this section just lists my ongoing thoughts

• view at you own risk

• I hope it's gonna get better

• I'll start listing my notes from what time I made them to make it easier

• I wonder if people survived suicide keep living because they actually found a reason to, or if they felt forced to

• I wonder if he's okay
• he said he'd play with me today: if something happened I feel like he would've told me
• I hope everything's okay

• when I stopped texting him
• after that night
• now he's advertising for people to message him
• ran out of people that dms him everday
• sighs

• I still think about them sometimes
• those times didn't matter though
• they never cared, did they