Lewis, when I say you've helped me through so fucking much, I really do mean it.

You spend a lot of time looking out for me and Max, but I wanna remind you that your happiness comes first. If you're not happy then you're not in a position to make us both happy. Please don't force yourself to. When I say I truly love you /p I really do mean it, your messages were pretty comforting once I somewhat teared up a little. I want to be by your side and Max's for all the days to come. You work so goddamn hard, and I feel like you hide your feelings a lot. Please don't, I wanna help you like you helped me.

Please never stop being yourself. I know you have issues with autism and stuff but I really hope that doesn't continue stopping you in your future.