• Preparatory Days

I can't remember how age I was when I started schooling all I remember was fun back to the days that I don't even care if tomorrow comes, all I want to do is go to school have fun with friends, hanging with them, the special place in school that I used to hang out often was the play room, I'm so amazed that time in our big whale swing guess what I still remember the appearance and color and what positioned it was, precious memories of mine during toddler days, I had many classmates but only few of them I remember not by their names but their faces, even now I still remember one of my classmates during that time her face was small her hair is smoothly short and she has a beautiful eyes, she have a twin sister they are identical, but it was easy for me to recognize which one of them is my crush, ( early kid feel infatuation to young for this )

• Elementary Days

when was I feel instant celebrity because I am the only one who has fancy pencil case during that time a back to back pencil case with sharpener and eraser holder that was totally cool, but that was not the only reason why I think myself a instant celebrity, I am the leader of the group called steel heads ( Tigas Ulo ) where I have other classmates under my control exclusively for boys no girls allowed every thing I said they obey,even sometimes they walked me into our house it was a great days of mine we so much had fun, we play the role captain hook of course I am the captain, I get that supremacy because of my height, and we had a meeting place feels like I was in real commander, every morning before the flag ceremony starts we gather at the big circle in my school if the circle was not available we gather at the swings, we patiently waiting for the canteen to get operated so we can buy junk foods with freebies a plastic toy inside,and that's the fun begin, and we save little bit of money for raffle game, I remember there is a vendor who sell and make a raffle game for white mice, a colored chicks, a spider and the best prize you can have for that game was GAME BOY,every one of my classmate and me desired to win that GAME BOY, but in my entire elementary days no body win for that prize.

• High School Days

unlike my elementary days that all things seems perfectly my high school days was so different I've been in tough times where there was no friend that I think can be trusted, I go to other school when I graduated in Elementary, in my high school days feels like me against the whole boys, in my class room I'm a type of student who always visit in guidance office, I didn't give damm if they have problem on me there is one solution I know my fist will decide almost of my classmate I've fought and non of them can match my skills when it comes to fist fight, I spend my 1st and 2nd year in these kind of situation where I need to defend what I think right and mine I've never got a bruise in my face, not even single one my tactics was I don't let my opponent get his first move, I trained myself to be like beast I was inspired by tenjo tenge an anime a story of young freshmen who underestimate and try to be like homies by higher level, no one can simply mocking me, I got kick out from my school due to my violence records and not just simply that, the last guy I fought was my new classmate hes a muslim and son of high official in military that was guidance councilor told me, and so my guardian called and formally expelled me from my school, no one thinks that I can be really like that,because of my face looks like innocent, oh well I got sympathy by my other close classmates and most of them are girls, I didn't even expect that, and two of them told me they had a crush on me too late for that I am moving, all thanks to my height and big fist I survive the action of my 1st and 2nd year, my 3rd and 4th year goes back to normal, I have made lots of friend but with single issue, in my 3rd year most of boys got jealous on me because I got more closer to girls than them, they even think I'm gay, and I crowned as a prom king same with my 4th year I got the two title twice, and in my forth year I made up a strong bond friends they are actually my friends even now, in my entire high school I had few friends but I think they are real.

• College Days

another different environment I was in state of confusion when I graduated from high school I don't really know what course should I take so I ended up in my brother opinion he said, you love computer right? yeah I love computer but I only love computer for games and social site, not that I make it my career, and so I take I.T better than taking nothing, but it doesn't make good I waste my half year studying something that I don't have interest so I quit and change course, from I.T to tourism seems I find what I want to be, but I was wrong again in my 1st and half year I forced to stop to study due to low grades so I stop studying tourism for 1 semester since I'm bored and nothing to do I find a Job, I work as crew in yellow cab pizza, and after my contract was end I failed to comeback to school to continue my studies, and again I quit and change my course from I.T to Tourism to another course which is seafarers rating course a short course for seaman, at last and at least I have a one course that I finished feels like this is the path and career I want to pursue, but here comes the news, my mother told me don't pursue that career, you're going to Canada, and so changing plans again.