watching:

• the good place (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
• schitt's creek (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

listening:

• started the month off right with a big wreathes binge
• esbjorn svensson trio
• code walk
• anthony linell
• slint's spiderland <3333
• black marble
• chevelle's "send the pain below" (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
• glassjaw's older stuff, oddly

• subnautica

watching:

• darling in the franxx (!!!)

listening:

• lake haze - the observer ep
• the cyclist - sapa inca delirium
• some of dat good ol' furia (bc mood lmao)
• chalk talk

love isn't supposed to hurt because love isn't physical.

love =/= attraction.

love is unconditional, supportive, mutually nourishing, and safe.

love doesn't hurt us -- we hurt ourselves in our wanderings.

if we stay close to the fire, it never goes out.

music:

• MCFERRDOG
• sun body (!!!)

books:

• manifesto
• watership down (!!!)

currently watching:

• naruto (sept. 3) (!!!)

• alberich
• macrophagous gilled larvae and others

watched:

• finished lost girl
• bitten
• nightbreed (july 17th)
• penny dreadful (july 17th) (!!)
• cuatro lunas (july 23rd) (!!)
• stranger things (july 30th) (!!!)
• the falls (july 30th) (!)
• longhorns (july 31st) (!!)

• Jute Gyte.
• Geometric art project started.

• Game of Thrones.
• Nebelung / Forseti / neofolk / cello.
• Shin Megami Tensei: Nocturne.
• OST: Labyrinth of Amala -Battle-.
• Dirge of Cerberus.
• Blood Of The Black Owl.
• Candles and incense.
• The Notwist. Winter + Nothing Like You.
• Shrink + grinding in minecraft.
• Berserk.
• Medieval vibes.

music:

• spiritbox (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

watching:

• c: the money of soul and possibility control
• kimetsu no yaiba
• angel (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

• dorohedoro

watched:

• i'm not a serial killer (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

• * IMMEDIATE FALL VIBES *

music:

• ms john soda
• hunz

things that are happening:

• cut paper shapes for 3d
• shading assignment
• ernesto neto presentation w group

what i learned this week:

• love yourself more, you're too hard on yourself
• you're going to get there no matter what
• you have to trust yourself
• be happy

games:

• dark souls ii

shows:

• neon joe, werewolf hunter (!!!)
• fresh off the boat
• emerald city

music:

• narrows

comics:

• akira
• kurosagi
• black jack !!! ( >w<)

music:

• zoom h6
• midi controller (keytar)

visuals:

• mirrorless camera w/ video

home:

• small bookshelf
• bedsheets

• prismcorp + earthbound vibe
• byetone + glitch

to listen:

• bear in heaven
• mapstation
• ametsub
• the black dog
• ruxpin

currently watching:

• lost girl
• maria the virgin witch

watched:

• jongens (early june)
• the way he looks (june 19th)
• underworld (june 20th) (!!!)
• underworld evo (june 22nd)
• 4th man out (june 23rd)
• weekend (june 24th)

• Chaos (God Bodies).

• Game of Thrones.
• Guild Of Funerary Violinists.
• Have A Nice Life.
• Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess.
• The Notwist.
• The Mire.

• spend at least one hour a day feeling inspired or filled with longing.
• write about it.

reading:

• captain's daughter by pushkin
• the idiot

watching:

• angel (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
• BUFFY (OMFG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

music:

• leeway - product

music labels:

• northern electronics
• moss archive
• opal tapes

research: boomkat.com

• develop d's storyline as parallel to my own modern storyline. use inspiration from life -- my own struggles, thoughts, emotions, etc, to help color this character. artist with dreams of being a space pilot, ultimately achieves this dream, while d discovers an enigmatic civilization in tandem. intertwine.
• introduce female characters. inspiration from life isn't necessary but let's see if we can manifest something interesting through this... in particular, let's write about y. why not?
• writing in fragments encouraged. let's piece this shit together like a puzzle. it's just how i write -- accept it.

watched:

• into the badlands (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

games:

• got to final boss in p5
• skyrim, full swing

music:

• rings of saturn - ultu ulla
• vacant / dark sky / phaeleh
• abul mogard (!!!)
• furia, again

> tuned guitar to CACEAE

> ｉｎｓｔａｎｔ ｓｕｃｃｅｓｓ

lads, we've done it

watched:

• crazy for me (08/08)

watching:

• parasyte

music:

• hidden orchestra
• infinite scale

games:

• twilight princess

games:

• earthbound
• cave story

watched:

• mushishi season ii
• time taxi / sutekina sen taxi (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
• mr nietzsche in the convenience store

music:

• andreas brandal - secrets of the snow
• maudlin of the well - leaving your body map

modern:

• jurg baur
• wolfgang rihm
• sofia gubaidulina

[$0-20]:

• axiom verge (!!!) (8-bit/glitch)
• transistor (!!) (by bastion folks)
• bastion (???)
• i am setsuna (!!!!!!!!!)
• abzu (!!!)
• ape escape 2 (kawaii desu)
• octodad

[$30+]:

• star ocean: integrity and faithlessness
• dark souls 3

• bear bones, lay low =
• plone, isan, etc

• Berserk (finished).
• Adabroc - Tùrsa.
• Free! (started).

• 2666.
• the idiot
• brothers karamazov