- i'd like to be that person
- i don't know how longer this will last
- whether i will be able to hold out for that long
- i can't remember any good memories
- they
- slip through my mind
- like accidentally pulling the plug in the bath and frantically trying to put it back in again
- before everything disappears
- it seems like i'll do it
- live
- at least try
- i think lots about
- slush puppie flavours mixed together
- walking over hundreds of autumn leaves all different shades of auburn
- i can't think straight
- i'm going crazy
- stuck inside this concrete box, but you can't see it
- it's suffocating me
- slowly, very slowly
- i need someone to get in
- or at least try
- i need to feel like someone needs me too
- that i'm not alone
- i'm so lonely
- but i can't show it
- i hate people so much
- i attach myself to the wrong ones and cling there because i think they're good for me
- they throw me off without even looking back
- people only care about themselves
- mostly
- everything is bottled up inside my and i feel like
- i'll explode with all this sadness
- but really
- it's filling up with emptiness
- making me numb and it's unbearable watching other walk by
- without a care in the world
may 18 2011 ∞
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