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 things are so impossible for her right now, she struggles through a sea of neglect and trauma, she cannot find peace, no man is an island but she cannot find the safety of a shore.
• cling to - humanity, trauma, liberation through care but dystopia through neglect, how relationships and love can triumph if we let them, but only if we let them.

Films and heart-food: 
* cloud atlas

• interstellar
• the economics of happiness
• tomorrow when the war began
• passengers