2026.

── jan. 𐚁 a month full of commissions and disaster. found out there was a multitude of cyber-stalkers mimicking and stealing our shit online!! ⚡︎ people who fake disorders are disrespectful as hell. ⚡︎ only bonus of the month was the sudden interest users had in commissioning me. overall very depressing. 0/10

── feb. 𐚁 watched eddsworld for the very first time ever, after putting it off since probably 2018 (when I first saw fanart of it/learned of it.) quickly became a huge booster in artistic motivation and i've been drawing so much more since i've watched it. the fandom is overwhelming, but i've met some lovely few niche mutuals. ⚡︎ started selfshipping with tord on 02/10/26!! i need to make an ita bag for him immediately!! what a way to waste funds i don't even have! :D

── mar. 𐚁 idk why i feel the crazy itch to look into cowboys and the wild west... spaghetti westerns seem fun. ⚡︎ turns out cowboys were our dad's whole childhood!! told him about our interest in it and he watched 'the good, the bad, and the ugly' with us. it was fantastic!! ⚡︎ this month has been a mental disaster, at least, only towards the end. something bad must have happened but my mind has erased it from existence; my brain has given me insufferable headaches for the past week or something creating a new source of reliability. i can't remember a thing but all i know is that it's affected me badly enough to have split someone(s) new. april might not be better, im still pushing forward regardless. ⚡︎ did a lot of thrifting today! was super fun getting to treat our family @ the end of the day with starbucks via doordash lmao.

── apr. 𐚁 hello, i almost forgot about my miniblog here... this month doesn't seem to be looking too far up for me. still no hope in finding a job but i did completely catch up in my schoolwork, so that's a positive. done a lot of experimenting with music this month... turns out i love trip-hop genre bands and was introduced to the band glassjaw. they sound like the kind of band i would like, so i will give their whole discography a chance tonight. (4/7/26-11:17PM) ⚡︎ tbc...