Things that attempt to negate what The Lord tells me, which is that if I rest and trust he will stitch all things together as they should be. This list stands as a portable honesty journal, where I can let to light all the thoughts that swirl in some shrill sad cannonade.
  
    - will anything happen with travis? will i get to hang out with him again?
      
        
          - sure did, got to go to gregory alan isakov with him but he doesn't seem like the best fit for me 
 
        
      
  
    - will i get to hang out with garrett again?
      
        
          - i am getting to know him as a friend which is gggrrrreaat 
 
        
      
  
    - will rachael make a better effort to hang out with me?
      
 
 
    - will student teaching be less exhausting?
      
 
 
    - will the rotas' ask me to be their roommate?
      
 
 
    - should i swallow my pride and fear and give up my tuesday shift? would hannah ever take it?
      
        
          - my mandatory seminar fixed that awwwwwl 
 
        
      
  
    - will my extensions look stupid?
      
 
 
    - will the stuco retreat be fun?
      
 
 
    - why won't the parlour let me be coordinator when alanna leaves? will Rachael get it? 
 
    - are my extensions even going to come in?