• Remove my makeup everyyy night before bed!
• Do my nails--don't let them chip
• take better care of my appearance in general
• Cook more often--less frozen food
• Take better care of my things (shoes, clothes, car, etc)
• Start listening to NPR again
• Watch less TV (2 shows a week!)
• Clean more: dusting, organizing, etc.
• Call friends more regularly

• Halloween movies from when I was younger (The Worst Witch and Hocus Pocus)
• Literature research papers
• Acoustic songs
• Comfy pretty cardigans
• Campfires
• Football games
• A trip to the Pumpkin Patch
• Squash Soup
• The color gray
• The smell of dirt
• Canoe trips
• Apple orchards
• Taking photos
• Poetry
• Carly Simon
• Brisk runs
• Coffee and cigarettes
• ballet flats
• The smell of fresh pencils
• Candy Corn

GIRLS:

• Mebh Bernadette
• Audrey Louise
• Dylan Bernadette
• September Chance
• Virginia Mebh

BOYS:

• Conor Patrick
• August Benjamin
• Conor David
• Christian David

• Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close by Jonathan Safran Foer
• Everything is Illuminated by JSF
• Midnight's Children- Salman Rushdie
• Wuthering Heights
• Ishmael
• The Brief Wonderous Life of Oscar Wao
• The Great Perhaps

• Regina Spektor
• Pete Yorn
• Sea Wolf
• Feist
• Yeah Yeah Yeahs

• Henry David Thoreau
• Virginia Woolf
• Bruce Springsteen
• Margaret Thatcher (I don't know why)
• Kurt Cobain
• My boyfriend
• But I can't exactly read a book about him.
• But I wish I could
• Because sometimes I feel like when I look at him
• there's so much I don't know.

• dull crayola crayons
• half-made scarf on knitting needles
• overdue library book
• hair clips
• berry flavored sparkling water
• funeral home pen
• journal held together with pipecleaners
• a birthday card i forgot to send
• 5 gum. peppermint.
• pennies. heads up.
• jewish rap cd. i'm not jewish.
• hemp wallet
• burts bees lip balm
• index cards
• keys
• red mittens
• insurance company pen
• pink ipod mini. 4 years old.

Mom

• Story People book
• Subscription to Oprah Magazine

Dad

Johnny

• Gift certificate to casino

Pat

• Snowboarding pass

Ashley

• This is Not a Book

• call centre syr.
• mail thank you card
• return/renew library books
• pack for going home!
• email aunt becky
• call claire, jason, bridget, shelby, etc.

AT HOME:

• eye dr.
• meet with registrar
• research
• job search
• red cat winery
• wed. night groups

GOALS:

• be honest and open with Pat
• don't be so socially anxious
• meal plan
• don't drink too much

• today at a parade as i lit up a cigarette an older lady of about 60 did the same. as our cigarettes burned smaller and smaller i felt our secrets pour into the space between us and for a minute i knew her.
• the other day the diswasher overflowed and bubbles spilled out onto the floor and i don't know if the dishes were clean or not but i ate off them anyway and not off of the floor.
• my first glass of wine in a month tasted like a kiss in a snowstorm in a field of wildflowers.
• Everything is meant to be painted
• The day goes by faster when I'm not chewing at my cuticles
• I feel prettier after a good cry
• The sound of leaves crunching reminds me of love
• Flat land makes me feel tired and un-uniq...

• coffee>tea
• crewnecks>hoodies
• track>treadmill
• gold>silver
• breakfast>lunch
• records>CDs
• parks>malls
• Yankees>Red Sox
• newspapers>broadcast news
• Starbucks>Dunkin Donuts
• leggings>jeans
• vogue>cosmo
• glee>the hills
• bookstores>department stores
• cardigans>blazers
• bikes>cars
• sunrise>sunset

• My adorable red-headed boyfriend :)
• Troy the also red-headed Rite Aid employee.
• Bill. mysterious and so alluring. chemistry. the reason i still love the smell of cigarettes
• Rick Reagan, my parents' accountant...
• Chris Cuomo (GMA)
• Prof. Caterine..my religion professor
• Daniel Johns
• Mr. Scheuster on Glee
• Jude Law
• Ewan McGregor

• Cinnamon
• Cinnamon Gum
• Cinnamon Coffee
• Sangria
• apricots
• Diet Mountain Dew
• waffles.

• audrey hepburn
• black and mild wine flavored cigars
• coffee. black.
• disney moives
• english major
• foreign films
• gin and tonics
• honey scented shampoo
• iambic pentameter
• jack's mannequin
• knitting
• left wing
• mapquest
• new york times
• oatmeal
• perfume
• quilts
• record player
• silverchair
• thomas jefferson
• uncooked tofu

Words:

• adsum (I'm here in Latin)
• this is it

Art:

• Bee

• lomographic fisheye camera
• scarves
• more pairs of skinny jeans
• winter coat
• pretty cigarette case
• Chanel Chance
• a st. bernard puppy pleaseee
• Writers' prompt book

• 8 1/2
• Amelie
• Breakfast at Tiffany's
• Burn After Reading
• Donnie Darko
• Ferris Bueller's Day Off
• Garden State
• Little Miss Sunshine
• Moulin Rouge
• Seven Pounds
• Slum Dog Millionaire
• West Side Story

• I'd pay my parents back for all they've given me. And get them a house in the Adirondacks.
• I'd buy coffee at starbucks every single day
• And carry it around like MaryKate Olsen just to show that I am rich enough to constantly be drinking Starbucks coffee.
• I would have a library like the one in Beauty and the Beast
• I'd go to music festivals
• And take piano lessons
• And have a telescope to look at the stars
• I'd go to Greece to see the sunrise and Paris to see the sunset
• I'd deck myself out in Chanel
• And even sleep in Chanel
• I'd have a highrise apt with a doorman in New York, a low-key eco-friendly pad in San Fransisco, and a seaside cottage in t...

• Paper Planes- M.I.A.
• Hometowen- Adele
• Lua- Bright Eyes
• Konstantine- Something Corporate
• Zero- Yeah Yeahs
• That's Not My Name- Ting Tings
• Only One- Manchester Orchestra

• A History of Love
• The Elegance of the Hedgehog
• Going Bovine
• The Help
• Mental
• Book of Longing- Leonard Cohen
• White Tiger
• On the road by jack kerouac
• Ground Up- Michael Idov
• Love Begins in Winter- Simon Van Booy
• Censoring an Iranian Love Story
• The Mysterious Incident of the Dog at Nighttime
• Sleeping Naked is Green
• Dear American Airlines