- boredom physically hurts 
 
    - i would cry every day in homeschool bc i couldn't sit still 
 
    - constantly daydreaming and not paying attention 
 
    - i take longer on tests and assignments and get a medium ok grade 
 
    - i feel like i work hard but it doesn't look the same as other people's hard work 
 
    - once i get in the zone, i can stay for upwards of 10 hours 
 
    - drawing for hours on end is ez peasy 
 
    - i like music that is obnoxiously loud and fast 
 
    - caffeine makes me tired and dizzy 
 
    - constantly singing 
 
    - masking 
 
    - THE MEDS ACTUALLY WORK DUH 
 
    - i don't think the same as others 
 
    - time goes by either way too slow or way too fast 
 
    - room gets dirty in 1 second idk how it happens 
 
    - constantly searching for dopamine 
 
    - hyperfixations 
 
    - getting very into a craft for like, 3 days and dropping it forever 
 
    - when im not depressed im hyper 
 
    - rejection sensitivty 
 
    - I WANNA DO THE THING Y WONT I 
 
  
            jul 27 2022 ∞
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