• period chills
• not knowing what I want to listen to
• itchiness
• doing something wrong unintentionally
• watching people outside window
• headphones breaking
• people insisting on eye contact
• internet turned off
• when the emotion is too much
• being sent home
• nails too short
• electric stutter
• stopping what I'm doing because I have to sleep
• being upset at people I like
• not being able to express myself right
• lack of motivation
• ipod out of battery
• disappointment when dumb "luck" things don't work
• distraction

for human biology major, linguistics minor

GENERAL EDUCATION

• written communication
  • 101
  • 102
  • 203
• argument & reason
  • phil 148
• humanities
  • PHIL 180 Int. Social/Political Philosophy
  • FMS 100 Int. to the Film Medium
  • HA 261 Introduction to Modern Art
• social sciences
  • ANTH 106/LING 106 Int. Linguistics
  • LING 110 Language and Mind

• winter/snow/overcast/windy
• being overwhelmed by cuteness/moe
• couch
• having my vitals taken (stethoscope)
• having my blood drawn
• medical environments
• everything... AT NIGHT
• hoodie
• dex face
• spending money on/with people I like
• feeling/getting music
• sickliness
• antique shopping
• coming up
• saving adorable pictures
• driving to get middle-of-night icee
• dancing
• music in the dark
• highway driving/singing
• solitude/desolation
• being comfortable with people

• car (omg)
• driving license
• good headphones
• new computer
• can opener
• fly ass kicks
• bed pad thing
• external hard drive/memory devices

FIRST SEMESTER, FRESHMAN

• MATH 115
• ENGL 102
• BIOL 150
• CHEM 184
• PHIL 148

SECOND SEMESTER, FRESHMAN

• MATH 116
• ENGL 203
• BIOL 152
• CHEM 188
• LING 106

very speculative:

FISRT SEMESTER, SOPHOMORE

• BIOL 350 principles of genetics
• CHEM 622 fund organic chemistry
• PHSX 114 college physics I
• ANTH 304 fund physical anthropology

SECOND SEMESTER, SOPHOMORE

• akira
• alethia
• andrast
• anth
• bricta
• elys
• eris
• femina
• jet
• kimeroi
• lethe
• milicent
• quirina
• rixa
• sand
• senet
• sphinx
• sybil
• tyche
• vanix

COMBOS

READING RIGHT NOW!

• Malone Dies, Samuel Beckett
• The Naked Lunch, William S Burroughs
• I am a Strange Loop, Douglas Hofstadter

TO BE READ AT SOME POINT!

• furious seasons, raymond carver
• the end of the road, john barth
• crash, j. g. ballard
• 62: a model kit , julio cortazar
• godel, escher, bach, douglas hofstadter
• the mysterious flame of queen loana, umberto eco
• death on credit, louis-ferdinand céline
• the denial of death, ernest becker
• mason & dixon, thomas pynchon
• democracy, joan didion
• ariel, sylvia plath
• in search of lost time, marcel proust
• cloud atlas, david mitchell
• infinite jest, david foster wallace

• everything always works out
• I'll be unhappy if I don't
• no money anyway
• mom :D
• determinism
• child
• if I am going to die later anyway, why not
• becomes past/memory afterwards

• battles , gloss drop
• bon iver
• boris
  • altar
  • flood
  • pink
• cap'n jazz
• cocorosie
• dalek
• displacer
• dj shadow
• dosh
• earth
  • earth 2: special low frequency version
  • phase 3: thrones and dominions
• flume
• food for animals
• ital tek
• JMSN

• rent
• electricity
• food
• SAVE
• life routine
• would rather be asleep
• hate everything
• stasis
• already fucked it up

'A man who is possessed by his shadow is always standing in his own light and falling into his own traps ... living below his own level'

"the aim of life is death" and "inanimate things existed before living ones"

"the eye of the camera that is always present but is never seen"

They are buying your happiness. Steal it.

Out of the night that covers me, Black as the pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the Horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds and shall find me unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll. I am the master o...

• kids
• requiem for a dream
• american beauty
• trainspotting
• adaptation
• magnolia
• la vie en rose
• elephant
• gangs of new york
• pi
• the fountain
• american history x
• the cell
• three colors
• irreversible
• the tree of life
• dark city

• andart
• apollo
• askar
• astet
• avrion
• bion
• bixent
• byron
• il
• lenox
• lord
• mazen
• nixon
• rez
• rhet
• rook
• sirac
• spher
• xir

COMBOS

• sewing
  • sammi's dress
• ku shit
  • register for orientation
  • contemplate class choices
• rent
• library books
  • burial cd
• don't explode
• stop being so miserable all the time
• retrieve wallet from mom's
• achieve ratio >1
• UL >25GB
• PARTY HARD!