• 210629 : LA, far bar, chanthou ordered a drink, andi's fucking car.
  • 210630 : long beach holds many memories; here's to a few more.
  • 210701 : drove back from LA today; i'm leaving behind my nostalgia.
  • 210702 : solo breakfast, mom's house, barnes and noble, bought a book.
  • 210703 : tried to go out. went bowling. i'm fat as fuck.
  • 210704 : set up the desk--really want to have a drink.
  • 210705 : went on a run today; i will find myself again.
  • 210706 : run again; signed up for noom. let's get this started.
  • 210707 : visited mom and went to lakeshore; starting to get nervous.
  • 210708 :
  • 210709 :
  • 210710 : andi's an idiot and took her car--picke...
jul 6 2021 ∞
jul 14 2021 +
  • 170504 : I had to report abuse for the first time today.
  • 170505 : Joe might want me back; learned a salchow jump today.
  • 170506 : I was lazy, but 365 Fresh is really fucking good.
  • 170507 : I didn't do shit because I'm so god damn lazy.
  • 170508 : Met up with Maggie and learned some fucked up shit.
  • 170509 : Hard day of work; Maya is a mess. I'm dead.
may 5 2017 ∞
may 10 2017 +
  • 140322 : I'm tired and sick, and I wanna lay with you.
  • 140323 : I didn't know it's possible to produce so much snot.
  • 140324 : I want to vomit; I really need to stop eating.
  • 140325 : I want bibimguksu, and I really want to lose weight.
  • 140326 : Brie, lovely phone call, starting the canada-walk; hope you're okay.
  • 140327 : Spent 140$, made soondubu, probably should take another walk tonight.
  • 140328 : It's cold, I'm tired, I ate bibimguksu; I want cookies.
  • 140329 : What a night; noraebang, alcohol, conspiracy theory talking until 6am.
  • 140330 : Driving home sucks, and I don't like being around people.
  • 140331 : Am I dead yet? Sam cuddled me. I miss Yeonghyun.
  • 140401 : This class is seriously going to suck; ...
mar 23 2014 ∞
sep 3 2014 +
  • I need sleep
  • You hurt my feelings
  • I'm paranoid you don't care about me
  • I love you and want to protect you from everything bad in the world
      • You're beautiful and so smart in your own ways
  • I want to be closer to you
      • I'm scared you don't want to be close to me
  • Happy Birthday
  • I need gas money if you want me to drive you everywhere
  • I can't pay for your dinner anymore
  • I want you to come over and talk to me
  • I want a hug from you today
jan 6 2013 ∞
jan 7 2013 +
  • Fell in love
  • Arrived in America for the first time in three months after a total of 12 hours of commuting, then immediately drove 7 hours to Los Angeles to catch a concert the next day
  • Moved to Los Angeles by myself
  • Lost my virginity in what was supposed to be a one night stand
      • It did not end up being a one night stand
      • Technically it was like a 2 week stand
      • And it was the start of something crazy
  • Went to Cambodia with the 2 week stand (7 months later)
  • Went to Vietnam by myself
      • Snuck into an underground club by going t...
may 13 2015 ∞
may 14 2015 +
  • wasted
  • wired
  • worried
  • welcomed
    • not really
  • working
  • weary
  • well adjusted
    • liar
mar 23 2014 ∞
mar 23 2014 +
  • Jumped from a 20ft ledge at the age of 8
  • Eaten an entire page from a book
  • Peed in a public dumpster
  • Drank a 40 of Bud Light in my car in the middle of winter
  • Driven drunk like a fucking asshole
      • But I drove like I was sober
      • I drove sober people
  • Stayed up for 87 hours to prove a point
  • Smoked a cigarette while taking a shit in a hotel room
  • Wore a toddler's jacket to class
  • Drunkenly told myself that I was a pit bull whisperer
      • Proceeded to go into my friend's backyard and look for her violent dog
      • Probably would have died if he was out th...
jan 6 2013 ∞
jan 6 2013 +
  • Death is certain.
  • Death is certain.
  • DEATH IS CERTAIN.
  • My hair is a mess.
  • Death is certain.
  • Blood.
  • Bl00D.
  • Death is certain.
  • I like McDonalds.
jan 4 2013 ∞
jan 6 2013 +
  • Keys
  • Money
  • The place I was at in the movie
  • Your interest
  • Socks
  • Phone
  • Perseverance
  • Days
  • Weeks
  • Minutes
  • Seconds
  • Glances
  • Words
  • Authority
  • Important papers
  • Clothes I like
jan 7 2013 ∞
jan 7 2013 +
  • Quitting piano for so long
  • Not taking part in the orchestra
  • Not saying hello
  • Saying goodbye
  • Eating the bear meat
  • Watching 90210 so quickly
  • Going too fast
  • Going too slow
  • Not dancing with that red sweater
  • Telling that secret 8 years ago
  • Buying that ticket
  • Pretending to be a robot
  • Sleeping on the couch
  • Not asking for Zico's number
jan 6 2013 ∞
jan 7 2013 +