lover of mine, here is a virtual letter that I would maybe write on paper if I wasn't seeing you so soon (!) courtesy of the massive snaking underwater monoliths that carry the electronic expressions of my love from my fingers to your inbox. all i have to say is this:

I dream of the best for you, have woven these dreams into my own and lend you some of my dream matter whenever i can. an ecstatic future is reaching for you out of unfolded brightness. life will swallow you and imbue you with its fullness. and you are strong enough to bear it. I think you can break yourself out (or in) at any time, not because it's easy to do so but rather because I know you have the strength to do it. and if you ever feel that you don't, I'll gladly remind you and lend you any I have. strength and dreams. I love you completely.