i started this whole page with clear intentions that eventually slipped away, leaving me feel aimless as i wait for the drive i need to come to me. i know people often suggest trying to push past such feelings, but i know i'll be unsatisfied if i do that and all the results that would come from it would be regrettable and mediocre. and then, right as i was typing this, i had a new idea. funny how that works, huh?

(i went to create the first proper list in the ongoing folder right after making this post, that being the 2026 list of my new favorite characters. the first character added was dean forester lol)