she grew bored of me... i still dont understand that. we didnt even date and she left me completely traumatised and alone questioning my life choices and whole personality and shii. i still miss her
after that my ass tried to date sasha again and he rejected me and turns out he was really traumatised after our breakup and i was like woww i can feel the frontal lobe developing do men have feelings like we do?? yep yep
then omfg i had a crush on serega he was YOUNGER THAN ME i felt like a molester and he was so stupid and all this crush thing was dumb so anyway
then i dated arsen in 11th grade ummm im still traumatised kinda and i slightly fear him (cuz of him i dont like yandere trope anymore lol) i didnt even love him that much and he started irritating me after like 3 months of dating soo sometimes i regret i even started all this thing but i warned him tho
then i had a crush on doszhan... it wasnt very long ahaha i thought hes gonna be my future husband and this made his stand out from others buttt i got bored too and now wer good friends and he has a gf i really am happy for him and i know he had a thing for me but it wouldnt get anywhere with us two and i would only drag him down)))
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