- Failure
- Fears
- That I'm a bad person
- That I'm lazy
- That I'm weak
- That I'm stupid
- That I'm not consistent
- That I don't have an identity
- Lack of control/self-discipline
- That I'll lose my friends
- That everyone will realize I'm a phony
- That I'm bad at my job
- That I have to document everything or I'll forget
- That I'll be old and alone and incapable
- That I'm reliant on anyone but myself
- That I'm unfeeling
- Reliance on anti-anxiety/depression medication and caffeine (tea)
- Too strong/too weak
- Need to be devoted and loyal, to nix all my importance
- That I'm unworthy
- My imagination
- My mind
- The ordinary
- Mess/Disorganization
- Picking my fingers, which leads to more picking of fingers because of bad health and unsightliness
- Bad hygiene from laziness leading to disease (e.g. abscesses, growths)
- Love can't touch me
- Addiction to sugar: out-of-control eating
- No borders/parameters for my life
- Lack of consistent schedule
- Loss of muscle
- Weight and health fluctuation
- Learning about myself
- How to control myself
- Psychology behind everything I think or do
- Unhealthy
- Habits
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