In the back of my mind, well I fought my God 'Cause all of the hell that's in my time But I can still see the birds And where they went this year Our winter made things hazy and I know That I was losing site of my hometown And in my blacking out I think I let you down Don't let them try to save me 'Cause I'm already crazy And there is something in your face That pulls me far enough away I guess that I always knew That I'd find you when I thought That I'd be letting out my darkest now And in my climbing out I think I let you live I wish you'd try to save me Your silence makes me crazy It takes a lot to say that something is fate I kind of know where you're headed Am I too up front or am I just on time Well where is your head at I reached my point, I let them down I slept in the worst part of this town You are my song And you are where I want to be I want to take those steps I never have I need to stand up straight So I can feel your breath I really think for once that I can change It's really not that bad I'm learning now that I was wrong in everything And that's the reason why I think that I can grow It's really not that bad It's in the way you had Me all wrapped up like I'm a part of something finally and I'm never looking back