消えていなくなりたい I love my Listography

(きえていなくなりたい, It's a shame one day I'll die

です And cannot update it anymore,

I'm a gay dude named Richie who loves Fyodor BSD.

I don't care about most things. I've been interested in 2 things since I was born. Two of those things are my permanent hyperfixations, Bungou Stray Dogs and BANANA FISH.

Mentally ill and severely disabled. No, I'm not going to tell you what my diseases and disorders are. That's mine info.

Sometimes I think Fyodor.

Yeah. Wanna see my Richcore (Personal aesthetic) board

Tier One Kins ; Edgar Allan Poe (BSD), Shorter Wong (BF), Sleepy Ash (SerVamp), Nagito Komaeda (Danganronpa), Monokuma (Danganronpa), Excalibur (Soul Eater)

Tier Two Kins ; Luna (Ultra Maniac), Nico (Nico), Drocell Keinz (Kuroshitsuji), Tohru Kunikuda (Liar Liar), Omota Uramichi (Uramichi Oniisan)

Comfort Characters ; Eiji Okumura (BF), Cain Blood (BF), Sigma (BSD), Nikolai Gogol (BSD), Tomoe Mami (PMMM), Madoka Kaname (PMMM), Madokami, Ganon Houhoy (C³)

Crushes ; Yata Misaki (K), Tachihara Michizou (BSD), Ango Sakaguchi (BSD), Chuuya Nakahara, Aalto (Wuthering Waves)

Claims ; Nikolai Gogol (BSD)

Favorite ; ♥ This buttfucker ♥

Games ; Magia Exedra / Bungou Mayoi / Atelier Meruru / MiSide / Grief Syndrome / Love Nikki / Infinity Nikki / Pocket Mirror / Little Goody Two Shoes / Dreaming Mary / Magia Record / Bungou Gakuen / Touhou Project

Music : LuLuYam / Meowgical Rosie / PAiDA / Berry (Blooberrytrain) / KOGYARU / Zenbukinominoseida / Ado / Phantom Siita / ATARASHI GAKKO! / KyOresu / Kaneto-Juusei / Mori Calliope / BIGANGEL / Pastel Roulette

Books & Manga ; BSD Light Novels / Another / Yume Nikki / Bungou Stray Dogs / BANANA FISH / PMMMM Spin-Offs / Phantom Tales of the Night / The Gentleman's Alliance Cross / Suicide Boy

T0p Fav / Subject of My Cultism ; Fyodor Dostoevsky ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Other Favorites ; Sing Soo Ling / Owner / Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu / Maki / Misaki Yata / Nico / Tsubaki / Lillia Vanrouge / Idia Shroud / Barbatos / Simeon / Fukase

Honorable Mentions ; Madoka Kaname / Nemurin / Hardgore Alice / Mikari Izumigamine / Kosame Amagai / Tomoe Mami / Chibiusa Tsukino / Wish Me Mell / Hideyoshi Kinoshita / Mariya Shidou / Clownpiece / Flandre Scarket . Rumia / Mozart / Iroha Nekomura / Nurse Joy

• Help he has me in a chokehold
• Goth / Emo fashion, lifestyle
• Pastel goth, creepy cute, buuble emo
• Bungou Stray dogs anime / manga series
• Dark humor, mindfuck, ps#chodelic
• SpaceHey, PicMix, Pinterest
• Making cute clown boy OCs
• Uncomfortable phobia subject matter (Claustrophobia, trypophobia...)
• The male body ♥ #gay #gay #homosexual #gay
• God, Jesus Christ, Christianity (As a concept and....more)
• Insane / Evil art styles (Such as @LuLuYam's)
• Kawaii things
• Kaigai Idols, J-Metal, Death Metal, Vocal Synth
• Magical Boys, Idol Boys, Boys Dudes #Gay 🏳️‍🌈
• Male fanservice ♥ Your body is gorgeous...

Youtubers & VTubers ; Neuro-sama, Evil Neuro, and Vedal / IronMouse / KyOresu / Camila / Filian / Xiaorishu / CDawgVA / Abroad in Japan / Ludwig / Omi_VT / MoeNaomii / Miura Ayame / Sayu Sincrosity / PillowDear / EggSMR / FallenShadow / Rev Says Desu / DarlingStrawb / Japanalysis / Tenma / Sakura Stardust / Kitsunero

Visual Artists ; Harukawa35 / Kafka Asagiri / Hoshikawa Shiwasu / Neco Kanai / Ganjii / Akimi Yoshida / Aoki Ume / Ito Noizi / Kuua Oyasuminasai / LuLuYam / DeathLollipop / Saccstry / DrawKill

Pro & AO3 Writers ; Kafka Asagiri / Akimi Yoshida / Chaos101 / Ddoskunn / Fyodor Dostoevsky / Osamu Dazai

Seiyuu & VA (EN / JP) ; Akira Ishida / Ray Chase / Mamoru Miyano / Kaiji Tang / Connor Colquhoun (CDawgVA)

TV & Anime ; Bungou Stray Dogs / BAMAMA FISH / Tatami Galaxy / Servamp / Nanbaka / Merman in My Tub / Puella Magi Madoka Magica / Magia Record / Mahou Shoujo Site / Magical Girl Raising Project / Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon / Cardcaptor Sakura / Tokyo Mew Mew / Ojamajo Doremi / Classicaloid / BSD WAN! / Dollhouse / Tower Prep!

Movies ; BSD DEAD APPLE / BSD BEAST / Doukyuusei / Madoka Magica Movie Series / Kamikaze Girls / Marie Antoinette / The Love Witch / MAY / Braid / Jawbreaker / Sissy / The Loved Ones / Nurse (2013) / Ginger Snaps / Hard Candy

Stage Plays & Musicals ; Bungou Stray Dogs series, BANANA FISH Series

• The phrases "f*minine" & "m*sculine"
• "G*rly" & "B*yish" >:(
• Having teeth, eyes, skin, ears, mouth
• Ulcerative colitis and all that grossness
• The basic kawaii art style, moeblob anime
• Anime of all / mostly female characters
• Ecchi - ur boobs are steenky, put them away <3
• Female bodies (The entire thing, I'll vomit)
• Gender roles (Like "Girls more emotional than boys")
• America, being in America, being from America
• All politics, mainly gender-based (Feminism / MRM)
• People acting like the genders are different
• Birds (Phobia, thanks to Alfred Hitchcock...