- im not the most mentally stable person and i have episodes pretty frequently. when having an episode, im very prone to venting, being rude/aggressive, and overall not being a very pleasant person. keep my autism and suspected disorders in mind when interacting with me as it heavily impacts my behavior and thought process
- while i am gender apathetic and generally let my gender be up for interpretation, i still have preferences
- im forgetful
- im weary of white/white passing doubles of my POC f/os (whether they be canonically POC or i hc them that way). im POC and i’ve had bad experiences in communities/fandoms in the past
- im in a qpr + aroace so i don’t particularly enjoy flirty/freaky jokes unless i consider you a close friend
- i reclaim slurs
- my tone is often very flat/dry, this doesn’t mean im angry i just sound like that
- misspelling certain words and typing sporadically on purpose is part of my typing style and makes me feel more comfortable. if you don’t understand what im saying, just ask and i’ll retype it properly
- my humor can be weird / nsfw / dark depending on who im talking to
- i get excited easily
- im a yumeshipper/selfshipper etc whtvr u wanna call it. i take it seriously because i use it as a coping mechanism
- selective mutism
- i am not good at social cues and often miss jokes n such
- autism is diagnosed but bpd, ocd, npd, etc. is suspected. getting a proper diagnosis is difficult + expensive
- i am very awkward and may avoid talking in certain situations or reply very quickly/slowly
- i gatekeep interests / comfort characters sometimes (mostly jst from people im unfamiliar with or don’t like)
- i have a very VERY strong attachment to dark choco cookie so i take anything related to him very seriously. do not get competitive with me, i am very possessive and dislike when people try to be a “bigger fan” than me
- i ramble a lot
- i am very critical of my interests
- i am NOT really a fan of canon x canon ships (especially ones involving f/os) and will sometimes rant about ones i dislike, shipping tropes i dislike, and ship culture. do not involve me in ship related discussions unless i join willingly or give you permission
- i easily obsess over/fixate on things/people or become severely attached and i cant really control it so please let me know if i make you uncomfortable
- i can say / do some unhinged things due to my hypersexuality / hyposexuality please let me know if i make you uncomfortable
may 13 2022 ∞
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