let's try again, shall we? except... this time, it could be just good thoughts or something. idk. something, anything to put down.

• 9th: i haven't realized this lately but i haven't had
  
  in over half a year... i'm so proud of myself but at the same time i want beat myself so hard for even thinking about it the first place
  • ...i'm glad i stop beating/bruising myself. i honestly don't remember the last time i did (progress!)
• 10th: [korean redacted]
• 11th:
  
  • i really love hearing people try to talk in a non-native language, it's so cute!
• 12th: sometimes i just want someone to tell my really horrible slump, just someone to listen...
  
• 13th: i really want to find out what his name is... n_n
• 14th: i love karaoke'ing in viet. even though i'm terrible
• 15th:
  
• 16th:
  
  • ...this only applies to celebrities, not irl people /ew
• 17th: i still can't believe i own an autographed album, KYAAAAA
• 18th: it's raining~ ^^
• 19th: what a horrible way to wake up v_v...
• 20th: i'm so lazy istg
• 21st: korean movies korean movies korean movies
• 22nd: free samples <3
• 23rd: much regrets... /slacker
• 24th: still much regrets... but a $2.16 meal makes it better n_n
• 25th: i'm melting, it's so hot at home
• 26th: i love living here more than at home :c well, the surrounding environment anyway
• 27th: i almost got run over today, yay...
• 28th: v_v
• 29th: x_x
• 30th: f m l
• 31st: NEW PHONE AND KPOP, LIFE IS GOOD